Michael's Rabbit Hole

 

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Michael’s Rabbit Hole

 

 

2023

 

 

Both Part and Whole

 

Time is but a concoction of imagination’s perception of gravity’s dust balls,

Angled this way or that, in varying distances from the furnaces of their given stars.

A galactic potion, double-double-toiled-and-troubled-fire-burned-and-cauldron-bubbled.

The natural selection of the mystery playing its Self, by its Self, across its eternal nothingness.

Awareness, in its quantum collider, its laboratory of creation, all outcomes naught but illusory dreams.

And you, that ineffable, intangible, indelible, indivisible, unborn-undying, timeless awareness,

Playing out your little part, in your little dream, all alone, right here, right now, poof.

 

 

 

Dialing Into the Moment

 

You are stardust come unto to life, mystery come unto life, eternity come unto life.

Dial into the timeless moment, and all questions, all answers, will become irrelevant.

 

 

 

The Challenge of Change

 

Change is a challenge for minds bent on custom, on belief, on habit, on ritual, on convention, on tradition.

To be free of inward constraints, to be unfettered by limitations of human consciousness,

Is not something for which any oracle will find widespread reception.

Paradigm shifts are not instigated by the multitudes,

And revolutionaries often run afoul of swords, not always their own.

 

 

 

Ever the Same One

 

Every life form in the six kingdoms is the same indivisible, indelible, timeless quantum matrix mystery.

Every life form in the six kingdoms plays out the nature-nurture of its genetic lottery algorithm.

An archaebacterium plays out its archaebacterium nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

An eubacterium plays out its eubacterium nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

An animalia plays out its animalia nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

A protista plays out its protista nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

A fungi plays out its fungi nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

A plantae plays out its plantae nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

And the inert players – earth, wind, water, fire – the clay of all existence.

Stardust come unto life, stardust born of mystery; natural selection its chisel.

All ever vibrating away simultaneously; all dancing their given places in the sun.

All ever creating, ever preserving, ever destroying; all ever indivisibly unborn-undying.

All ever the same ineffable quantum matrix mystery; all ever the same ineffable eternal moment.

 

 

 

Clouds Through an Untouched Sky

 

This mind-body you imagine yours, is a drop of the quantum matrix,

Streaming like a current through the electromagnetic spectrum,

Flowing through lesser masses; stopped by more solid ones.

Physics is physic is physics; there is no breaking the laws.

And what is the ether allowing it all to happen: Awareness.

We drift like clouds passing to and fro in an untouched sky.

A touchy-feely dream; nothing more, nothing less, nothing but.

 

 

 

No Direction Known

 

Space and time are illusions, to which there is no direction.

There is no forward, no backward, no right nor left, no up nor down,

Nor any other bearing that imagination might in sensory perception envision.

The quantum dream is always, right here, right now, kaleidoscoping, no direction known.

And You are the centerstage, You are the awareness, You are the witness,

To the ineffable mystery playing out the given sentience.

All that is, all that is not, every moment.

 

 

 

Alas

 

Alas for fame that You relish anonymity.

Alas for greed that You have more than enough.

Alas for power that You allow all to go their own way.

Alas for vanity that You know it not real.

Eternity is subject to none.

Awareness is all.

 

 

 

Eternity's Offer

 

Whether or not your brief existence, and all the knowledge and wisdom you may have gleaned,

Will be warehoused by the quantum matrix, be stored in some great eternal library,

Is but the idle speculation of those still bound in the space-time dream.

Read by the five senses, fashioned by central processing unit,

The cosmos, the kaleidoscoping illusion, is spun,

In the only moment the mystery of eternity has to offer.

 

 

 

A Light Unto Your Self

 

You are already samadhi, ecstasy, bliss.

All you need do, is be still enough to discern it.

We are all that which is called God by many names.

Each of us exploring our own exclusive matrix of creation.

And why do you need to believe in anything concocted by mind?

Is not just being, enough, without all the nonsense born of imagination?

The infinite ocean is an infinity of drops; how could all this be, any other way?

Without the endless splintering, there would be no existence, there would be no witness.

And it is You, who must endure it all, with all your spirit, very much alone, a light unto your Self.

 

 

 

Wrap Your Head Around It

 

It is indeed beyond boggling, to fathom: You are the universe and beyond.

That you are the indivisible, indefinable, unfathomable, indelible, ineffable mystery.

But wrapping your head around it, is as simple as letting go, and wrapping your head around it.

One does not ask for permission to be free; one asserts it, affirms it, champions it, with their entire being.

 

 

 

The Eye of the Beholder

 

Creation is the moment; destruction, the same;

With a kaleidoscoping of eternity’s moment between.

And creation to one beholder, may be destruction in another’s.

The quantum matrix is an ever-morphing playhouse;

All witnessed by the ineffable awareness,

Through the eyes of sentience.

There is no other.

 

 

 

A Cancerous Tyranny

 

Imagination has thoroughly conquered this garden dust ball.

And thrashed it into a twisted shadow of its naturally-selected, Darwinian purity.

It is a cancer wreaking havoc upon the host, that cannot forever allow its wayward nature to continue,

If Gaia is to survive and blossom anew, in the grand theater of this grand mystery.

The story’s conclusion will never see its campfire telling.

 

 

 

Quenching the Narrative

 

Science is only is what it is, because of all the technologies,

That awareness, through imagination, has created to measure the cosmic illusion.

The dreamtime, that the electromagnetic spectrum – the quantum stardust, the divine dance, the Shiva –

Has spun into sentience upon this pale blue dot, is a sentience capable of exploring its mystery.

As to the question – whether it is intelligent design or naturally-selected happenstance –

Is it really, worth, all the absurdity, all the horror, our kind every moment inflicts,

Upon one another, all our fellow earthlings, and this very pale blue dot?

We are all the same mystery, come unto the dream of existence;

What narcissism to give it more narrative than that.

 

 

 

The Captains of History

 

Whether you want to believe it, accept it, or not,

The warriors who madly charged oblivion, were the ones others followed.

They were naturally selected in the jungles of old, and have steered the course of human history.

This can be a bit much for the domesticated, the housebroken, the so-called civilized sort,

Who lounge in laps of luxury, hold their teacups just-so, and prefer their beasts tame.

That it does not abide well with the hunter-gatherer coursing through our veins,

Become daily more and more obvious, as we race toward the precipice.

 

 

 

The Hunger for More

 

There is absolutely no concoction of consciousness, of imagination, human or otherwise,

That will even for a moment hold fast, in the spaceless, timeless awareness,

Of the ineffable, indivisible, indelible stillness, of eternity.

Quantum illusion is ever quantum illusion;

No matter its hunger for a more,

That has never been, and can never be.

 

 

 

The Unclenched Mind

 

Imagination creates time, imagination travels time, imagination is time,

And through it all, imagination make-believes it truly exists forever and a day.

Only in the timeless tranquility of awareness, can it be discerned as the perjury it is.

Nothing the busy-busy mind will ever concoct, will ever fathom what you are, and are not.

To be truly free of all its monkey-mind assertions, the no-mind, the unclenched mind, is the key.

 

 

 

A Particle Wafting To and Fro

 

You are but a particle, wafting to and fro in the sea of mystery; all of it all the while.

The quantum sea allows every variety of form to play out however it will,

Without parameters, without attachment, without judgment.

Only human imagination, imagines otherwise.

What need for any deity, for any dogmatic entanglements,

 Once you have discerned right-relationship, with the mystery’s totality?

 

 

 

The Horror of Imagination

 

Who-what-when-where-why-how, exactly, is this self, you so adamantly imagine yourself to be?

It is an invention, a collusion, a lie, that imagination has swept our genomic-sequencing,

To impromptu-play across all the horror our kind has wreaked upon this garden.

And its harsh, unforgiving, dystopian endgame, is well past self-evident.

 

 

 

The Blindness of Imagination

 

Imagination has blinded humankind to the garden of its origin.

Unlikely as it is to happen, it is on the future to regain its sight.

How difficult it will be, to throw everything out, and start over.

And will it be possible, in the ruins of a torn and tattered world?

 

 

 

Within Every Part and Particle

 

Hot or cold, hard or soft, clean or dirty, clothed or naked,

Comfortable or uncomfortable, asleep or awake, seen or unseen,

Engaged or unengaged, self-absorbed or Self-absorbed, it is all the same.

The awareness is equally within every particle of creation.

Omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent.

You are it; it is You.

The other is but imagined.

 

 

 

Of Childish Things

 

True believers in any religion (a.k.a., cult) should read 1 Corinthians 13:11 a little more closely.

Whoever scribed it way back when, was speaking to them, not the non-believers, not the critical thinkers.

When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.

When I became a man, I put aside childish things.

Think about it.

 

 

 

The Primary Directive

 

Procreation is the primary directive of the genomic sequencing within all life.

Think of the who-knows-how-many lives, how many generations, it has taken for you to be here.

Every one of them relatively unconcerned about the pain, the suffering, the death,

Into which they were casting, catapulting, their matériel génétique.

The Grand Théâtre of Quantum, come unto existence.

An electromagnetic matrix in which many,

If not all things, are possible.

 

 

 

The Star Trek Dilemma

 

How could any existential form across the universe,

Ever reach the level of consciousness, of imagination, that our kind has,

Without some form of nature-nurture natural selection, anchored to Darwinian principles?

And what would it take to get that foundation, working well enough together,

To fabricate the technologies, it would take to travel across space,

To find and reach our little blue marble dust ball?

 

 

 

Surfing Existence

 

Where is the yoke in these writings? Where is the burden?

What yoke can the clarity of rationality ever create,

But a mindfulness to not accept any pretense,

At least as far as the ultimate truth goes.

We all have to survive, to abide, in some how, in some way.

The one-percenters have always set the tone, to which all below yield or perish,

But you need not give the insatiable beast more than the token morsels of vanity and greed it demands.

Play their theater, endure your stage, with whatever serenity and harmony you can muster,

In whatever dreamtime this ever-kaleidoscoping quantum garden manifests.

 

 

 

The Struggle Ahead

 

Like a Ponzi scheme coming undone, the dream is changing across the board,

And that is just the way it is; there is nothing anybody can do about it.

The politicians and talking heads are just earning their buck,

And Wall Street and Las Vegas will likely take it down to the last bet.

This is the course our species set long before we departed the jungles of long ago.

Knowing more than the gist, filling one’s head with nonstop gorp, is hollow trivial pursuit.

All any can do is play out their little Sisyphean algorithm; enjoy and endure whatever the fates allot.

The tempest is going to be beyond the pale sooner or later, and perhaps even relatively quickly for many.

And those unfortunate enough to be born, those now running about in backyards and playgrounds,

Are just going to have to survive whatever comes at them, or perish in flames if they cannot.

Every geography will have its own anthology of consequences, its own crash and burn,

And will deal with them as human beings always have when struggling to survive.

It will be, as always, might makes right, as savage as the given players deign,

With Conrad's "The horror! The horror!" and Vonnegut's "So it goes,"

Echoing throughout the last throes of human consciousness as we know it.

Whoever is going to be the final two-legged lingering in this Anthropocene epoch,

Will be last witness to all the absurdities our genomic sequencing has ceaselessly perpetrated.

 

 

 

Breed or Perish

 

As far as this garden dust ball goes,

As far as your mundane window of time goes,

As far as the mysterious nature of your brief existence goes,

You are truly only as significant, as relevant, as pertinent, as germane,

As the continuation of your ancestry's genomic sequencing.

Extinction is the norm; breed or perish, fate decides.

 

 

 

Star of the Show

 

So, there was that timeless, very still moment in the abyss, when You, the mystery, all alone,

All of a sudden, came up with an inspiration for a gargantuan playhouse,

With You, the one and only, centerstage to all parts.

And bam, the quantum matrix,

A kaleidoscoping, extemporaneous realm, explodes into being.

Le Théâtre Absurde, produced and directed by natural selection; You, sole thespian,

The showstopper is realizing that you are none of the forms in which you ever play the starring role.

They are but crunchy-chewy-goo, from which you peer out through the given perceptions,

Upon all that is but illusion, and all the delusions the given dreamtime inspires.

 

 

 

There Is Only You

 

The You, You truly are, is not a belief system.

You are not a leader, You are not a follower, You are on your own.

You do not require priests, You do not require sanctuaries, You do not require scriptures,

You do not require faith, nor dogmas, nor the support of others.

There is only the right-here-right-now moment.

There is only pure awareness.

There is only You.

Alone.

 

 

 

Dying to Little Self

 

Eternal life is this one and only timeless moment,

This one and only right-here-right-now timeless awareness,

This one and only omniscient, omnipotent, omnipresent timeless now.

To be the big Self, you must die to the little self.

 

 

 

Organized Protoplasm

 

What are human beings but collectives of organized protoplasm,

With exteriors about which narcissism and hedonism and greed orbit.

About which consciousness, about which imagination, makes endless ado.

Crunchy-chewy-gooey vats of imagination, vats of make-believe;

Dreamtimes, dancing in the timeless void of eternity.

 

 

 

Red Pill, Blue Pill

 

Some wake up to a larger reality than the original nature-nurture,

To branch out as far and wide and deep as their wings in space and time allow.

The truth is, most do not, which offers a théâtre absurde, for all those who chameleon along.

Ignore it, if you red-pill-head-in-the-sand can; embrace it fully – suck down that blue pill – if you cannot.

 

 

 

Same Old Bubble

 

Same old bubble of misinformation.

Same old bubble of deception.

Same old bubble of contention.

Same old bubble of conspiracy.

Same old bubble of fraud.

Same old bubble of treachery

Same old bubble of dishonesty.

Same old bubble of artifice.

Same old bubble of stories.

Same old bubble of invention.

Same old bubble of tall tales.

Same old bubble of falsehoods.

Same old bubble of lies.

Same old bubble of notions.

Same old bubble of absurdity.

Same old bubble of debate.

Same old bubble of belief.

Same old bubble of trickery.

Same old bubble of controversy.

Same old bubble of argument.

Same old bubble of shams.

Same old bubble of subterfuge.

Same old bubble of claims.

Same old bubble of excuses.

Same old bubble of half-truths.

Same old bubble of propaganda.

Same old bubble of spin.

Same old bubble of fabrication.

Same old bubble of duplicity.

Same old bubble of cheating.

Same old bubble of opinion.

Same old bubble of strife.

Same old bubble of dispute.

Same old bubble of disagreement.

Same old bubble of whatever.

 

 

 

Tabula Rasa

 

Does tabula rasa think itself tabula rasa?

Does a microbe think itself a microbe?

Does a squirrel think itself a squirrel?

Does a salmon think itself a salmon?

Does a spider think itself a spider?

Does a turtle think itself a turtle?

Does an ant think itself an ant?

Does a frog think itself a frog?

Does a squid think itself a squid?

Does a lobster think itself a lobster?

Does a sparrow think itself a sparrow?

Does a newborn think itself a newborn?

Does awareness think itself awareness?

Does cosmos think itself cosmos?

Does now think itself now?

Does Self think itself Self?

Do You think yourself You?

Does mystery think itself mystery?

 

 

 

Almost

 

Almost like you never did it.

Almost like you never saw it.

Almost like you never heard it.

Almost like you never tasted it.

Almost like you never smelled it.

Almost like you never sensed it.

Like it never happened at all.

 

 

 

Maybe Does Not Mean Yes

 

That answer is yes.

That answer is no.

That answer is maybe.

Maybe does not mean yes.

 

 

 

The Attributes of Good Health

 

The attributes of mental and physical health

Have many aspects, many characteristics, many points of view:

 

Acuity

Adroitness

Agility

Alertness

Athleticism

Balance

Brawniness

Cardio

Tone

Concentration

Coordination

Core

Drive

Energy

Dexterity

Discipline

Durability

Dynamism

Ease

Efficiency

Effortlessness

Élan

Endurance

Energy

Equilibrium

Fitness

Flexibility

Fluidity

Force

Grit

Gumption

Hardiness

Healthiness

Ingenuity

Litheness

Liveliness

Might

Muscularity

Nimbleness

Poise

Potency

Power

Proficiency

Quality

Quickness

Reaction

Resilience

Resoluteness

Robustness

Self-Assurance

Sharpness

Skill

Slickness

Speed

Spryness

Stability

Stamina

Staying Power

Steadiness

Strength

Sturdiness

Suppleness

Swiftness

Toughness

Velocity

Verve

Vigor

Vitality

Vivacity

Willpower

 

Best not leave well-being to chance if you wish to live long and well.

 

 

 

Be the Nothingness

 

See the nothingness.

Hear the nothingness.

Taste the nothingness.

Inhale the nothingness.

Feel the nothingness.

Be the nothingness.

 

 

 

Le Théâtre Absurde

 

It is an omnipresent theater.

It is an omnipotent theater.

It is an omniscient theater.

It is an elemental theater.

It is a dreamtime theater.

It is a morphing theater.

It is an illusory theater.

It is a quantum theater.

It is a timeless theater.

It is a worldly theater.

It is an eternal theater.

It is a sensory theater.

It is a cosmic theater.

It is a mirage theater.

It is a matrix theater.

It is a mortal theater.

It is a neural theater.

It is a dreamy theater.

It is a fleeting theater.

It is a manifest theater.

It is a vibrating theater.

It is a space-time theater.

It is an imaginary theater.

It is a monotonous theater.

It is a touchy-feely theater.

It is an immaculate theater.

It is a Shakespearian theater.

It is an unborn-undying theater.

It is an incomprehensible theater.

It is a three-dimensional theater.

It is an extemporaneous theater.

It is an ever-churning theater.

It is an ever-changing theater.

It is an immeasurable theater.

It is a kaleidoscoping theater.

It is an unfathomable theater.

It is a monkey-mind theater.

It is an orchestrated theater.

It is an unknowable theater.

It is an incalculable theater.

It is an inexplicable theater.

It is a never-ending theater.

It is an astounding theater.

It is an impromptu theater.

It is a time-bound theater.

It is an indivisible theater.

It is a predictable theater.

It is a narcissistic theater.

It is an expansive theater.

It is an immortal theater.

It is a Darwinian theater.

It is an indelible theater.

It is an ineffable theater.

It is an immense theater.

It is a hedonistic theater.

It is a ceaseless theater.

It is a pointless theater.

It is an esoteric theater.

It is a temporal theater.

It is a majestic theater.

It is a magical theater.

It is a mystery theater.

It is an empty theater.

It is the grand theater.

It is le théâtre absurde.

 

 

 

No Need for Anything

 

No need for deities.

No need for souls.

No need for angels.

No need for saints.

No need for demons,

No need for belief.

No need for scripture.

No need for dogma.

No need for priests.

No need for idols,

No need for worship.

No need for prayer.

No need for superstition.

No need for cathedrals,

No need for heavens.

No need for purgatories.

No need for infernos.

No need for anything.

Awareness is all.

 

 

 

Disappear

 

Disappear right-here-right-now; continuity is illusion.

Disappear into this twinkling; continuity is illusion.

Disappear into this moment; continuity is illusion.

Disappear into this instant; continuity is illusion.

Disappear into here-now; continuity is illusion.

Disappear into eternity; continuity is illusion.

Disappear into oblivion; continuity is illusion.

Be the eternal beingness, the eternal awareness,

Be the timeless beingness, the timeless awareness,

You truly are, You have always been, and will ever be.

 

 

 

What is an Elephant?

 

What is an Elephant?

Is it a wall?

Is it a spear?

Is it a snake?

Is it a tree?

Is it a fan?

Is it a rope?

Only to the blind.

 

 

 

No Thought About It

 

Truth, is not in any thought about it.

What is, is not in any thought about it.

Awareness, is not in any thought about it.

Quantum, is not in any thought about it.

Mystery, is not in any thought about it.

Reality, is not in any thought about it.

Space, is not in any thought about it.

Time, is not in any thought about it.

Here, is not in any thought about it.

Now, is not in any thought about it.

You, are not in any thought about it.

 

 

 

Who Created This World?

 

It was not Alexander or Genghis Khan or Napoleon or Hitler that conquered.

From the beginning, it was the toolmakers – the scientists, the engineers, the architects,

The miners, the metal and wood and stone and glass craftsmen – that made any of it at all possible.

 

They created the short-range weapons:

Rocks, sticks, knives, blades, clubs, axes, swords, spears, halberds, pikes, lances.

 

They created the firearms:

Revolvers, rifles, shotguns, semi and fully automatic guns, machine guns.

 

They created the explosives:

Acetylides, fulminates, nitro, nitrates, amines, peroxides, oxides,

elements and isotopes, and a variety of mixture s  and sundry miscellaneous.

 

They created the defensive equipment:

Armor, chainmail, shields, bulletproof vests, flak jackets, bulletproof glass.

 

They created the long-range weapons:

Spears, slings, crossbows, bolos, flamethrowers, grenades, bows and arrows,

boomerangs, cannons, torpedoes, land mines, naval mines,

depth charges, rockets, missiles, lasers.

 

They created the battle gear:

Armor, chainmail, uniforms, helmets, boots, saddles, bridles, horseshoes,

whips, chariots, rope, chains, climbing gear, sails, parachutes,

pontoons, bridgeworks.

 

They created the defensive fortifications:

Castles, forts, walls, towers, moats, trenches, bunkers, earthworks.

 

They created the siege equipment:

Siege towers, battering rams, siege engines, catapults, ballistas,

onagers, trebucheta  helepolises, siege hooka,

sambucas, scorpios, mangonels.

 

They created the communications systems:

Hand signals, codes, semaphore flag signaling systems,

signal lamps, telegraphs, radios, computers.

 

They created means to scout adversaries from afar:

Binoculars, cameras, radar, sonar, spy planes, satellites.

 

They created the vehicles for land, water, and air:

Tanks, trucks, airplanes, submarines, ships, spaceships, drones.

 

They created the chemical weapons:

nerve agents, vesicant (blister) agents, hydrogen cyanide blood agents,

tear gas, pepper spray

 

They created the biological weapons:

Biological toxins or infectious agents: bacteria, viruses, insects, fungi.

 

They created the nuclear weapons:

Nuclear fission (“atomic”) bombs, nuclear fusion (“hydrogen”) bombs,

radiological elements (uranium, plutonium, etc.).

 

They created the execution and torture devices:

Ropes and chains, racks, strappados, wooden horses, breaking wheels,

water tortures, electric shock devices, chemical dependency, hangman’s gallows,

guillotines, electric chairs, lethal injection, gas chambers.

 

As well as all the logistical networks and processes and equipment upon which warfare depends:

Supply chains, animals (horses, mules, oxen, pigeons), wagons, trucks, trains, ships, planes.

 

Alexander and Genghis Khan and Napoleon and Hitler are in the history books,

But it was the supporting cast who put them there.

 

 

 

Discerning Self

 

See your Self, see eternity; see eternity, see your Self.

Feel your Self, feel eternity; feel eternity, feel your Self.

Hear your Self, hear eternity; hear eternity, hear your Self.

Taste your Self, taste eternity; taste eternity, taste your Self.

Smell your Self, smell eternity; smell eternity, smell your Self.

Discern your Self, discern eternity; discern eternity, discern your Self.

 

 

 

You Are, You Are Not

 

You are the observing; You are not the observing.

You are the tasting; You are not the tasting.

You are the feeling; You are not the feeling.

You are the hearing; You are not the hearing.

You are the smelling; You are not the smelling.

You are the discerning; You are not the discerning.

 

 

 

The Underlying Mystery

 

You are the underlying formlessness.

You are the underlying shapelessness.

You are the underlying amorphousness.

You are the underlying preposterousness.

You are the underlying meaninglessness.

You are the underlying ineffectiveness.

You are the underlying senselessness.

You are the underlying nothingness.

You are the underlying uselessness.

You are the underlying emptiness.

You are the underlying nonbeing.

You are the underlying oblivion.

You are the underlying fluidity.

You are the underlying nihility.

You are the underlying cavity.

You are the underlying space.

You are the underlying void.

You are the underlying hole.

You are the underlying dross.

You are the underlying abyss.

You are the underlying nullity.

You are the underlying vacuum.

You are the underlying absence.

You are the underlying unreality.

You are the underlying hollowness.

You are the underlying incongruity.

You are the underlying irrationality.

You are the underlying ineffectuality.

You are the underlying pointlessness.

You are the underlying worthlessness.

You are the underlying nonexistence.

You are the underlying nonduality.

You are the underlying absurdity.

You are the underlying mystery.

 

 

 

How Much More Anything?

 

How much more creation?

How much more preservation?

How much more destruction?

How much more desire?

How much more pain?

How much more suffering?

How much more sorrow?

How much more fear?

How much more dread?

How much more hunger?

How much more assumption?

How much more bother?

How much more anticipation?

How much more generosity?

How much more greed?

How much more compassion?

How much more violence?

How much more empathy?

How much more sympathy?

How much more low?

How much more high?

How much more breadth?

How much more depth?

How much more derision?

How much more judgment?

How much more hate?

How much more love?

How much more joy?

How much more despair?

How much more depression?

How much more anticipation?

How much more time?

How much more timelessness?

How much more eternity?

How much more misery?

How much more solution?

How much more grief?

How much more argument?

How much more agreement?

How much more insanity?

How much more inanity?

How much more dissolution?

How much more derision?

How much more birth?

How much more death?

How much more gain?

How much more loss?

How much more attachment?

How much more detachment?

How much more torture?

How much more horror?

How much more absurdity?

How much more thought?

How much more feeling?

How much more passion?

How much more insight?

How much more pity?

How much more tragedy?

How much more pathos?

How much more dreaming?

How much more debate?

How much more power?

How much more value?

How much more subjugation?

How much more arrogance?

How much more consequence?

How much more significance?

How much more meaning?

How much more purpose?

How much more profit?

How much more mockery?

How much more esteem?

How much more treasure?

How much more pestilence?

How much more merit?

How much more usefulness?

How much more achievement?

How much more quantity?

How much more attraction?

How much more distraction?

How much more assessment?

How much more insignificance?

How much more regard?

How much more scorn?

How much more ridicule?

How much more tolerance?

How much more intolerance?

How much more pride?

How much more vanity?

How much more completion?

How much more accomplishment?

How much more conclusion?

How much more division?

How much more infinity?

How much more infinitesimal?

How much more dreamtime?

How much more similarity?

How much more difference?

How much more duality?

How much more nonduality?

How much more foreverafter?

How much more whateverafter?

How much more noteverafter?

How much more everything?

How much more anything?

How much more nothing?

 

 

 

The Past is Streaming

 

The past is streaming before your eyes.

The past is streaming before your ears.

The past is streaming before your nose.

The past is streaming before your tongue.

The past is streaming before your fingertips.

The past is streaming within your consciousness.

And where are you in all this streaming?

 

 

 

No Other

 

What are You, really, but an observer, observing?

What are You but an onlooker, onlooking?

What are You but a viewer, viewing?

What are You but a witness, witnessing?

What are You but a spectator, spectating?

What are You but a bystander, bystanding?

What are You but an eyewitness, eyewitnessing?

What are You but the centerstage eye, centerstaging?

The observer is the observed; the observed is the observer.

Awareness is all, Self is all, You are it, it is You, there is no other.

 

 

 

How Many Times?

 

How many times have you pontificated?

How many times have you masticated?

How many times have you intoxicated?

How many times have you abbreviated?

How many times have you delineated?

How many times have you fornicated?

How many times have you obliviated?

How many times have you demarcated?

How many times have you illustrated?

How many times have you delineated?

How many times have you fabricated?

How many times have you arbitrated?

How many times have you anticipated?

How many times have you abrogated?

How many times have you demonstrated?

How many times have you mediated?

How many times have you differentiate?

How many times have you discriminated?

How many times have you obliterated?

How many times have you isolated?

How many times have you segregated?

How many times have you obfuscated?

How many times have you expatriated?

How many times have you situated?

How many times have you pulsated?

How many times have you pontificated?

How many times have you subjugated?

How many times have you matriculated?

How many times have you decimated?

How many times have you abridgiated?

How many times have you decimated?

 

How many times have you done something to the -ated degree?

 

Words that end in -ated

https://www.thefreedictionary.com/words-that-end-in-ated

 

 

 

You Are Self, Be Self

 

You are ineffable, be ineffable.

You are indivisible, be indivisible.

You are immaculate, be immaculate.

You are unfathomable, be unfathomable.

You are oblivion, be oblivion.

You are flawless, be flawless.

You are solitary, be solitary.

You are indelible, be indelible.

You are unknowable, be unknowable.

You are witness, be witness.

You are intangible, be intangible.

You are intrinsic, be intrinsic.

You are immortal, be immortal.

You are indifferent, be indifferent.

You are irrational, be irrational.

You are emptiness, be emptiness.

You are unborn, be unborn.

You are blameless, be blameless.

You are undying, be undying.

You are inexpressible, be inexpressible.

You are overwhelming, be overwhelming.

You are indefinable, be indefinable.

You are observer, be observer.

You are deep, be deep.

You are timeless, be timeless.

You are unspeakable, be unspeakable.

You are indefinable, be indefinable.

You are untroubled, be untroubled.

You are spectator, be spectator.

You are solo, be solo.

You are nihility, be nihility.

You are imaginary, be imaginary.

You are ineradicable, be ineradicable.

You are enduring, be enduring.

You are permanent, be permanent.

You are indiscernible, be indiscernible.

You are impalpable, be impalpable.

You are obscure, be obscure.

You are faultless, be faultless.

You are mundane, be mundane.

You are alone, be alone.

You are unstained, be unstained.

You are average, be average.

You are onlooker, be onlooker.

You are matchless, be matchless.

You are unique, be unique.

You are peerless, be peerless.

You are unspeakable, be unspeakable.

You are void, be void.

You are unutterable, be unutterable.

You are absolute, be absolute.

You are supreme, be supreme.

You are unimaginable, be unimaginable.

You are unicity, be unicity.

You are whole, be whole.

You are incessant, be incessant.

You are inconceivable, be inconceivable.

You are unfastened, be unfastened.

You are infinite, be infinite.

You are endless, be endless.

You are infinitesimal, be infinitesimal.

You are rational, be rational.

You are undeniable, be undeniable.

You are watcher, be watcher.

You are detached, be detached.

You are nothingness, be nothingness.

You are perfect, be perfect.

You are unrivaled, be unrivaled.

You are inimitable, be inimitable.

You are incomparable, be incomparable.

You are spotless, be spotless.

You are unbiased, be unbiased.

You are impeccable, be impeccable.

You are everlasting, be everlasting.

You are perpetual, be perpetual.

You are unconcerned, be unconcerned.

You are ceaseless, be ceaseless.

You are ageless, be ageless.

You are priceless, be priceless.

You are impersonal, be impersonal.

You are absurdity, be absurdity.

You are aloof, be aloof.

You are mysterious, be mysterious.

You are nonexistent, be nonexistent.

You are fictional, be fictional.

You are interminable, be interminable.

You are eyewitness, be eyewitness.

You are carefree, be carefree.

You are enigmatic, be enigmatic.

You are inscrutable, be inscrutable.

You are unreadable, be unreadable.

You are inexplicable, be inexplicable.

You are indecipherable, be indecipherable.

You are incomprehensible, be incomprehensible.

You are unintelligible, be unintelligible.

You are meaningless, be meaningless.

You are inconsequential, be inconsequential.

You are anonymous, be anonymous.

You are nameless, be nameless.

You are ordinary, be ordinary.

You are lasting, be lasting.

You are perceiver, be perceiver.

You are engrained, be engrained.

You are impenetrable, be impenetrable.

You are imperceptible, be imperceptible.

You are eternal, be eternal.

You are Self, be Self.

 

 

 

You Do Not Really Exist

 

You do not really exist.

Your mind-body is energy.

Your perceptions are illusions.

Your ideas and beliefs are delusions.

Your possessions have no reality, either.

So it goes, deal with it, get over it, move on.

Party on, in your Yellow Brick Road walkabout,

Or get a shotgun, and leave a Rorchach on some wall.

 

 

 

An Infinite Cosmos

 

In times not all that long ago,

A person's geography determined their world.

If you were born in the mountains, that was all you knew.

If you were born on an island, that was all you knew.

If you were born in a valley, that was all you knew.

If you were born on a plain, that was all you knew.

If you were born by the sea, that was all you knew.

If you were born on a mesa, that was all you knew.

If you were born in a forest, that was all you knew.

If you were born in a desert, that was all you knew.

If you were born in a wetland, that was all you knew.

But these modern times subscribe to an infinite cosmos.

And in all these differences, the relativity of all is ascertained.

 

 

 

The Rise (and Fall?) of Imagination

 

How did imagination begin but through very gradual evolution, very gradual natural selection,

That is estimated to have begun 140 million years-ish ago in the jungles of Africa.

Something to do with memory cells gradually gaining enough oomph,

To start working together to counterfeit a sense of identity,

And the rest is the chaos of vanity and greed,

Given the name history, for the lack of a better word.

 

On the evolution of imagination, from Wikipedia:

 

Phylogenetic acquisition of imagination was a gradual process.

 

The simplest form of imagination, REM-sleep dreaming,

evolved in mammals with acquisition of REM sleep 140 million years ago.

 

Spontaneous insight improved in primates

with acquisition of the lateral prefrontal cortex 70 million years ago.

 

After hominins split from the chimpanzee line 6 million years ago

they further improved their imagination.

 

Prefrontal analysis was acquired 3.3 million years ago

when hominins started to manufacture Mode One stone tools.

 

Progress in stone tools culture to Mode Two stone tools by 2 million years ago

signify remarkable improvement of prefrontal analysis.

 

The most advanced mechanism of imagination, prefrontal synthesis,

was likely acquired by humans around 70,000 years ago

and resulted in behavioral modernity.

 

This leap toward modern imagination has been characterized by paleoanthropologists

as the "Cognitive revolution", "Upper Paleolithic Revolution", and the "Great Leap Forward".

 

And where is this cognitive revolution, this upper-paleolithic revolution, this great leap forward,

Irrevocably taking we two-leggeds, and many if not all, of the life forms in this world,

But down an ever-accelerating-exponential path to a very dystopian extinction.

To survive what it has through human consciousness over millions of years fashioned,

Imagination would need to, and rather quickly, mutate a wholistic, less individualistic platform.

Whether that is possible in this snail-paced, naturally-selective garden, seems more than a little unlikely.

And thus, will the rise of consciousness in this tiny iota of the mystery, fall upon its own sword,

And the vain hope that humankind might somehow shine its light across the cosmos,

Be forever dashed upon the austere reality, that it never really mattered,

That it was never more than a fallacious blip of absurdity.

And the eternal abyss, will eternally abyss, as it eternally does.

 

 

 

Awareness Does Not

 

Awareness does not think.

Awareness does not see.

Awareness does not hear.

Awareness does not taste.

Awareness does not smell.

Awareness does not feel.

Awareness does not desire

Awareness does not dread.

Awareness does not fear.

Awareness does not recall.

Awareness does not hate.

Awareness does not care.

Awareness does not hesitate.

Awareness does not suffer.

Awareness does not anger.

Awareness does not unhappy.

Awareness does not distress

Awareness does not happy.

Awareness does not joy.

Awareness does not elate.

Awareness does not gloomy.

Awareness does not regret.

Awareness does not divide.

Awareness does not discern.

Awareness does not surprise.

Awareness does not disgust.

Awareness does not happy.

Awareness does not sorrow.

Awareness does not joy.

Awareness does not choose.

Awareness does not content.

Awareness does not bliss.

Awareness does not exult.

Awareness does not accept.

Awareness does not deny.

Awareness does not love.

Awareness does not passion.

Awareness does not evolve.

Awareness does not change.

This dream is entirely quantum faire.

The universe but a matrix born of the imaginary mind.

Awareness is the clear endless sky, the mystery in its entirety, You truly are.

It does not participate, it does not regulate, it does not adjudicate, it does not concern its Self, in any way,

But without it, none of it would be possible.

 

 

 

Eternal Nature

 

The ineffable, eternally ineffable.

The indivisible, eternally indivisible.

The immaculate, eternally immaculate.

The unfathomable, eternally unfathomable.

The oblivion, eternally oblivion.

The flawless, eternally flawless.

The solitary, eternally solitary.

The indelible, eternally indelible.

The unknowable, eternally unknowable.

The witness, eternally witness.

The intangible, eternally intangible.

The intrinsic, eternally intrinsic.

The immortal, eternally immortal.

The indifferent, eternally indifferent.

The irrational, eternally irrational.

The emptiness, eternally emptiness.

The unborn, eternally unborn.

The blameless, eternally blameless.

The undying, eternally undying.

The inexpressible, eternally inexpressible.

The overwhelming, eternally overwhelming.

The indefinable, eternally indefinable.

The observer, eternally observer.

The deep, eternally deep.

The timeless, eternally timeless.

The unspeakable, eternally unspeakable.

The untroubled, eternally untroubled.

The spectator, eternally spectator.

The solo, eternally solo.

The nihility, eternally nihility.

The imaginary, eternally imaginary.

The ineradicable, eternally ineradicable.

The enduring, eternally enduring.

The permanent, eternally permanent.

The indiscernible, eternally indiscernible.

The impalpable, eternally impalpable.

The obscure, eternally obscure.

The faultless, eternally faultless.

The mundane, eternally mundane.

The alone, eternally alone.

The unstained, eternally unstained.

The average, eternally average.

The onlooker, eternally onlooker.

The matchless, eternally matchless.

The unique, eternally unique.

The peerless, eternally peerless.

The unspeakable, eternally unspeakable.

The void, eternally void.

The unutterable, eternally unutterable.

The absolute, eternally absolute.

The supreme, eternally supreme.

The unimaginable, eternally unimaginable.

The unicity, eternally unicity.

The whole, eternally whole.

The incessant, eternally incessant.

The inconceivable, eternally inconceivable.

The unfastened, eternally unfastened.

The infinite, eternally infinite.

The endless, eternally endless.

The infinitesimal, eternally infinitesimal.

The rational, eternally rational.

The undeniable, eternally undeniable.

The watcher, eternally watcher.

The detached, eternally detached.

The nothingness, eternally nothingness.

The perfect, eternally perfect.

The unrivaled, eternally unrivaled.

The inimitable, eternally inimitable.

The incomparable, eternally incomparable.

The spotless, eternally spotless.

The unbiased, eternally unbiased.

The impeccable, eternally impeccable.

The everlasting, eternally everlasting.

The perpetual, eternally perpetual.

The unconcerned, eternally unconcerned.

The ceaseless, eternally ceaseless.

The ageless, eternally ageless.

The priceless, eternally priceless.

The impersonal, eternally impersonal.

The absurdity, eternally absurdity.

The aloof, eternally aloof.

The mysterious, eternally mysterious.

The nonexistent, eternally nonexistent.

The fictional, eternally fictional.

The interminable, eternally interminable.

The eyewitness, eternally eyewitness.

The carefree, eternally carefree.

The enigmatic, eternally enigmatic.

The inscrutable, eternally inscrutable.

The unreadable, eternally unreadable.

The inexplicable, eternally inexplicable.

The indecipherable, eternally indecipherable.

The incomprehensible, eternally incomprehensible.

The unintelligible, eternally unintelligible.

The meaningless, eternally meaningless.

The inconsequential, eternally inconsequential.

The anonymous, eternally anonymous.

The nameless, eternally nameless.

The ordinary, eternally ordinary.

The lasting, eternally lasting.

The perceiver, eternally perceiver.

The engrained, eternally engrained.

The impenetrable, eternally impenetrable.

The imperceptible, eternally imperceptible.

 

 

 

Rich Man’s Life on a Dime

 

Rich man's life on a dime, is how this life has spun.

Why go to all that work, when the pearl was there for the taking.

Of course, being content to merely be, remaining single, never going into debt,

And being happy to sleep on a couch, or in a van, were key enablers in my unplanned epoch.

All the monotony it would have taken to become rich and famous and powerful,

Would have been far too toxic, far too boring, for this plebeian spirit.

Far more interesting to swing from adventure to adventure.

To let the mystery set this destiny’s mortal course.

And somehow, it has reached this moment,

This keyboard, this cup of coffee.

How could I not be content?

 

 

 

The Genetic Lottery

 

Every life form in the six kingdoms is the same indivisible, indelible, timeless quantum matrix mystery.

Every life form in the six kingdoms plays out the nature-nurture of its genetic lottery algorithm.

An archaebacterium plays out its archaebacterium nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

An eubacterium plays out its eubacterium nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

An animalia plays out its animalia nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

A protista plays out its protista nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

A fungi plays out its fungi nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

A plantae plays out its plantae nature-nurture genetic lottery algorithm.

And the inert players – earth, wind, water, fire – the clay of all existence.

Stardust come unto life, stardust born of mystery; natural selection its chisel.

All ever vibrating away simultaneously; all dancing their given places in the sun.

All ever creating, ever preserving, ever destroying; all ever indivisibly unborn-undying.

All ever the same ineffable quantum matrix mystery; all ever the same ineffable eternal moment.

 

 

 

Every Possibility

 

Why wouldn't the mystery want to experience every possibility?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience anything and everything?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a particle of dust?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a universe?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a world?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being an ant?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a sloth?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a raccoon?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a clam?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a rock?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a snake?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being giraffe?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being fly?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a tree?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a weed?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a flower?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being wave?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being chimpanzee?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a dinosaur?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being slug?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a bird?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being frog?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being brick?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being an automobile?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a chair?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being cloud?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a mountain?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a gopher?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a pencil?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a computer?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a spider?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being deer?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a tiger?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a whale?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a garbage dump?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being submarine?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a satellite?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a lobster?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a beer can?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a salamander?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a microbe?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a urinal?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a virus?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being fireplace?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a taxi?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a dewdrop?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a tank?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a missile?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a log?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a fence?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being an island?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a bottle?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being statue?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a forest?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a mushroom?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a wolf?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a prairie?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a housecat?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being an eagle?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being antelope?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a kettle?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a tortoise?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being piece of lint?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a painting?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a waterfall?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a sword?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a house?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being an alligator?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a star?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a shield?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a chimney

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being an ocean?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a hat?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a volcano?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a moon?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a diamond?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a screwdriver?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a fork?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a guitar?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a buffalo?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a doll?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a peach?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being radio?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a drug?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a book?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a building?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being river?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a bucket?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being desert?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being golf ball?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being mineshaft?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being tractor?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being wagon?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a parachute?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a reef?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a hurricane?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a couch?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being pond?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a butterfly?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being pile of dung?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being anything?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being everything?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being a human being?

Why wouldn’t the mystery want to experience being you?

 

 

 

Why?

 

Why do you allow any desire to grip you?

Why do you allow any fear to grip you?

Why do you allow any dread to grip you?

Why do you allow any passion to grip you?

Unclench the mind, let go all thought.

Let go all that is but imaginary.

Be the whole mind.

 

 

 

Nothingness

 

Nothingness has no notion.

Nothingness is without airs.

Nothingness knows no other.

Nothingness has no bounds.

Nothingness has no space.

Nothingness has no time.

 

 

 

The Trouble

 

The trouble with too little, is it is too little.

The trouble with too much, is it is too much.

The trouble with just right, is it is what it is.

 

 

 

What Good?

 

What good is a chef who cannot taste?

What good is a painter who cannot see?

What good is a musician who cannot hear?

What good is a perfumer who cannot smell?

What good is a masseuse who cannot feel?

What good is a thinker who cannot think?

 

 

 

Forget

 

Forget who you are sometimes.

Forget what you are sometimes.

Forget where you are sometimes.

Forget when you are sometimes.

Forget why you are sometimes.

Forget how you are sometimes.

 

 

 

Eternity’s Moment

 

How many moments in an attosecond?

How many moments in a nanosecond?

How many moments in a second?

How many moments in a minute?

How many moments in an hour?

How many moments in a day?

How many moments in a month?

How many moments in a year?

How many moments in a decade?

How many moments in a century?

How many moments in a millennium?

How many moments in a million years?

How many moments in a billion years?

How many moments in a trillion years?

How many moments in a gazillion years?

How many moments in a moment?

Eternity, right here right now.

Triple-whammy bam!

 

 

 

Up to You

 

Whether it is infinite or infinitesimal,

Whether it is spiritual or agnostic,

Whether it is clean or dirty,

Whether it is live or die,

Whether it is wealthy or poor,

Whether it is alive or dead,

Whether it is believer or atheist,

Whether it is subtle or blatant,

Whether it is kind or cruel,

Whether it is sane or insane,

Whether it is straight or gay,

Whether it is sage or fool,

Whether it is fast or slow,

Whether it is do or do not,

Whether it is long or short,

Whether it is succeed or fail,

Whether it is love or hate,

Whether it is still or moving,

Whether it is real or unreal,

Whether it is tit or tat,

Whether it is for or against,

Whether it is up or down,

Whether it is around or through,

Whether it is clear or unclear,

Whether it is fat or thin,

Whether it is strong or weak,

Whether it is gratis or priceless,

Whether it is hard or soft,

Whether it is give or take,

Whether it is to or from,

Whether it is wise or foolish,

Whether it is beautiful or ugly,

Whether it is big or small,

Whether it is known or unknown,

Whether it is fore or aft,

Whether it is awake or asleep,

Whether it is heavy or light,

Whether it is rich or poor,

Whether it is awake or asleep,

Whether it is true or false,

Whether it is ecstasy or agony,

Whether it is first or last,

Whether it is creative or destructive,

Whether it is full or empty,

Whether it is sweet or bitter,

Whether it is loud or quiet,

Whether it is straight or rounded,

Whether it is bright or dim,

Whether it is well or unwell,

Whether it is astute or obtuse,

Whether it is like or unlike,

Whether it is appealing or revolting,

Whether it is clear or opaque,

Whether it is thick or thin,

Whether it is brave or cowardly,

Whether it is sweet or sour,

Whether it is equal or lopsided,

Whether it is king or slave,

Whether it is queen or whore,

Whether it is expansive or contractive,

Whether it is soft or harsh,

Whether it is young or old,

Whether it is male or female,

Whether it is honest or dishonest,

Whether it is wild or tame,

Whether it is early or late,

Whether it is pure or foul,

Whether it is cautious or reckless,

Whether it is hit or miss,

Whether it is lead or follow,

Whether it is high or low,

Whether it is naive or cynical,

Whether it is truth or lie,

Whether it is deep or shallow,

Whether it is open or closed,

Whether it is rational or absurd,

Whether it is near or far,

Whether it is singular or dual,

Whether it is in or out,

Whether it is free or imprisoned,

Whether it is yes or no,

Whether it is attached or detached,

Whether it is course or fine,

Whether it is all or none,

Whether it is shiny or dull,

Whether it is smart or stupid,

Whether it is tall or short,

Whether it is forward or backward,

Whether it is before or after,

Whether it is selfless or selfish,

Whether it is one or two,

Whether it is within or without,

Whether it is yay or nay,

Whether it is close or distant,

Whether it is normal or weird,

Whether it is wet or dry,

Whether it is hot or cold,

Whether it is constant or fickle,

Whether it is positive or negative,

Whether it is happy or sad,

Whether it is fair or unfair,

Whether it is over or under,

Whether it is similar or different,

Whether it is loose or tight,

Whether it is plus or minus,

Whether it is above or below,

Whether it is inside or outside,

Whether it is simple or complex,

Whether it is black or white,

Whether it is smooth or coarse,

Whether it is wide or narrow,

Whether it is gentle or cruel,

Whether it is humble or vain,

Whether it is on or off,

Whether it is here or there,

Whether it is have or have not,

Whether it is sharp or dull,

Whether it is good or bad,

Whether it is right or wrong,

Whether it is everything or nothing,

Whether it is something or nothing,

Whether it is white or black,

Whether it is light or dark,

Whether it is this or that,

 

Is up to you.

 

 

 

Regarding the Supreme Deity

 

If you truly believe I am saying, there is not a supreme deity, think again.

If you believe I am saying, there is a supreme deity, think again.

Back and forth that whirling dervish as you are inclined.

But the truth is, I do not know, nor do I care.

I Am … What more need be said?

The moment is all.

 

 

 

The Real Virtual Reality

 

This is the real virtual reality,

Why would you want it to be more?

Why would you believe it could be more?

Why would you make-believe it could be more?

Why would you hope it could be more?

Why would you pretend it could be more?

Why would you dream it could be more?

Why would you fathom it could be more?

Why would you aspire it could be more?

Why would you need it could be more?

Why would you crave it could be more?

Why would you covet it could be more?

Why would you fancy it could be more?

Why would you require it could be more?

Why would you wish it could be more?

Why would you suppose it could be more?

Why would you deem it could be more?

Why would you judge it could be more?

Why would you credit it could be more?

Why would you trust it could be more?

Why would you plan it could be more?

Why would you expect it could be more?

Why would you anticipate it could be more?

Why would you yearn it could be more?

Why would you long it could be more?

Why would you fantasize it could be more?

Why would you play it could be more?

Why would you invent it could be more?

Why would you play-act it could be more?

Why would you feign it could be more?

Why would you divine it could be more?

Why would you measure it could be more?

Why would you sound it could be more?

Why would you gauge it could be more?

Why would you probe it could be more?

Why would you promise it could be more?

Why would you understand it could be more?

Why would you comprehend it could be more?

Why would you grasp it could be more?

Why would you demand it could be more?

Why would you insist it could be more?

Why would you claim it could be more?

Why would you petition it could be more?

Why would you mandate it could be more?

Why would you plea it could be more?

Why would you command it could be more?

Why would you order it could be more?

Why would you stipulate it could be more?

Why would you exact it could be more?

Why would you assert it could be more?

Why would you contend it could be more?

Why would you swear it could be more?

Why would you aver it could be more?

Why would you vow it could be more?

Why would you hold it could be more?

Why would you construct it could be more?

Why would you engineer it could be more?

Why would you manufacture it could be more?

Why would you formulate it could be more?

Why would you devise it could be more?

Why would you form it could be more?

Why would you assemble it could be more?

Why would you fake it could be more?

Why would you contrive it could be more?

Why would you concoct it could be more?

Why would you invent it could be more?

Why would you design it could be more?

Why would you develop it could be more?

Why would you care it could be more?

Why would you pray it could be more?

Why would you sift it could be more?

Why would you dredge it could be more?

Why would you seek it could be more?

Why would you build it could be more?

Why would you counterfeit it could be more?

Why would you fabricate it could be more?

Why would you style it could be more?

Why would you originate it could be more?

Why would you declare it could be more?

Why would you imagine it could be more?

More, more, more, there is no more.

It is what it is, that’s all folks.

 

 

 

The Envy of Ancestors

 

All the solitude,

All the wandering,

All the observing,

All the schooling,

All the walking,

All the running,

All the swimming,

All the driving,

All the people,

All the friends,

All the acquaintances,

All the adversaries,

All the possessions,

All the food,

All the drink,

All the alcohol,

All the drugs,

All the women,

All the dancing,

All the sexuality,

All the parties,

All the coffee shops,

All the book stores,

All the bars,

All the movies,

All the books,

All the music,

All the learning,

All the travel,

All the medication,

All the surgery,

All the massage,

All the acupuncture,

All the chiropractic,

All the camping,

All the hitchhiking,

All the geographies,

All the writing,

All the work,

All the skills,

All the photography,

All the technology,

All the algorithms,

All the vehicles,

All the sailing,

All the biking,

All the hiking,

All the board games,

All the card games

All the dice games,

All the gambling,

All the forklifting,

All the drawing,

All the string figures,

All the drafting,

All the layout,

All the publishing,

All the shooting,

All the archery,

All the swordplay,

All the football,

All the sports,

All the animals,

All the waking,

All the sleeping,

All the pleasure,

All the pain,

All the passion,

All the freedom,

All the meditation,

All the contemplation,

All the sights and sounds and tastes and smells and sensations,

How can all my ancestors, combined,

Have done all I have done?

 

 

 

Pure and Simple

 

Pure and simple infinity,

Pure and simple nowness,

Pure and simple awareness.

Pure and simple wakefulness.

Pure and simple timelessness.

Pure and simple mindfulness,

Pure and simple endlessness,

Pure and simple perpetuity,

Pure and simple sentience.

Pure and simple eternity.

 

 

 

The Dream of Time

 

… dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming …

… dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are …

… dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming …

… dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are …

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… dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are …

… dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming …

… dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are …

… dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming …

… dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are …

… dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming …

 

 

 

Who’s Dream?

 

The pharaoh’s dream.

The queen’s dream.

The counselor’s dream.

The politician’s dream.

The bureaucrat’s dream.

The soldier’s dream.

The terrorist’s dream.

The farmer’s dream.

The worker’s dream.

The slave’s dream.

The teacher’s dream.

The healer’s dream.

The husband’s dream.

The wife’s dream.

The brother’s dream.

The sister’s dream.

The child’s dream.

The infant’s dream.

The male’s dream.

The female’s dream.

The queer’s dream.

The ancestor’s dream.

The seed’s dream.

The banker’s dream.

The tradesman’s dream.

The craftsman’s dream.

The artist’s dream.

The gambler’s dream.

The harlot’s dream.

The lover’s dream.

The hater’s dream.

The criminal’s dream.

The murder’s dream.

The actor’s dream.

The priest’s dream.

The philosopher’s dream.

The dreamer’s dream.

The reaper’s dream.

Anyone’s dream.

Your dream.

All the same dream, in different guises, in different roles.

Where can there be any boundary, when imagination is at play?

Where can there be any boundary, when it is in awareness that it glides?

Where can there be any boundary, when it is You who is witness?

 

 

 

Wake Up and Remember

 

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

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… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

 

 

 

Another Magic Carpet Day

 

Another day of dreaming.

Another day of enduring.

Another day of longing.

Another day of fearing.

Another day of dreading.

Another day of crying.

Another day of hating.

Another day of loving.

Another day of laughing.

Another day of dreaming.

What a magic carpet, imagination.

… dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming …

… dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming …

… dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are …

… dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming … dreaming you are …

… dreaming … dreaming you are … dreaming …

… dreaming you are … dreaming …

… dreaming you are … dreaming

… dreaming … dreaming …

… dreaming …

 

 

 

Burn

 

Burn through the moment,

Like a flame through a fuse.

Like an asteroid through space.

Like a dream through the night.

Like a ripple through a pond.

Like a cloud through the sky.

Like an electron through a wire.

Like a spark through a plug.

Like a breeze through a tree.

Like a candle through a read.

Like a laser through metal.

Like a mind through a moment.

Like a mind through awareness.

Like a mind through here.

Like a mind through now.

Like a mind through eternity.

Like a mind through You.

 

 

 

Before Time, Before Space

 

The awareness before time, before space.

The stillness before time, before space.

The absoluteness before time, before space.

The aloneness before time, before space.

The quantum before time, before space.

The innocence before time, before space.

The vulnerability before time, before space.

The immaculate before time, before space.

The nowness before time, before space.

The perfection before time, before space.

The clarity before time, before space.

The truth before time, before space.

The presence before time, before space.

The eternity before time, before space.

The sovereignty before time, before space.

The serenity before time, before space.

The transcendence before time, before space.

The nothing special before time, before space.

The You before time, before space.

 

 

 

Quantum Dancers

 

Quantum earth.

Quantum wind.

Quantum water.

Quantum fire.

All dancing in ether.

 

 

 

The Clarity of You

 

It is often in the unbidden moments,

That the clarity of right here, right now,

That the clarity of the ever-present,

That the clarity of awareness,

That the clarity of eternity,

That the clarity of You,

Makes its Self, apparent.

 

 

 

The Abyss of Eternity

 

Awareness is the void, the abyss, of eternity.

It is without time; it is without space.

It cannot be measured, for it has no essence.

Light cannot discern it, because it has no reflection.

It is nothingness, untouched by any cloud, by any universe.

It can only be comprehended by the mind given over to no-mind.

And in that, that is no gain or loss, there is no reward, there is only being.

 

 

 

Somehow

 

Somehow, creation.

Somehow, life.

Somehow, sentience.

Somehow, consciousness.

Somehow, imagination.

Somehow, You.

No answers to any of it.

The mystery of the mystery,

Will ever be a mystery of a mystery.

 

 

 

Just Be You

 

Instead of always gathering, grasping, filling, amassing, mustering, marshalling, mobilizing;

Give releasing, give dispersing, give disbanding, give dissolving,

Give diffusing, give disappearing, a shot.

Be as nothing.

Just be You. The stillness, the motionlessness of awareness. That I Am.

Prior to consciousness, prior to time, prior to space, prior to all things imagined.

Prior to all things measurable, prior to all things infinitesimal, prior to all things infinite.

Prior to all things that are but ever-morphing clouds, dust balls in the immeasurable sky of eternity.

 

 

 

Sentience

 

The sentience of awareness cannot see without eyes.

The sentience of awareness cannot hear without ears.

The sentience of awareness cannot feel without nerves.

The sentience of awareness cannot smell without a nose.

The sentience of awareness cannot taste without a tongue.

The sentience of awareness cannot reason without a brain.

The sentience of awareness is an abyss without any other.

It is the quantum dust of creation that drives the matrix.

The sentience of awareness is simply eternal witness;

The ether in which all timelessly kaleidoscopes.

 

 

 

Farther

 

Nothing, for farther than you can see.

Nothing, for farther than you can hear.

Nothing, for farther than you can feel.

Nothing, for farther than you can taste.

Nothing, for farther than you can smell.

Nothing, for farther than you can believe.

Nothing, for closer than all of the above.

 

 

 

Every Moment a Choice

 

Every moment offers a choice:

Look, do not look.

Listen, do not listen.

Taste, do not taste.

Smell, do not smell.

Feel, do not feel.

Speak, do not speak.

Move, do not move.

Think, do not think.

Become, do not become.

Be, do not be.

Bam!

 

 

 

Quantum

 

Quantum churning.

Quantum magic.

Quantum dream.

Quantum time.

Quantum space.

Quantum mystery.

Quantum relativity.

Quantum indivisible.

Quantum ineffable.

Quantum immaculate.

Quantum unfathomable.

Quantum oblivion.

Quantum flawless.

Quantum solitude.

Quantum indelible.

Quantum unknown.

Quantum witness.

Quantum intangible.

Quantum intrinsic.

Quantum immortal.

Quantum indifference.

Quantum irrational.

Quantum emptiness.

Quantum unborn.

Quantum blameless.

Quantum undying.

Quantum inexpressible.

Quantum overwhelming.

Quantum indefinable.

Quantum observer.

Quantum deep.

Quantum timeless.

Quantum unspeakable.

Quantum indefinable.

Quantum untroubled.

Quantum spectator.

Quantum solo.

Quantum nihility.

Quantum imaginary.

Quantum ineradicable.

Quantum enduring.

Quantum permanence.

Quantum indiscernible.

Quantum impalpable.

Quantum obscurity.

Quantum faultless.

Quantum inscrutable.

Quantum unreadable.

Quantum mundane.

Quantum aloneness.

Quantum unstained.

Quantum tangible.

Quantum incomprehensible.

Quantum anonymous.

Quantum nameless.

Quantum average.

Quantum onlooker.

Quantum matchless.

Quantum unique.

Quantum peerless.

Quantum void.

Quantum unutterable.

Quantum absolute.

Quantum supreme.

Quantum unimaginable.

Quantum unicity.

Quantum whole.

Quantum incessant.

Quantum inconceivable.

Quantum unfastened.

Quantum infinity.

Quantum endless.

Quantum infinitesimal.

Quantum rational.

Quantum undeniable.

Quantum watcher.

Quantum detached.

Quantum nothingness.

Quantum perfect.

Quantum unintelligible.

Quantum meaninglessness.

Quantum inconsequential.

Quantum unrivaled.

Quantum inimitable.

Quantum incomparable.

Quantum spotless.

Quantum unbiased.

Quantum impeccable.

Quantum everlasting.

Quantum perpetual.

Quantum unconcerned.

Quantum ceaseless.

Quantum ageless.

Quantum full.

Quantum priceless.

Quantum impersonal.

Quantum absurdity.

Quantum aloof.

Quantum mysterious.

Quantum nonexistent.

Quantum fictional.

Quantum interminable.

Quantum eyewitness.

Quantum carefree.

Quantum enigmatic.

Quantum inexplicable.

Quantum empty.

Quantum indecipherable.

Quantum ordinary.

Quantum everlasting.

Quantum perception.

Quantum engrained.

Quantum impenetrable.

Quantum imperceptible.

Quantum eternal.

Quantum Self.

 

 

 

Fire and Brimstone

 

If I was the fire-and-brimstone God that Christians have chosen to follow and worship,

My inferno would be large amphitheaters where all those who had been hurt or wronged,

Would be allowed to mete out their revenge upon those who had harmed or wronged them.

Every torture apparatus ever concocted in the history of humankind would be available,

For all the victims to exact any agony, as many ways, as many times, as they liked.

Everyone, the victims, and all their family and friends, would have their turn.

And those confined to this hellish fate, would suffer eternal damnation,

For as long as all the victims, and their family and friends, chose.

And God and Jesus and Satan would be sitting in the stands,

Cheering them on, laughing at every agonizing scream.

There are many dark characters throughout history,

Who are still tied down to their ice-hot slabs,

Crowds deaf to their pleas for mercy.

And all available to the roaring masses,

On an assortment of pay-per-view channels.

 

 

 

Counting on the Moment

 

Millenniums can be counted.

Centuries can be counted.

Decades can be counted.

Years can be counted.

Months can be counted.

Days can be counted.

Hours can be counted.

Minutes can be counted.

Seconds can be counted.

Nanoseconds can be counted.

Attoseconds can be counted.

As can every category of epoch,

And age and era and eon and cycle.

But how do you count the eternal moment,

Upon which all inklings space and time are imagined?

 

 

 

Fathom Your Self

 

Fathom your innocence.

Fathom your forgiveness.

Fathom your compassion.

Fathom your contentment.

Fathom your truth,

Your Self.

 

 

 

Realigning the Mind

 

Realigning the mind to eternity.

Realigning the mind to sentience.

Realigning the mind to awareness.

Realigning the mind to mindfulness.

Realigning the mind to wakefulness.

Realigning the mind to endlessness.

Realigning the mind to the moment.

Realigning the mind to perpetuity.

Realigning the mind to infinity.

Realigning the mind to now.

Requires great attention.

Breathe through it.

 

 

 

Kaleidoscoping Quantum

 

Consciousness, neither is, nor is not.

Awareness, neither is, nor is not.

Eternity, neither is, nor is not.

Space, neither is, nor is not.

Time, neither is, nor is not.

You, neither are, nor are not.

It is but quantum kaleidoscoping.

 

 

 

A Taste for All

 

In all monkey minds.

A taste for lightness.

A taste for darkness.

A taste for emptiness.

Something for everyone.

 

 

 

This Led to This

 

This led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Led to this,

Ad infinitum.

The moment is like that.

 

 

 

The Last Time

 

This may be the last time,

You ever do that.

Or see that.

Or hear that.

Or taste that.

Or smell that.

Or feel that.

Or be that.

Savor every moment.

It is gone before you know it.

 

 

 

Loss

 

The loss of things is not easy.

Family

Friends

Things

Games

Jobs

Battles

Titles

Awards

Wealth

Security

Health

Life

But what choice is there?

 

 

 

The Grokking

 

Got it seen.

Got it heard.

Got it smelled

Got it tasted.

Got it felt.

Got it grokked.

 

 

 

To Discern the Mystery

 

Let go of everything.

Memories.

Things.

Relationships.

Family.

Friends.

Adversaries.

Enemies.

Power.

Fame.

Fortune.

Desires.

Fears.

Dreads.

Passion.

Sensuality.

Plans.

Concerns.

Cares.

Hopes.

Hates.

Loves.

Problems.

Solutions.

Ideals.

Belief's.

Habits.

Pipedreams.

Dogmas.

Busyness.

Distractions.

Knowledge.

Self-importance.

And any other stirrings of consciousness.

 

 

 

Naught but a Dream

 

In the world, but not of it.

In the matrix, but not of it.

In the illusion, but not of it.

In the dream, but not of it.

 

 

 

The Eternal Mind

 

… mysterious …

… ineffable …

… tabula rasa …

… aware …

… still …

… indivisible …

… momentary …

… singular …

… indelible …

… supreme …

… matchless …

… now …

… sentient …

… unfathomable …

… inscrutable …

… perpetual …

… imaginary …

… matrix …

… flawless …

… timeless …

… infinite …

… infinitesimal …

… omnipresent …

… serene …

… immortal …

… pervasive …

… omniscient …

… mindful …

… instantaneous …

… quantum …

… null …

… immaculate …

… futile …

… everlasting …

… unbound …

… motionless …

… mindless …

… clear …

… nondualistic …

… here …

… unbounded …

… silent …

… graceful …

… pure …

… unequivocal …

… unqualified …

… perfect …

… nothingness …

… total …

… complete …

… innocent …

… truth …

… unconditional …

… unadulterated …

… seamless …

… unspoiled …

… impeccable …

… empty …

… entire …

… effortless …

… first …

… oblivion …

… last …

… whole …

… harmonious …

… unified …

… blameless …

… spotless …

… sentient …

… alert …

… void …

… unimportant …

… all …

… none …

… inestimable …

… indefinable …

…extinct …

… purposeless …

… obscure …

… anonymous …

… insignificant …

… null …

… worthless …

… unknowable …

… naught …

…indecipherable …

… nameless …

… undiscoverable …

… useless …

… immeasurable …

… valueless …

… incalculable …

… rational …

… unutterable …

… endless …

… impartial …

… simple …

… straightforward …

… natural …

… untouched …

… imperceptible …

… painless …

… uncomplicated …

… unforced …

… untarnished …

… ever …

… untroubled …

… inexplicable …

… unstained …

… peerless …

… emptiness …

… indifferent …

… ageless …

… ineradicable …

… irrational …

… permanent …

… indiscernible …

… impalpable …

… faultless …

… pristine …

… mundane …

… hollow …

… alone …

… minimal …

… average …

… unique …

… unspeakable …

… unimaginable …

… unicity …

… whole …

… incessant …

… inconceivable …

… unfastened …

… rational …

… undeniable …

…detached …

… unrivaled …

… inimitable …

… incomparable …

… unbiased …

… pointless …

… unconcerned …

… ceaseless …

… priceless …

… impersonal …

… absurd …

… aloof …

… nonexistent …

… interminable …

… carefree …

… enigmatic …

… impenetrable …

… unreadable …

… incomprehensible …

… unintelligible …

… meaningless …

… inconsequential …

… exquisite …

… ordinary …

… engrained …

… intrinsic …

… intangible …

… solitary …

… enduring …

… inexpressible …

… omnipotent …

… tranquil …

… free …

… sovereign …

… unborn …

… undying …

… absolute …

… eternal …

 

 

 

Only Imagination

 

The body is always in the present moment.

Awareness is always in the present moment.

Only imagination wanders space and time.

Only imagination creates space and time.

Only imagination imagines itself alive.

Only imagination imagines itself real.

Only imagination imagines its Self.

Only imagination imagines totality.

Only imagination imagines nothing.

 

 

 

Submit or Die

 

How they always win, how they always rule, how they are always at heights of the food chain,

Has been the same tale since long before our\kind migrated out into the savannas.

It is the tale of power, of might makes right, of the law of the club,

And who is willing to wield it, with the most savagery.

Submit or die, it matters not to the big ape,

And the minions who serve in every possible way.

The axis of evil is nepotism and cronyism and favoritism.

It is the reality of natural selection since life’s most primordial etchings.

Quantum stardust – morphing, mutating, evolving, dancing – in the mystery of awareness.

The mystery of Self, of the one and only dancer, playing itself alive in every possible way, including You.

 

 

 

A Universe Unto Its Self

 

Any given mind is a universe unto its Self;

Unto the awareness in which all forms dance.

In which imagination, imagines an authenticity,

Engineered entirely by the given nature-nurture.

An impromptu performance of genomic design.

To assume it free will, would be a conclusion,

Without substance, in the abyss of eternity.

 

 

 

This Thing Called Life

 

… As real, as it every single moment, every single breath, every single blink, seems …

… Your entire existence – this thing called life – from the cradle to the grave …

… Everything you see and hear and touch and taste and smell and feel …

… Your mind, your body, your world, your cosmos, your dream …

… Is entirely imagined, entirely fictional, entirely illusory …

… Poof! …

 

 

 

An Eye for an Eye

 

The unknowable created the cosmos.

The cosmos created the world.

The world created nature.

Nature created Gaia.

Gaia created humankind.

Humankind created imagination.

Imagination imagined the unknowable known.

Ineffable, indivisible, ineffaceable, unfathomable, immaculate.

And in that knowing, the sense of self was imagined.

And in that awareness of imaginary self, You.

Omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent.

Creator, preserver, destroyer.

Eternity, born into time.

Eternity, imagined.

Awareness, all.

All, You.

There is no other.

 

 

 

You, Awareness

 

You, Awareness.

Awareness field.

Awareness infinity.

Awareness freedom.

Awareness tranquility.

Awareness indelibility.

Awareness sovereignty.

Awareness absoluteness.

Awareness indivisibility.

Awareness timelessness.

Awareness singularity.

Awareness totality.

Awareness truth.

Awareness joy.

You, Awareness.

 

 

 

The Neither-Nors of Awareness

 

Awareness neither creates nor destroys.

Awareness neither begins nor ends.

Awareness neither loves nor hates.

Awareness neither praises nor maligns.

Awareness neither enjoys nor dislikes.

Awareness neither celebrates nor broods.

Awareness neither favors nor disfavors.

Awareness neither simplifies nor complicates.

Awareness neither discerns nor neglects.

Awareness neither is nor is not.

Awareness neither supports nor opposes.

Awareness neither validates nor refutes.

Awareness neither admires nor derides.

Awareness neither clarifies nor confuses.

Awareness neither wins nor loses.

Awareness neither catches nor releases.

Awareness neither lightens nor darkens.

Awareness neither lives nor dies.

Awareness neither ascends nor descends.

Awareness neither endures nor succumbs.

Awareness neither preserves nor ends.

Awareness neither stores nor expends.

Awareness neither rescues nor abandons.

Awareness neither does nor undoes.

Awareness neither clears nor blocks.

Awareness neither frees nor imprisons.

Awareness neither saves nor spends.

Awareness neither gains nor loses.

Awareness neither achieves nor fails.

Awareness neither continues nor pauses.

Awareness neither possesses nor lacks.

Awareness neither craves nor dislikes.

Awareness neither respects nor scorns.

Awareness neither unites nor divides.

Awareness neither assists nor hinders.

Awareness neither perceives nor ignores.

Awareness neither solidifies nor evaporates.

Awareness neither strengthens nor weakens.

Awareness neither enables nor prevents.

Awareness neither facilitates nor impedes.

Awareness neither shortens nor lengthens.

Awareness neither appears nor disappears.

 

Awareness is the unborn-undying; with neither beginning nor end.

 

 

 

Basking in Neutral

 

To go forward or backward,

To go around or through,

To go before or after,

To go good or bad,

To go selfless or selfish,

To go to or from,

To go forward or back,

To go in or out,

To go within or without,

To go yay or nay,

To go tall or short,

To go close or distant,

To go fore or aft,

To go full or empty,

To go strong or weak,

To go normal or weird,

To go dry or wet,

To go constant or fickle,

To go positive or negative,

To go happy or sad,

To go wise or foolish,

To go bright or dim,

To go deep or shallow,

To go over or under,

To go on or off,

To go loose or tight,

To go for or against,

To go near or far,

To go soft or harsh,

To go naive or cynical,

To go in or out,

To go narrow or wide,

To go loose or tight,

To go plus or minus,

To go above or below,

To go up or down,

To go inside or outside,

To go sharp or dull,

To go simple or obscure,

To go right or wrong,

To go black or white,

To go this or that,

 

How artless, the ‘or’ of the middle way.

 

 

 

The Weight of All Things Imagined

 

The weight of space.

The weight of time.

The weight of gravity.

The weight of vanity.

The weight of power.

The weight of wealth.

The weight of tribe.

The weight of history.

The weight of tradition.

The weight of dogma.

The weight of fame.

The weight of desire.

The weight of fear.

The weight of dread.

The weight of sorrow.

The weight of pain.

The weight of despair.

The weight of loss.

The weight of gain.

The weight of glut.

The weight of dearth.

The weight of things.

The weight of avarice.

The weight of cruelty.

The weight of kindness.

The weight of selfishness.

The weight of altruism.

The weight of pride.

The weight of covetousness.

The weight of lust.

The weight of anger.

The weight of gluttony.

The weight of envy.

The weight of sloth.

The weight of like.

The weight of dislike.

The weight of hate.

The weight of love.

The weight of strength.

The weight of weakness.

The weight of yes.

The weight of no.

The weight of maybe.

The weight of light

The weight of dark.

The weight of good.

The weight of evil.

The weight of full.

The weight of empty.

The weight of have

The weight of have not.

The weight of all.

The weight of none.

The weight of some.

The weight of body.

The weight of mind.

The weight of life.

The weight of death.

The weight of perception.

The weight of imagination.

Who is the who, who carries it all?

 

 

 

The Quantum Infinity

 

Watching the second hand move, watching the minute hand move, watching the hour hand move;

Watching the world turn, watching the clouds in every shape and size race across the sky;

Watching the sun, the moon, the stars, go round and round, every day the same;

Who-what-why-when-where-how, is the witness doing the watching?

Eternity is ever-present for those who have eyes and ears,

To see and hear the mystery, as it frolics in its quantum infinity.

 

 

 

A Wisp of Nothingness

 

Awareness is … right here, right now.

To dub it either infinitesimal or infinite, or anything, actually,

Is to give it a space-time tone that absolutely has no basis in its reality, whatsoever.

Consciousness is but an imaginary wisp of nothingness, wafting through the beyond-expansive expanse.

And humankind playing out its ceaseless dramafest in a pre-determined fashion,

Far grander than the human mind can comprehend,

Lest it doth become it.

 

 

 

You are the Moment

 

The moment is mystery; You are mystery.

The moment is eternal; You are eternal.

The moment is immaculate; You are immaculate.

The moment is unborn; You are unborn.

The moment is undying; You are undying.

The moment is indivisible; You are indivisible.

The moment is here; You are here.

The moment is unbounded; You are unbounded.

The moment is silence; You are silence.

The moment is truth; You are truth.

The moment is graceful; You are graceful.

The moment is pure; You are pure.

The moment is unequivocal; You are unequivocal.

The moment is supreme; You are supreme.

The moment is unqualified; You are unqualified.

The moment is perfect; You are perfect.

The moment is nothingness; You are nothingness.

The moment is total; You are total.

The moment is complete; You are complete.

The moment is tabula rasa; You are tabula rasa.

The moment is sentient; You are sentient.

The moment is still; You are still.

The moment is inscrutable; You are inscrutable.

The moment is perpetual; You are perpetual.

The moment is matrix; You are matrix.

The moment is serene; You are serene.

The moment is pervasive; You are pervasive.

The moment is dispassionate; You are dispassionate.

The moment is nonexistent; You are nonexistent.

The moment is uncontrolled; You are uncontrolled.

The moment is boundless; You are boundless.

The moment is unrestrained; You are unrestrained.

The moment is untouched; You are untouched.

The moment is unrefined; You are unrefined.

The moment is limitless; You are limitless.

The moment is indefinable; You are indefinable.

The moment is undone; You are undone.

The moment is extraordinary; You are extraordinary.

The moment is enduring; You are enduring.

The moment is tranquil; You are tranquil.

The moment is unruffled; You are unruffled.

The moment is unworried; You are unworried.

The moment is placid; You are placid.

The moment is composed; You are composed.

The moment is unbounded; You are unbounded.

The moment is unchained; You are unchained.

The moment is opaque; You are opaque.

The moment is vulnerable; You are vulnerable.

The moment is compliant; You are compliant.

The moment is fictional; You are fictional.

The moment is undeniable; You are undeniable.

The moment is pristine; You are pristine.

The moment is forever; You are forever.

The moment is mundane; You are mundane.

The moment is empty; You are empty.

The moment is untarnished; You are untarnished.

The moment is impartial; You are impartial.

The moment is rational; You are rational.

The moment is priceless; You are priceless.

The moment is all; You are all.

The moment is valueless; You are valueless.

The moment is straightforward; You are straightforward.

The moment is obscure; You are obscure.

The moment is worthless; You are worthless.

The moment is anonymous; You are anonymous.

The moment is purposeless; You are purposeless.

The moment is none; You are none.

The moment is unimportant; You are unimportant.

The moment is silent; You are silent.

The moment is nondualistic; You are nondualistic.

The moment is clear; You are clear.

The moment is motionless; You are motionless.

The moment is wasted; You are wasted.

The moment is mindless; You are mindless.

The moment is everlasting; You are everlasting.

The moment is ineffective; You are ineffective.

The moment is vain; You are vain.

The moment is unsuccessful; You are unsuccessful.

The moment is fruitless; You are fruitless.

The moment is futile; You are futile.

The moment is instantaneous; You are instantaneous.

The moment is imaginary; You are imaginary.

The moment is aware; You are aware.

The moment is ineffable; You are ineffable.

The moment is mysterious; You are mysterious.

The moment is inexpressible; You are inexpressible.

The moment is unspeakable; You are unspeakable.

The moment is meaningless; You are meaningless.

The moment is ordinary; You are ordinary.

The moment is engrained; You are engrained.

The moment is imperceptible; You are imperceptible.

The moment is inconsequential; You are inconsequential.

The moment is hollow; You are hollow.

The moment is alone; You are alone.

The moment is minimal; You are minimal.

The moment is impenetrable; You are impenetrable.

The moment is average; You are average.

The moment is unfathomable; You are unfathomable.

The moment is unique; You are unique.

The moment is unicity; You are unicity.

The moment is incessant; You are incessant.

The moment is inconceivable; You are inconceivable.

The moment is unfastened You are unfastened.

The moment is rational; You are rational.

The moment is maximum; You are maximum.

The moment is detached; You are detached.

The moment is unrivaled; You are unrivaled.

The moment is inimitable; You are inimitable.

The moment is incomparable; You are incomparable.

The moment is unbiased; You are unbiased.

The moment is pointless; You are pointless.

The moment is unconcerned; You are unconcerned.

The moment is ceaseless; You are ceaseless.

The moment is impersonal; You are impersonal.

The moment is absurd; You are . absurd

The moment is aloof; You are aloof.

The moment is interminable; You are interminable.

The moment is exquisite; You are exquisite.

The moment is unintelligible; You are unintelligible.

The moment is incomprehensible; You are incomprehensible.

The moment is unreadable; You are unreadable.

The moment is enigmatic; You are enigmatic.

The moment is carefree; You are carefree.

The moment is never-ending; You are never-ending.

The moment is now; You are now.

The moment is innocent; You are innocent.

The moment is singular; You are singular.

The moment is timeless; You are timeless.

The moment is momentary; You are momentary.

The moment is absolute; You are absolute.

The moment is sovereign; You are sovereign.

The moment is omniscient; You are omniscient.

The moment is omnipresent; You are omnipresent.

The moment is omnipotent; You are omnipotent.

The moment is kaleidoscoping; You are kaleidoscoping.

The moment is quantum; You are quantum.

The moment is awareness; You are awareness.

The moment is totality; You are totality.

The moment is life; You are life.

The moment is seamless; You are seamless.

The moment is unconditional; You are unconditional.

The moment is unadulterated; You are unadulterated.

The moment is flawless; You are flawless.

The moment is unspoiled; You are unspoiled.

The moment is entire; You are entire.

The moment is effortless; You are effortless.

The moment is first; You are first.

The moment is oblivion; You are oblivion.

The moment is mindful; You are mindful.

The moment is last; You are last.

The moment is whole; You are whole.

The moment is harmonious; You are harmonious.

The moment is unified; You are unified.

The moment is impeccable; You are impeccable.

The moment is blameless; You are blameless.

The moment is spotless; You are spotless.

The moment is alertness; You are alertness.

The moment is matchless; You are matchless.

The moment is void; You are void.

The moment is stillness; You are stillness.

The moment is extinct; You are extinct.

The moment is obscurity; You are obscurity.

The moment is anonymous; You are anonymous.

The moment is insignificant; You are insignificant.

The moment is null; You are null.

The moment is worthless; You are worthless.

The moment is useless; You are useless.

The moment is unknowable; You are unknowable.

The moment is naught; You are naught.

The moment is nameless; You are nameless.

The moment is undiscoverable; You are undiscoverable.

The moment is immeasurable; You are immeasurable.

The moment is infinite; You are infinite.

The moment is incalculable; You are incalculable.

The moment is inestimable; You are inestimable.

The moment is endless; You are endless.

The moment is simple; You are simple.

The moment is straightforward; You are straightforward.

The moment is natural; You are natural.

The moment is painless; You are painless.

The moment is uncomplicated; You are uncomplicated.

The moment is unforced; You are unforced.

The moment is infinitesimal; You are infinitesimal.

The moment is ever; You are ever.

The moment is untroubled; You are untroubled.

The moment is inexplicable; You are inexplicable.

The moment is unstained; You are unstained.

The moment is peerless; You are peerless.

The moment is indefinable; You are indefinable.

The moment is emptiness; You are emptiness.

The moment is indifferent; You are indifferent.

The moment is ageless; You are ageless.

The moment is irrational; You are irrational.

The moment is immortal; You are immortal.

The moment is way; You are way.

The moment is intrinsic; You are intrinsic.

The moment is intangible You are intangible.

The moment is witness; You are witness.

The moment is indelible; You are indelible.

The moment is solitary; You are solitary.

The moment is free; You are free.

 

 

 

What the Fates Hath Deigned

 

You are what you eat, and you shit it, too.

And piddle it, and sweat it, and spit it, and sneeze it,

And cough it, and weep it, and bleed it, and ejaculate it, as well.

How fortunate to finally realize, you are not this cesspool,

And must only bear witness to its sundry travesties,

For what whatever jot the Fates hath deigned.

 

 

 

The Sands of Time

 

Has your lifetime of philosophizing, in any way,

Transformed the patterning of your terrestrial mind-body?

Not that you have, in any way or shape or form, ever once witnessed.

Destiny is destiny, fate is fate, fortune is fortune, upshot is upshot, kismet is kismet,

No matter how it is chiseled in stone in the sands of time.

All sentience endures it the same.

 

 

 

An Epic Revolution

 

The human paradigm will have to change intelligently,

If any sort of idealized metamorphosis,

Is fated to happen.

It would be a revolution of utterly epic proportion,

Well beyond any imaginary assessment, this present, or any prior, has ever witnessed.

 

 

 

The Mystery of Awareness

 

… The mystery of the immaculate, flawless, pristine, impeccable, immortally eternal awareness …

… Prior to all priors, within all withins, without all withouts, beyond all beyonds …

… Ineffable, intangible, indelible, indivisible, unborn-undying …

… Omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent …

… Spaceless, timeless…

You

 

 

 

Long Gone

 

The awareness sees.

The awareness hears.

The awareness smells.

The awareness tastes.

The awareness feels.

Long gone before mind remembers it.

 

 

 

The End to All Questions

 

If there is a guiding hand to this mystery, it is the process of natural selection,

Set into motion at the inexplicable, ineffable inception of creation.

The only answer, for those always seeking answers,

Is solitary walks, or staring into space,

Until the mind’s need for answers dissolves.

 

 

 

Regarding Imagination

 

The relatively agreeable thing regarding imagination,

Is that you can do absolutely anything the mind might venture.

Angel on high in the lap of some deity; or demon, as low as low can go.

The mind is the magic carpet time machine, that can meander all creation at will.

Far less bother than the real thing can be; especially when it comes to the harsher fantasies.

That so many must twist and destroy other lives, is the wretched absurdity of this planet of the apes.

 

 

 

Eternity’s Playhouse

 

Neither You, nor anyone else, can help but play out their destined role.

There is nothing to do, but spontaneous extemporaneous.

Play out every scenario as the moment calls.

Choice has nothing to do with it.

None can do more,

Than surrender to the abyss in all.

Call it whatever you will, it is all You; there is no other.

 

 

 

One at a Time

 

You can only sit in one chair at a time.

You can only sleep in one bed at a time,

You can only eat one meal at a time,

You can only drink one drink at a time.

You can only take one shower at a time.

You can only wear one outfit at a time.

You can only read one book at a time.

You can only play one game at a time.

You can only ride one bike at a time,

You can only see one thing at a time.

You can only hear one sound at a time.

You can only taste one taste at a time.

You can only smell one smell at a time.

You can only feel one touch at a time.

You can only do one anything at a time.

So, how much does anyone really need?

 

 

 

The Truth of Eternity

 

Why are you so fearful of it all coming to an end?

Oblivion is the state from whence You came.

Oblivion is the state to which all return.

There is absolutely nothing to fear or dread.

There is absolutely nothing for which to hope or plead.

There is simply eternity, which You are, have ever been, will ever be.

 

 

 

Has There Ever Been Even One Choice?

 

Is natural selection a function of spontaneity, of autonomy, of self-determination, of free will,

Or simply the continuation of the pattern-selection, kaleidoscoping since the first moment of genesis?

Impromptu, spontaneous, extemporaneous, when viewed from the macro level;

But precisely, exactly determined, at the quantum level.

Has there ever been even one choice?

Is such an unsynchronized flow even remotely possible,

In this ineffable cosmos, absolutely orchestrated, every moment, in every way?

Looking back at your entire existence, what say did you have in anything, that lead you to be reading this?

 

 

 

My Mother

 

If I have not said or implied it elsewhere,

In this thirty-years-plus philosophical walkabout,

It should well be counted a good destiny’s good fortune,

To have been given a mother, such as I have had.

So calm, so rational, so intelligent, so good.

A modest, humble-to-the roots woman,

Of whom Buddha would be in awe.

Beverly Jean Kurtz-Holshouser,

Is her name, born September 4, 1929.

In this worldly mind’s quantum dreamtime,

She, such an unfathomable part, has performed.

She is the source, the seed, the blessing,

For this scribe’s life work and play.

 

Her loving son, Michael Jay

 

 

 

The You, You Are

 

The you, you imagine carries on, is not the You, You are.

All forms are but ever-changing, temporal, quantum illusions,

To which only imagination, stimulated by the senses, is witness.

The awareness You truly are, is the omnipresent, immortal actuality.

Humankind’s capacity for delusion is the harbor of all things irrational.

 

 

 

The One and Only Truth

 

This ultimate truth is all that really matters in this théâtre absurde.

Everything else is nothing more than quantum illusion.

Everything else is but an imaginary dreamtime,

In which You are voluntary prisoner,

Of your own mind’s design.

There are no chains.

There is only the moment,

And You are as free as You dare.

 

 

 

You Are Eternity

 

Awareness is the one and only You, the everything within all,

And it has no attachment to any shape, to any existence, whatsoever.

Its indivisible omnipresence-omniscience-omnipotence permeates all totality.

It is the unborn-undying, imbuing all dimensions, all illusions, cultivated by sentience.

If you are to realize the truth of that which eternity is, it must include everything, including You.

There is no need for deities, no need for souls, no need for angels, no need for saints, no need for demons,

No need for belief, no need for scripture, no need for dogma, no need for priests, no need for idols,

No need for worship, no need for prayer, no need for superstition, no need for cathedrals,

No need for heavenly ecstasies, no need for purgatories, no need for infernos.

Awareness is witness to all, and You, a sparkle of that eternal now.

All You need do, is be the solitary witness You ever are,

Without the self-imagery chained to form.

Be the ever-present moment.

Be the awareness.

Be the ineffable mystery.

Be the flawless sentience of eternity.

Be the indelible Self of all selves, of all creation.

 

 

 

Getting Its Own Legs

 

I am an outcome of the social-spiritual revolution of the 1960’s and 70’s.

A peasant’s eldest wandering the zenith of post-World War II United States of America,

Passing on thoughts, conclusions, opinions, judgments, about what I witnessed, and the parr I played.

That it has not developed its own legs, either proves I am wrong, or that the human species,

Is incapable of getting past its unfathomable arrogance or its insatiable avarice.

There is also great likelihood there is just too much to wade through,

Or that many just do not care to bother or care about it all.

Is there any doubt why I sit at the absurdist bar?

 

 

 

An Anonymous Scribe

 

All these years of scribbling have been both entertaining and wearisome,

In a sideways-topsy-turvy-inside-out-backwards sort of way.

Weave it all into some kind of enlightening story?

What, pray tell, would be the point?

It is done well enough for the rare few.

Think of all the videos I could have made.

Think of the following I might have cult-ivated.

I thank the gods for my insignificance, as should you.

I cannot imagine wanting or needing widespread approbation.

This garden orb does not require any more irrationality, any more absurdity.

You can thank or curse or ignore your Self, any time, any place.

You are, every moment, creator-preserver-destroyer.

You thank me when you discern your Self.

 

 

 

Done, Done, the Damage Done

 

My level of intrigue is far less, has always been far less, than many.

There is nothing I cannot walk away from if my whole world crashed and burned.

All I do is sit in coffee shops, write bullshit that very few people read, shop for supplies as needed,

See Mom and Sister once a week, and spend a couple hours most days in the club pool.

I am all but done with this cosmos, and this cosmos is all but done with me.

One of these days, I will be gone, and very few will even notice.

The universe has managed to ignore me while living;

It will even far less hard after I am gone.

 

 

 

A Decentralized Work

 

Have put this work out into the world in as many diverse channels as current technologies allow.

Nobody owns it, nobody controls it; everyone must discern the truth all on their own.

And all those who see, fairly quickly, without fanfare, know each other.

It is a very subtle, very quiet, very grass roots revolution.

No priesthood, no organization, no dogma.

Just a clear, rational view.

 

 

 

What Is a Philosopher?

 

What is a philosopher?

Cynic, skeptic, doubter, misanthropist, scoffer, doubter, pessimist,

Questioner, disparager, detractor, malcontent, loner, recluse, dilletante.

As pointless as pointless can be; the final chapter existence offers, to be sure.

 

 

 

A Dead Poet Strategy

 

It was worth giving this body of work away no-charge.

Throwing it out there the willy-nilly way these digitalized times allowed.

No fame, no fortune, no control, no publishers, no followers, no travels, no speeches, no signings.

And only a modicum of vain notions with which to inwardly contend.

A strategy that saved all kinds of bother.

 

 

 

A Piece of Writing

 

A Self-imposed assignment; one in which I do not write what was done today, but what was thought.

An aphoristic journal-chronical-diary-memoir-bulletin-log-dossier-scrapbook-commentary-thesis-hobby.

 

As Thucydides Athenian historian and general (c. 460 – c. 400 BC) wrote:

My work is not a piece of writing designed to meet the needs of an immediate public,

but was done to last forever.

 

Yaj Ekim: Define forever.

 

 

 

A Thought-Filled Theme Park

 

Somebody had to scribe this, and it just sorta dumped itself into this lap.

If asked, would I do it again, I would say, with a shrug of these graying shoulders,

“What more could I possibly set down, without repeating myself more than I already have?”

This thought-filled theme park is for any and all, who discern within it, whatever they are looking for;

Whatever they might need, in the dystopian future that is so unescapably rushing at them.

 

 

 

For an Inescapable Future

 

Why do I even bother scribbling all this?

I really do not much care for what the human paradigm has become,

Or the future to which it is inescapably, accelerating exponentially, every kaleidoscoping moment.

A vision so dark, so dismal, so painful, that the imminent extinction,

Cannot make its way hither soon enough.

 

 

 

The Jungle in the Monkey

 

The post-WWII Boomer generation that I was born into, was set up by the idealistic winds of our youth,

To believe humankind could be, could do, something Darwin 101 assures us is impossible.

What I tell any who still harbor that delusional notion, any who still believe,

Us capable of overriding the natural selection that whittled us, for even a few minutes,

Is that you can take the monkey out of the jungle, but you cannot take the jungle out of the monkey.

 

 

 

Just Another Two-Legged

 

This guy would never lay any claim to being totally sane or rational or brilliant or anything perfect.

This mortal body, this mind, this imaginary moi, is as flawed and misguided and absurd,

And treacherous and hypocritical and irrational and judgmental and laughable,

And clumsy and frenetic and impulsive and irritable and divisive,

And narcissistic and hedonistic and greedy and vain,

And as inevitably mortal decline-and-fall as any other monkey-mind two-legged, 

That has ever wandered every-which-way-to-and-fro across this dream-soaked dusty orb.

The perfection, all are, is not that which can be seen or heard or smelled or tasted or felt or thought.

 

 

 

2024

 

 

The Self-Absorption of Human Consciousness

 

Odds are, no one will ever be as interested in your world as you are.

It would be an impossible feat for anyone to ever put aside their own.

 

 

 

The Illusion of Perception

 

Your existence, your world, your universe,

Is but an illusion of perception born of imagination,

Inspired by the five senses, linked to the mind, you call yours.

The reality You are, is so much greater, than the minute shimmer allotted.

 

 

 

A Solitary Wander

 

To be … the truth … the life … the way …

Is to be in absolute, solitary relationship,

With the moment, with the singularity,

You, awareness, every moment are.

 

 

 

Vanity, Vanity, All is Vanity

 

All your power, all your prestige, all your wealth, does not make you special.

We all end up, with all our fellow earthlings, in the same grave, sooner or later.

Build all the castles you please, climb every mountain you can, it is all for naught.

 

 

 

The Pie of History

 

History can be looked at from an infinity of angles and dimensions.

Personal history, group history, world history, natural history, universal history.

There is no end to the myriad ways consciousness can cut the pie, it has in imagination baked.

 

 

 

The Awareness Does Not Care

 

Infinite or infinitesimal, the awareness does not care.

Spiritual or agnostic, the awareness does not care.

Clean or dirty, the awareness does not care.

Live or die, the awareness does not care.

Wealthy or poor, the awareness does not care.

Alive or dead, the awareness does not care.

Believer or atheist, the awareness does not care.

Subtle or blatant, the awareness does not care.

Kind or cruel, the awareness does not care.

Sane or insane, the awareness does not care.

Straight or gay, the awareness does not care.

Sage or fool, the awareness does not care.

Fast or slow, the awareness does not care.

Do or do not, the awareness does not care.

Long or short, the awareness does not care.

Succeed or fail, the awareness does not care.

Love or hate, the awareness does not care.

Still or moving, the awareness does not care.

Real or unreal, the awareness does not care.

Tit or tat, the awareness does not care.

For or against, the awareness does not care.

Up or down, the awareness does not care.

Around or through, the awareness does not care.

Clear or unclear, the awareness does not care.

Fat or thin, the awareness does not care.

Strong or weak, the awareness does not care.

Gratis or priceless, the awareness does not care.

Hard or soft, the awareness does not care.

Give or take, the awareness does not care.

To or from, the awareness does not care.

Wise or foolish, the awareness does not care.

Beautiful or ugly, the awareness does not care.

Big or small, the awareness does not care.

Known or unknown, the awareness does not care.

Fore or aft, the awareness does not care.

Awake or asleep, the awareness does not care.

Heavy or light, the awareness does not care.

Rich or poor, the awareness does not care.

Awake or asleep, the awareness does not care.

True or false, the awareness does not care.

Ecstasy or agony, the awareness does not care.

First or last, the awareness does not care.

Creative or destructive, the awareness does not care.

Full or empty, the awareness does not care.

Sweet or bitter, the awareness does not care.

Loud or quiet, the awareness does not care.

Straight or rounded, the awareness does not care.

Bright or dim, the awareness does not care.

Well or unwell, the awareness does not care.

Astute or obtuse, the awareness does not care.

Like or unlike, the awareness does not care.

Appealing or revolting, the awareness does not care.

Clear or opaque, the awareness does not care.

Thick or thin, the awareness does not care.

Brave or cowardly, the awareness does not care.

Sweet or sour, the awareness does not care.

Equal or lopsided, the awareness does not care.

King or slave, the awareness does not care.

Queen or whore, the awareness does not care.

Expansive or contractive, the awareness does not care.

Soft or harsh, the awareness does not care.

Young or old, the awareness does not care.

Male or female, the awareness does not care.

Honest or dishonest, the awareness does not care.

Wild or tame, the awareness does not care.

Early or late, the awareness does not care.

Pure or foul, the awareness does not care.

Cautious or reckless, the awareness does not care.

Hit or miss, the awareness does not care.

Lead or follow, the awareness does not care.

High or low, the awareness does not care.

Naive or cynical, the awareness does not care.

Truth or lie, the awareness does not care.

Deep or shallow, the awareness does not care.

Open or closed, the awareness does not care.

Rational or absurd, the awareness does not care.

Near or far, the awareness does not care.

Singular or dual, the awareness does not care.

In or out, the awareness does not care.

Free or imprisoned, the awareness does not care.

Yes or no, the awareness does not care.

Attached or detached, the awareness does not care.

Course or fine, the awareness does not care.

All or none, the awareness does not care.

Shiny or dull, the awareness does not care.

Smart or stupid, the awareness does not care.

Tall or short, the awareness does not care.

Forward or backward, the awareness does not care.

Before or after, the awareness does not care.

Selfless or selfish, the awareness does not care.

One or two, the awareness does not care.

Within or without, the awareness does not care.

Yay or nay, the awareness does not care.

Close or distant, the awareness does not care.

Normal or weird, the awareness does not care.

Wet or dry, the awareness does not care.

Hot or cold, the awareness does not care.

Constant or fickle, the awareness does not care.

Positive or negative, the awareness does not care.

Happy or sad, the awareness does not care.

Fair or unfair, the awareness does not care.

Over or under, the awareness does not care.

Similar or different, the awareness does not care.

Loose or tight, the awareness does not care.

Plus or minus, the awareness does not care.

Above or below, the awareness does not care.

Inside or outside, the awareness does not care.

Simple or complex, the awareness does not care.

Black or white, the awareness does not care.

Smooth or coarse, the awareness does not care.

Wide or narrow, the awareness does not care.

Gentle or cruel, the awareness does not care.

Humble or vain, the awareness does not care.

On or off, the awareness does not care.

Here or there, the awareness does not care.

Have or have not, the awareness does not care.

Sharp or dull, the awareness does not care.

Good or bad, the awareness does not care.

Right or wrong, the awareness does not care.

Everything or nothing, the awareness does not care.

Something or nothing, the awareness does not care.

White or black, the awareness does not care.

Light or dark, the awareness does not care.

This or that, the awareness does not care.

 

Awareness holds on to nothing; why do You?


 

 

Paths Less Traveled

 

Without doubt, without hesitation, without disbelief,

There is no starting down the path less traveled.

A divergent path, where serendipity rules.

An uncharted path, where insecurity is the norm.

A long and winding path, where spontaneity is a delight.

And in that … no direction known … inexplicable fates are drawn.


 

 

Six Words Down a Rabbit Hole

 

The magical mystery tour of imagination.

Time and space are mind-body illusion.

Five senses contrive a cosmic theater.

The agony, the ecstasy, the absurdity.

All are helpless upshots of mutation.

The genetic lottery casts all askew.

Sand ever falling in the hourglass.

Quantum matrix, the same in all.

The awareness, the same in all.

The sentience, the same in all.

The moment, the same in all.

The mystery, the same in all.

We are stardust, come to life.

Dust to dust, ashes to ashes.

We are cousins of the puddle.

All are molded by their niche.

Who has ever had any choice?

Who has ever seen their face?

Who has ever been like me?

Who has ever been like you?

Who has ever been like him?

Who has ever been like her?

Who has ever been like them?

We are all just prisoners here.

All adrift in labyrinth of mind.

Ever more in common than not.

Belief is but a delusionary fog.

Be and allow, the highest law.

‘Tis but an hour, strutted, fretted.

Vanity and greed rule the world.

A species unable to contain itself.

A cancer devouring our dust ball.

The horror, the horror, no respite.

No one sees their allotted facade.

All wander the same stage, alone.

Nothing is ever the same nothing.

All lives are but imaginary dreams.

All differences are but shell games.

We are cousins of natural selection.

So many trivial things given weight.

All differences share the same grave.

Paradox and irony and absurdity rule.

The sound, the fury, signifying nothing.

 

 

 

The Good News

 

The good news is there is nothing to believe.

The good news is there is nothing to seek.

The good news is there is nothing to worship.

The good news is there is nothing know.

The good news is there is nothing to follow.

The good news is there is nothing to judge.

The good news is there is nothing to ponder.

The good news is there is nothing to do.

The good news is there is nothing to undo

The good news is there is nothing say.

The good news is there is nothing to be.

The good news is there is nothing accept.

The good news is there is nothing to deny.

The good news is there is nothing to study.

The good news is there is nothing to join.

The good news is there is nothing to create.

The good news is there is nothing to surrender.

The good news is there is nothing to reflect.

The good news is there is nothing to generate.

The good news is there is nothing to consent.

The good news is there is nothing to divide.

The good news is there is nothing to contend.

The good news is there is nothing to refuse.

The good news is there is nothing to permit.

The good news is there is nothing to ignore.

The good news is there is nothing to borrow.

The good news is there is nothing to commit.

The good news is there is nothing to align.

The good news is there is nothing to merge.

The good news is there is nothing to wallow.

The good news is there is nothing to grapple.

The good news is there is nothing to strain.

The good news is there is nothing to solicit.

The good news is there is nothing to negotiate.

The good news is there is nothing to claim.

The good news is there is nothing to assert.

The good news is there is nothing to evaluate.

The good news is there is nothing to moderate.

The good news is there is nothing to regulate.

The good news is there is nothing to barter.

The good news is there is nothing to control.

The good news is there is nothing to tame.

The good news is there is nothing to mediate.

The good news is there is nothing to speculate.

The good news is there is nothing to guess.

The good news is there is nothing to appraise.

The good news is there is nothing to battle.

The good news is there is nothing to tithe.

The good news is there is nothing to promote.

The good news is there is nothing to decide.

The good news is there is nothing to concede.

The good news is there is nothing to bargain.

The good news is there is nothing to yearn.

The good news is there is nothing to shelter.

The good news is there is nothing to appeal.

The good news is there is nothing to summon.

The good news is there is nothing to mediate.

The good news is there is nothing to obligate.

The good news is there is nothing to evaluate.

The good news is there is nothing to calculate.

The good news is there is nothing to achieve.

The good news is there is nothing to build.

The good news is there is nothing to coerce.

The good news is there is nothing to compel.

The good news is there is nothing to measure

The good news is there is nothing to refute.

The good news is there is nothing to grasp.

The good news is there is nothing to protect.

The good news is there is nothing to gauge.

The good news is there is nothing to defend.

The good news is there is nothing to renounce.

The good news is there is nothing to establish.

The good news is there is nothing to dissolve.

The good news is there is nothing to retain.

The good news is there is nothing to embrace.

The good news is there is nothing to reject.

The good news is there is nothing to relinquish.

The good news is there is nothing to conquer.

The good news is there is nothing to subdue.

The good news is there is nothing to expand.

The good news is there is nothing to contract.

The good news is there is nothing to require.

The good news is there is nothing to request.

The good news is there is nothing to possess.

The good news is there is nothing to approve.

 

The good news is that …

The eternal moment, the eternal awareness, the eternal singularity, the eternal You,

The ineffable You, the indivisible You, the indelible You, the unfathomable You, the indefinable You,

Is free and clear of all trespass, free and clear of any yoke, whatsoever.

You are it, it is You, there is no other.

Be, free.

 

 

 

No Need for Deities

 

What is it about humankind and its genomic blend, that it is so insecure, that it is so fearful,

That it, across all geographies, has imagined a supreme deity or a gaggle of deities,

To praise or blame for the blessings and misfortunes of this mortal theater?

Surely, existing as gracefully as possible in the given ebb and flow,

Is enough for anyone sensibly abiding the rhythms of nature.

There is no exultant ending to any mortal narrative.

To endure it rationally, stoically, is an admirable achievement.

 

 

 

You Are All of It

 

You are the timeless awareness.

You are the eternal moment.

You are all the worlds.

You are all the stars,

You are all the stardust.

You are every quantum display.

You are all the space within and without.

You are the entire universe, and beyond all beyonds.

You are the infinitesimal, the infinite, unborn-undying totality.

You are the ineffable, inexplicable mystery, in which all appearances dance.

 

 

 

Entangling Briars

 

How is it that so many seers of this infinite, indifferent mystery,

Generate so much absurdity, that morphs into so much painful misery?

How much better for the all, it might be, to stay silent, to say little or nothing.

Daito Kokushi, fourteenth century Japanese Zen master of the Rinzai school, wrote:

“Wishing to entice the blind, The Buddha has playfully let words escape his golden mouth.

Heaven and earth are ever since filled with entangling briars.”

Hopefully, these way too many cogitations,

Will find their way to oblivion,

Before wreaking too much mayhem.

One can never discern how noble intentions,

Will be warped and perverted in the theaters of mind.

 

 

 

You, Me, He, She, They, All

 

All sentience is the awareness.

You are the awareness.

I am the awareness.

He is the awareness.

She is the awareness.

They are the awareness.

The same awareness is in all things.

Despite all imaginary concoctions to the contrary,

There is no other.

 

 

 

Prior to All Things

 

Prior to consciousness.

Prior to sentience.

Prior to dreams.

Prior to words.

Prior to thought.

Prior to narratives.

Prior to forms, You are.

 

 

 

Call It What You Will

 

Call it eternity.

Call it God.

Call it awareness.

Call it the moment.

Call it now.

Call it perpetuity.

Call it infinity.

Call it nothing.

Call it everything.

Call it ineffable.

Call it mystery.

Call it whatever.

It is the same nothing, it is the same everything, it is, has ever been, will ever be.

 

 

 

The Limits of Rationality

 

Science and all related fields, can never grasp the full truth,

Because truth, is prior to all things measurable,

Prior to all things theoretical,

Prior to all things born of consciousness.

It is the indelible, ineffable, intangible indivisibility.

It is the unknowable, inexplicable, unborn-undying mystery, prior to all.

 

 

 

The Abyss of Awareness

 

What could awareness possibly need?

What could awareness possibly want?

What could awareness possibly fear?

What could awareness possibly dread?

What could awareness possibly love?

What could awareness possibly hate?

What could awareness possibly believe?

What could awareness possibly see?

What could awareness possibly hear?

What could awareness possibly smell?

What could awareness possibly taste?

What could awareness possibly feel?

What could awareness possibly think?

What could awareness possibly know?

What could awareness possibly anything?

 

As is written in the Sixth Sutra of Manuel Schoch’s 

Bitten by the Black Snake translation of the Ashtravaka Gita:


You are not your body, your body is not you.

You are not the doer, you are not the enjoyer.

You are pure awareness, the witness of all things.

You are without expectation, free.

Wherever you go, be happy.

 

 

 

A Choiceless Existence

 

You pose, You pretend, You politic, You participate, as your sensory theater dictates.

To consider yourself free in the winds of this choiceless pattern You play, is absurd.

 

 

 

Naught But Awareness

 

Awareness is the inherent mystery.

There is no deity to worship.

There is no groupthink.

There is no ministry.

There is no doctrine.

There is but awareness.

And it is free, to any and all,

Who have the insight to fathom it.

 

 

 

The Root of All Things Human

 

It is imagination that craves, not the awareness.

It is imagination that fears, not the awareness.

It is imagination that dreads, not the awareness.

It is imagination that loves, not the awareness.

It is imagination that hates, not the awareness.

It is imagination that suffers, not the awareness.

It is imagination that delights, not the awareness.

It is imagination that cherishes, not the awareness.

It is imagination that trusts, not the awareness.

It is imagination that believes, not the awareness.

It is imagination that inquires, not the awareness.

It is imagination that explores, not the awareness.

It is imagination that scorns, not the awareness.

It is imagination that lusts, not the awareness.

It is imagination that deceives, not the awareness.

It is imagination that lies, not the awareness.

It is imagination that cheats, not the awareness.

It is imagination that agonizes, not the awareness.

It is imagination that steals, not the awareness.

It is imagination that creates, not the awareness.

It is imagination that preserves, not the awareness.

It is imagination that destroys, not the awareness.

It is imagination that seeks, not the awareness.

It is imagination that finds, not the awareness.

It is imagination that raptures, not the awareness.

 

The root of everything human, is the stew of imagination.

 

 

 

Staring at Walls

 

All are mesmerized by the quantum matrix.

A few and far between awaken to that which all truly are,

But even they likely fall into slumber more than they might care admit.

Few can long sit in a cave, staring at a wall, and not be drawn out into the dreamtime,

At least occasionally for short bouts of drinking and whoring and sundry other disreputable respites.

 

 

 

Illusions Beyond Counting

 

The small have their time, as do the large; all are predators, all are prey.

There are no survivors in this unborn-undying eternal mystery.

Only witnesses born into illusions beyond counting.

 

 

 

The Abyss of Awareness

 

We all wander in the same ineffable, eternal moment,

With entirely different perceptions, different worlds, different universes.

Pretty tough for imagination, in its never-ending swirl of space-time, to do anything the same.

 

 

 

The Untouchable Awareness

 

Yes, there is a supreme deity, and it is peering out through your eyes,

As it is through those of every other sentient creature,

Ever fashioned in all of creation.

And it is not that awareness that judges the creation,

But you, and all the other two-leggeds, across the human paradigm,

Who wrought what they see, into heavens and hells of their habituated persuasions.

Like Santa Claus in the Christmas jingle, everyone is keeping their lists, and checking them twice.

So many, wander about, believing what they think so important to some on-high,

But it is never more than the muddled miasma of imagination.

We all come and go; only awareness remains.

Untouched by any of it.

 

 

 

The English Mutt

 

The fundamental purpose of any language is communication.

To call the English language a bastard is profoundly wrong.

It is a mutt, a mix of lingual coding, that is strong and healthy,

Intelligent, rational, formidable, spirited, robust, stable, fearless,

And serves all well, in whatever way the ineffable moment requires.

 

 

 

The Song of Mystery

 

The song of mystery has an infinity of verses.

Many universes all making up a vast multiverse.

There is no beginning to it; there is no end to it,

Except the eternal oneness, that is source to all.

 

 

 

What Do You Really Know?

 

Yes, you have explored so many things.

Your mind is full of every variety of minutiae.

But truthfully, Pilgrim, what do you genuinely know?

You must empty the mind to discern what is, and what is not.

Wisdom is the loftiest mainstay of consciousness,

And even it must yield to oblivion.

 

 

 

The Mystery of Eternity

 

Another day of beating your head,

Against the illusion, the pretense, the futility,

Of imagining there is more, of imagining you are more.

It is what it is; You are what You are: this very moment, awareness.

An eternal mystery; unfathomable, indivisible, ineffable.

Nothing more, nothing less, nothing but.

What more is there to say?

 

 

 

An Imaginary Fate

 

To imagination, our kind has bound its fate.

 

 

 

Quantum All

 

I, Quantum.

You, Quantum.

He, Quantum.

She, Quantum.

Us, Quantum.

It, Quantum.

All, Quantum.

 

 

 

What More?

 

What more is there to see?

What more is there to hear?

What more is there to taste?

What more is there to smell?

What more is there to feel?

What more is there to be?

What more is there to say?

What more is there to do?

What more is there to own?

What more is there to want?

What more is there to know?

What more is there to believe?

What more is there to pretend?

What more is there to love?

What more is there to hate?

What more is there to judge?

What more is there to destroy?

What more is there to preserve?

What more is there to create?

 

And yet, we slog on and on.

 

 

 

The Surreality! The Surreality!

 

How surreal, the light.

How surreal, the tastes.

How surreal, the smells.

How surreal, the sounds.

How surreal, the textures.

How surreal, the sentience.

How surreal, the dream.

How surreal, the Self.

 

 

 

The Eternity of Time

 

Analog clocks spin.

Digital clocks emanate.

Calendar pages turn and turn.

Sun and moon go round and round.

Eternity never starts long enough to stop.

 

 

 

Awareness, All

 

I, Awareness.

You, Awareness.

He, Awareness.

She, Awareness.

Us, Awareness.

It, Awareness.

All, Awareness.

 

 

 

Scar Tissue

 

Not easy to set aside all the scar tissue of a lifetime.

Consciousness, imagination, has a way of holding on,

To pretty much everything the mind-body has endured.

To be free, one must be very adept at being the moment.

 

 

 

Eternal Witness

 

There is only the ether of awareness, eternal witness, unborn-undying, tabula rasa, right here, right now.

 

It has no forward.

It has no backward.

It has no right.

It has no left.

It has no up.

It has no down.

It has no before.

It has no after.

It has no form.

It has no traits.

It has no value.

It has no virtue.

It has no sight.

It has no sound.

It has no taste.

It has no smell.

It has no sense.

It has no voice.

It has no stories.

It has no good.

It has no bad.

It has no vanity.

It has no passion.

It has no hope.

It has no faith.

It has no need.

It has no greed.

It has no power.

It has no renown.

It has no wealth.

It has no ecstasy.

It has no agony.

It has no light.

It has no dark.

It has no birth.

It has no death.

It has no space.

It has no time.

It has no mind.

It has no imagination.

 

Earth, wind, water, fire, ethereal quantum dancers, eternity’s genesis, ever present, ever kaleidoscoping.

 

 

 

Your Little Part

 

Why do you torture yourself so, over so many things that can never be changed.

To satisfy another is not necessary; perhaps only rarely possible.

To do your best is all that you can/should ever offer.

So it goes, deal with it, get over it, move on.

Play your little part, as best ye are able.

Just remember Ecclesiastes 1:2

Vanity, vanity, all is vanity.

 

 

 

Change Is

 

Change is.

Some, you like.

Some, you never will.

 

Oh well.

So it goes.

Deal with it.

Get over it.

Move on.

 

All you can really do,

Is play your short little tale,

As best you are able.

 

 

 

Quantum Duplicity

 

Each of the five sensory organs – eyes, ears nose, tongue, skin –

Translate a different scintilla of the electromagnetic spectrum.

And in the quantum mind, an illusory universe kaleidoscopes eternal,

And imagination makes apparent, the mystery timelessly witnessing all dreams.

All naught but quantum duplicity, seemingly real, to all but those born to see the ineffable.

So many are so adept at examining the illusion in every way, but at some point, what is the point?

To discern that which is real, that which is true, one must set aside the mundane, still the mind,

And simply be the mystery of awareness; the indivisible, indelible, ineffable witness in all.

 

 

 

An Invention of Natural Selection

 

What a challenge to realize in daily living, that, that tiny little voice in your head,

That sense of self that gradually came to dominate your existence,

Is an invention of the natural selection of our species,

And that everything it spout's, is delusion.

There is no deity, up in the clouds, watching everything,

Tracking everything our genomic ‘thespian inclination’ has Shakespeared.

 

 

 

Where in the Moment?

 

Where is the desire in the moment?

Where is the fear in the moment?

Where is the dread in the moment?

Where is the fervor in the moment?

Where is the anger in the moment?

Where is the lust in the moment?

Where is the jealousy in the moment?

Where is the envy in the moment?

Where is the sorrow in the moment?

Where is the suffering in the moment?

Where is the hate in the moment?

Where is the love in the moment?

Where is the vanity in the moment?

Where is the arrogance in the moment?

Where is the futility in the moment?

Where is the persona in the moment?

Where is the imagination in the moment?

 

Where is any passion, any outburst, any obsession,

But in the ductless glands and viscera of the mind-body,

Ineradicably bound to the quantum illusion of space and time.

 

 

 

Unnamed, Unclaimed, Untamed

 

You are playful piper, flaming bush, enduring ferryman, ascetic recluse;

A wandering madman journeying a cosmos spun of imagination.

You are all things, You are all spaces, You are all times.

There is nothing that You are not, and nothing that You are.

You are the irony, the paradox; unnamed, unclaimed, untamed.

 

 

 

A False Narrative

 

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely false narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely untrue narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely fake narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely incorrect narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely bogus narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely pretend narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely erroneous narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely wrong narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely sham narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely put-on narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely fallacious narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely dishonest narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely phony narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely made-up narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely deceptive narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely deceitful narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely forged narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely insincere narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely mistaken narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely made-up narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely copied narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely deceiving narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely insincere narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely artificial narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely fallacious narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely deceptive narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely fictitious narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely counterfeit narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely misleading narrative.

The human paradigm is founded upon an entirely fabricated narrative.

 

It ain’t true, it ain’t real, it ain’t correct, and it ain’t gonna last for much more forever.

But oh well, so it goes, deal with it, get over it, move on, play your little part, as best ye are able.

 

 

 

The World Wags On

 

Scientists measure, mathematicians gauge, engineers and architects and craftsmen build,

Businessmen buy and sell, industrialists manufacture, artists create,

Politicians compromise, generals maneuver.

The world wags on.

 

 

 

The True Nature of Intelligent Design 

 

The rock has rock sentience, rock intelligence.

The rose has rose sentience, rose intelligence.

The hawk has hawk sentience, hawk intelligence.

The lizard has lizard sentience, lizard intelligence.

The trout has trout sentience, trout intelligence.

The cactus has cactus sentience, cactus intelligence.

The beetle has beetle sentience, beetle intelligence.

The horse has horse sentience, horse intelligence.

The frog has frog sentience, frog intelligence.

The whale has whale sentience, whale intelligence.

The tree has tree sentience, tree intelligence.

The snake has snake sentience, snake intelligence.

The spider has spider sentience, spider intelligence.

The weed has weed sentience, weed intelligence.

The earth has earth sentience, earth intelligence.

The wind has wind sentience, wind intelligence.

The water has water sentience, water intelligence.

The fire has fire sentience, fire intelligence.

The ether has ether sentience, ether intelligence.

The moon has moon sentience, moon intelligence.

The sun has sun sentience, sun intelligence.

The galaxy has galaxy sentience, galaxy intelligence.

The universe has universe sentience, universe intelligence.

The multiverse has multiverse sentience, multiverse intelligence.

The stardust has stardust sentience, stardust intelligence.

The quantum has quantum sentience, quantum intelligence.

The mystery has mystery sentience, mystery intelligence.

 

 

 

The Make-Believe of Imagination

 

It is all imagined; it is all make-believe.

Nothing more than a dream of the mind-body.

Nothing more than a thingamajig of quantum design.

Without it, who-what-when-where-why-how would you be?

With it, who-what-when-where-why-how are you?

Nothing more, nothing less, nothing but.

An illusion, so real, it draws you on,

Until death turns off the spigot.

 

 

 

Why? Why? Why?

 

Why believe anything that is not true?

Why be with people you do not really like?

Why travel someplace you have no need to see?

Why work hard for something you do not really want?

Why expect perfection from something which can never be?

Why try so hard to be something you already are?

 

 

 

Are You Really?

 

Are you really a who?

Are you really a what?

Are you really a where? 

Are you really a when?

Are you really a why?

Are you really a how?

 

 

 

Right Here, Right Now

 

The awareness,

The moment,

Eternal life,

Right here,

Right now,

All and none.

 

 

 

Human Becomings

 

We are not human beings; we are human becomings.

The being in human being, was lost with the first word.

Always everywhere else but this right-here-right-now.

Trapsing about some past; contemplating some future.

Imagination at the helm, wandering every distraction,

To avoid its deceits ever being seen for what they are.

 

 

 

The Fall of Eden

 

Before imagination and language coupled,

Our ancestors were all alone in their clannish consortiums.

Completely unaware, oblivious, to any other version the jungle but their own.

And from the moment sound morphed into the first concept,

The human paradigm departed the garden.

And the world shuddered.

 

 

 

Die! Die! Die!

 

Die to the world.

Die to the universe.

Die to imagination.

Die to the dream.

Die to the mind.

Die to the body.

Die to the self.

Die to space.

Die to time.

Die to now.

 

 

 

One Moment

 

There is only one moment.

One moment in which the quantum illusion plays space and time real,

In an infinitesimal speck of eternity.

 

 

 

At Some Point, What Is the Point?

 

So many are so adept at examining the illusion in every way, but at some point, what is the point?

To discern that which is real, that which is true, one must set aside the mundane, still the mind,

And simply be the mystery of awareness; the indivisible, indelible, ineffable witness in all.

 

 

 

Things Which Mr. Just-in-Case Collects

 

Guns & Ammunition

Archery Equipment

Swords, Knives, Spears

Sundry Other Weapons

Martial Arts gear

Tools and Hardware

Chess & Other Strategy Games

Philosophy books

Military books

Weaponry books

History books

Political Science books

Science books

English language books

Spanish language books

Business books

Quote books

Gaming books

Health books

Cooking books

Exercise books

Resource books

Miscellaneous books

Exercise Gear

Kitchen paraphernalia

Coffee-making paraphernalia

The Great Courses DVD’s

Movie & Television DVD’s

Music CD’s

Backpacking gear

Office supplies

Hats

Dust collectors

Bags of every variety

Alcohol and Drugs

Informational websites

Blog posts

Facebook posts

Interesting article links

Non-followersInformational websites

Blog posts

Facebook posts

Interesting article links

Non-followers

 

A material Peter Pan, to be sure.

 

 

 

A Crunchy-Chewy-Gooey Cosmos

 

It is a god-eat-god cosmos.

It is a cosmos-eat-cosmos cosmos.

It is a quantum-eat-quantum cosmos.

It is a mystery-eat-mystery cosmos.

It is a You-eat-You cosmos.

 

 

 

The Horrors Ahead

 

A few lists of all the potential horrors we and our fellow earthlings face:

 

Climate change

Food

Gender equality

Poverty

Health

Human rights

Water scarcity

Children

Ageing

AIDS

Biodiversity

International law and Justice

Migration

Conflicts

Corruption

Cultural diversity

Environment

Overpopulation

Peace and security

Unemployment

Global Health

Pollution

Education

Nuclear proliferation

 

Underrated Issues

 

Whole brain emulation

Wild animal suffering

Safeguarding liberal democracy

Immigration restrictions

Spread of false ideas on social media

Science policy and infrastructure

High-leverage ways to speed up economic growth

Mental health

 

Top 10 world problems and their solutions

 

Climate Change

Wars and military conflicts

Water contamination

Human rights violation

Global health issues

Global poverty

Children's poor access to healthcare, education and safety

Access to food and hunger

 

Our list of the most pressing world problems

 

Risks from artificial intelligence

Catastrophic pandemics

Nuclear war

Great power war

Climate change

 

Similarly pressing but less developed areas

 

Civilization resilience

Suffering risks

Artificial sentience

Promoting positive values

Risks of stable totalitarianism

Space governance

Risks from atomically precise manufacturing

Risks from malevolent actors

Improving individual reasoning and cognition

 

Problems many of our readers prioritize

 

Factory farming

Easily preventable or treatable illness

Whole brain emulation

Wild animal suffering

Safeguarding liberal democracy

Immigration restrictions

Spread of false ideas on social media

Science policy and infrastructure

High-leverage ways to speed up economic growth

Mental health

 

 

 

Naught But a Frame of Reference

 

You can only know your own frame of reference.

And that is but a paltry speck, of all that imagination has created,

To distract (and perchance amuse) the fickle awareness, the source of all eternity,

In any given right-here-right-now, unborn-undying moment,

From its ever-present, blissful quietude.

 

 

 

Imagination v. Awareness

 

Imagination is a state of becoming; awareness, being.

Imagination is arrogant; awareness, unassuming.

Imagination is effort; awareness, effortless.

Imagination is time; awareness, eternal.

Imagination is binding; awareness, freeing.

 

 

 

No, You Are Not

 

Whoever,

Whatever,

Whenever,

Wherever,

Whyever,

However,

You imagine your Self to be,

You are not, have never been, will never be.

 

 

 

Supreme Being

 

What is ‘supreme being’? What does it mean? What does it not mean?

Is it the one and only greatest Supreme Being, ruling over all the Lesser Beings?

Or is it simply … supreme … breathe in … breathe out … being … ?

 

 

 

The True, the False, the Useful

 

All cultures have mythological stories

That give reason and purpose used to solidify the group identify.

Whether or not they are real, whether or not they are true, does not matter if they connect the herd.

As Seneca wrote: Religion is regarded by the common people as true,

By the wise as false, and by rulers as useful.

 

 

 

A Deaf, Dumb, Blind World

 

Humanity is mesmerized by all the spiritual fictions devised in its migration across the pale blue dot.

Like the blind men and the elephant, they are unable, unwilling, to fathom the totality of all the partitions.

Thus, they remain bewitched by every variety of tradition, by every conceivable imaginary difference.

Blind to the indelible, ineffable, unquestionable truth, that this mystery is, within and without all.

 

 

 

Regarding Boredom

 

When next you are whiny-grumbly about how bored stiff you are,

Try to visualize what it was like for your prehistoric ancestors.

Living in the same geography, subsisting with the same tribe.

Hunting and fishing and farming, ingesting the same cuisine.

Sitting around fires, waking, sleeping, as the sun rose and set.

Telling stories, singing songs, beating drums, venerating deities.

Wearing the same garments, sleeping in trees, in caves, in shelters.

Ever tolerating nature’s ebb and flow – hot and cold and wet and dry.

A sharpened stick your only defense in a panorama teeming with predators,

Not yet wary of the human shadow, as it steadily migrated across the pale blue dot.

 

 

 

A Tempest in the Abyss

 

The human mind, sparked by evolutionary happenstance with sentience, consciousness, imagination,

Has, across this spinning pale blue dot, unleashed an unnatural, irreversible quantum tempest.

A teeny little dust ball, all alone in the abyss, of a mystery oblivious to all its vanities.

A theater jam-packed with idiots, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.

 

 

 

The Mystery Before Space and Time

 

The mystery before space and time is mysterious.

The mystery before space and time is ineffable.

The mystery before space and time is tabula rasa.

The mystery before space and time is aware.

The mystery before space and time is still.

The mystery before space and time is indivisible.

The mystery before space and time is momentary.

The mystery before space and time is singular.

The mystery before space and time is indelible.

The mystery before space and time is supreme.

The mystery before space and time is matchless.

The mystery before space and time is now.

The mystery before space and time is sentient.

The mystery before space and time is unfathomable.

The mystery before space and time is inscrutable.

The mystery before space and time is perpetual.

The mystery before space and time is imaginary.

The mystery before space and time is matrix.

The mystery before space and time is flawless.

The mystery before space and time is timeless.

The mystery before space and time is infinite.

The mystery before space and time is infinitesimal.

The mystery before space and time is omnipresent.

The mystery before space and time is serene.

The mystery before space and time is immortal.

The mystery before space and time is pervasive.

The mystery before space and time is omniscient.

The mystery before space and time is mindful.

The mystery before space and time is instantaneous.

The mystery before space and time is quantum.

The mystery before space and time is null.

The mystery before space and time is immaculate.

The mystery before space and time is futile.

The mystery before space and time is everlasting.

The mystery before space and time is unbound.

The mystery before space and time is motionless.

The mystery before space and time is mindless.

The mystery before space and time is clear.

The mystery before space and time is nondualistic.

The mystery before space and time is here.

The mystery before space and time is unbounded.

The mystery before space and time is silent.

The mystery before space and time is graceful.

The mystery before space and time is pure.

The mystery before space and time is unequivocal.

The mystery before space and time is unqualified.

The mystery before space and time is perfect.

The mystery before space and time is nothingness.

The mystery before space and time is total.

The mystery before space and time is complete.

The mystery before space and time is innocent.

The mystery before space and time is truth.

The mystery before space and time is unconditional.

The mystery before space and time is unadulterated.

The mystery before space and time is seamless.

The mystery before space and time is unspoiled.

The mystery before space and time is impeccable.

The mystery before space and time is empty.

The mystery before space and time is entire.

The mystery before space and time is effortless.

The mystery before space and time is first.

The mystery before space and time is oblivion.

The mystery before space and time is last.

The mystery before space and time is whole.

The mystery before space and time is harmonious.

The mystery before space and time is unified.

The mystery before space and time is blameless.

The mystery before space and time is spotless.

The mystery before space and time is sentient.

The mystery before space and time is alert.

The mystery before space and time is void.

The mystery before space and time is unimportant.

The mystery before space and time is all.

The mystery before space and time is none.

The mystery before space and time is inestimable.

The mystery before space and time is indefinable.

The mystery before space and time is extinct.

The mystery before space and time is purposeless.

The mystery before space and time is obscure.

The mystery before space and time is anonymous.

The mystery before space and time is insignificant.

The mystery before space and time is null.

The mystery before space and time is worthless.

The mystery before space and time is unknowable.

The mystery before space and time is naught.

The mystery before space and time is indecipherable.

The mystery before space and time is nameless.

The mystery before space and time is undiscoverable.

The mystery before space and time is useless.

The mystery before space and time is immeasurable.

The mystery before space and time is valueless.

The mystery before space and time is incalculable.

The mystery before space and time is rational.

The mystery before space and time is unutterable.

The mystery before space and time is endless.

The mystery before space and time is impartial.

The mystery before space and time is simple.

The mystery before space and time is straightforward.

The mystery before space and time is natural.

The mystery before space and time is untouched.

The mystery before space and time is imperceptible.

The mystery before space and time is painless.

The mystery before space and time is uncomplicated.

The mystery before space and time is unforced.

The mystery before space and time is untarnished.

The mystery before space and time is ever.

The mystery before space and time is untroubled.

The mystery before space and time is inexplicable.

The mystery before space and time is unstained.

The mystery before space and time is peerless.

The mystery before space and time is emptiness.

The mystery before space and time is indifferent.

The mystery before space and time is ageless.

The mystery before space and time is ineradicable.

The mystery before space and time is irrational.

The mystery before space and time is permanent.

The mystery before space and time is indiscernible.

The mystery before space and time is impalpable.

The mystery before space and time is faultless.

The mystery before space and time is pristine.

The mystery before space and time is mundane.

The mystery before space and time is hollow.

The mystery before space and time is alone.

The mystery before space and time is minimal.

The mystery before space and time is average.

The mystery before space and time is unique.

The mystery before space and time is unspeakable.

The mystery before space and time is unimaginable.

The mystery before space and time is unicity.

The mystery before space and time is whole.

The mystery before space and time is incessant.

The mystery before space and time is inconceivable.

The mystery before space and time is unfastened.

The mystery before space and time is rational.

The mystery before space and time is undeniable.

The mystery before space and time is detached.

The mystery before space and time is unrivaled.

The mystery before space and time is inimitable.

The mystery before space and time is incomparable.

The mystery before space and time is unbiased.

The mystery before space and time is pointless.

The mystery before space and time is unconcerned.

The mystery before space and time is ceaseless.

The mystery before space and time is priceless.

The mystery before space and time is impersonal.

The mystery before space and time is absurd.

The mystery before space and time is aloof.

The mystery before space and time is nonexistent.

The mystery before space and time is interminable.

The mystery before space and time is carefree.

The mystery before space and time is enigmatic.

The mystery before space and time is impenetrable.

The mystery before space and time is unreadable.

The mystery before space and time is incomprehensible.

The mystery before space and time is unintelligible.

The mystery before space and time is meaningless.

The mystery before space and time is inconsequential.

The mystery before space and time is exquisite.

The mystery before space and time is ordinary.

The mystery before space and time is engrained.

The mystery before space and time is intrinsic.

The mystery before space and time is intangible.

The mystery before space and time is solitary.

The mystery before space and time is enduring.

The mystery before space and time is inexpressible.

The mystery before space and time is omnipotent.

The mystery before space and time is tranquil.

The mystery before space and time is free.

The mystery before space and time is sovereign.

The mystery before space and time is unborn.

The mystery before space and time is undying.

The mystery before space and time is absolute.

The mystery before space and time is eternal.

 

 

 

An Imaginary Paradigm

 

The human paradigm is built upon an imaginary assumption,

Permeated by self-absorption and avarice, that cannot be forever maintained.

All the things it has fathomed and created; all its knowledge, all its linguistics, all its mathematics;

All its histories and politics and traditions and religions and economies and entertainments;

All its scientific and industrial and technological and artistic and athletic spectacles;

And not least, its conception of space-time, usurper of the ethereal moment;

Are but the poof of imagination, believing itself more than imagination;

More than the awareness, the ether, through which all things pass.

Without a relationship with nature, upon which all is rooted,

Humankind is fated to fall into the abyss of its many limitations.

 

 

 

The Problem-Solving-Problem-Making Mind

 

The mind evolved as a problem-solver,

And when it is without problems,

Endlessly concocts its own.

The challenge is clear.

 

 

 

The Relativity of Individuality

 

Taste is relative to the individual tongue.

Vision is relative to the individual eye.

Sound is relative to the individual ears.

Smell is relative to the individual nose.

Sensation is relative to the individual skin.

The universe is relative to the individual mind.

 

 

 

This Is It

 

Nathan Gill nailed it:

 

This Is It.

This is all there is.

Life appearing as an endless display of changing images,

With no inherent purpose other than this appearance itself.

There is simply life with no one living it.

 

 

 

No Difference Between and Betwixt

 

Any difference between and betwixt, you and me,

Any difference between and betwixt, you and he,

Any difference between and betwixt, you and she,

Any difference between and betwixt, you and they,

Any difference between and betwixt, you and anything,

Does not ultimately, even for one moment, exist.

 

 

 

Beyond Comprehension

 

Imagination is ever striving, ever struggling, to be more than it can ever be.

For it to transcend itself, would require an awakening, a wisdom,

Far too unlikely, to even begin to seriously contemplate.

 

 

 

The Make-Believe of Belief

 

Believing in Santa Claus does not make him real.

Believing in the Great Pumpkin does not make it real.

Believing in the Easter Bunny does not make it real.

Believing in the Tooth Fairy does not make it real.

Believing in Spider Man does not make him real.

Believing in Uncle Sam does not make him real.

Believing in the Calvin does not make him real.

Believing in Peter Pan does not make him real.

Believing in Harvey does not make him real

Believing in the Oz does not make him real.

Believing in Jesus does not make him real.

Believing in God does not make he/she/it real.

 

 

 

A Sea of Moments, All the Same

 

How long, how short, is a moment?

Is it longer, is it shorter, than a second?

And exactly how much to the left or right,

Of some ever-kaleidoscoping decimal point?

And, are there a sea of them, or the one and only?

 

 

 

Immutable Witness

 

Places and faces come and go in this ever-kaleidoscoping, mystery-ridden, immutable dreamtime.

There is nothing You can hold onto, nothing You can more than experience, for more than a moment.

All knowledge, and whatever wisdom it gleans, are but wispy clouds passing through the theater of mind.

From birth to death, the unborn-undying awareness You are, is but aloof witness to its eternal passage.

 

 

 

The Ether of Awareness

 

The awareness is the ether of all intelligence through all creation, all preservation, all destruction.

It is the witness of, the observer of, the watcher of, and participant in, all that is, and all that is not.

 

 

 

That I Am, All Are

 

I am That I Am.

You are That I Am.

She is That I Am.

He is That I Am.

It is That I Am.

We are That I Am.

They are That I Am.

There is nothing that is not,

That I Am.

 

 

 

The Seven Imaginary Sins

 

The pride of imagination.

The envy of imagination.

The gluttony of imagination.

The lust of imagination.

The wrath of imagination.

The greed of imagination.

The sloth of imagination.

Seven, count ‘em, seven.

Imaginary from all get-goes.

 

 

 

The Mystery of You

 

You, alone, are the mystery.

It is your relationship with your Self, which is all.

And what manifests through your mind-body’s sensory input, is the journey.

 

 

 

Chasing Balls

 

There can be no end to what can be known, before the light sooner or later goes out,

But what point, to the endless pursuit, the endless gathering, of trivia, regarding this illusion?

Is a busy-busy mind, caught up with every distraction, really any different, than a dog chasing a ball?

 

 

 

The Ephemeral Moment

 

There is no definition, there is no equation, there is no hypothesis, there is no reckoning,

That can encapsulate the mystery of the ever-present timeless moment,

The ever-present timeless mystery of awareness,

To which You, and every other sentient life form, are witness.

 

 

 

Put Them Behind You

 

Having to choose from a sizable selection of so-called religions,

Concocted by human imagination, and brewed in vanity and avarice, is no choice worth bothering about.

Put them all behind You, and wander alone, as far, as wide, as free, as You dare.

 

 

 

Tapping Into the Inner Eye

 

Hallucinations and other consciousness-altering substances,

Can be useful in kick-starting the inner eye – That to which all have equal access –

But they are not at all necessary once You have awakened to the unborn-undying, You truly are, are not.

 

 

 

Toying With Endorphins

 

Life's nature-nurture patterning, is every moment, conditioning itself anew,

With programing of the on-off-plus-minus-positive-negative-attached-detached category.

To consciously manipulate those endorphin mechanisms, is an art, a dance, a whimsy, for those inclined.

 

 

 

The Momentary Awareness

 

The eternal moment is right here, right now; the eternal awareness is right here, right now.

Imagination is the creator of space and time, and flows through the moment, through the awareness;

Unable to ever grasp anything, as more than a memory, as more than an ephemeral concept.

You are the moment, You are the awareness, You are the totality, You are eternity.

Everything seen and heard and touched and tasted and felt, is but illusion.

 

 

 

Who is the Who?

 

Who is the who, who sees, or sees not?

Who is the who, who hears, or hears not?

Who is the who, who tastes, or tastes not?

Who is the who, who smells, or smells not?

Who is the who, who feels, or feels not?

Who is the who, who does, or does not?

Who is the who, who thinks, or thinks not?

Who is the who, who is reading this?

 

 

 

The One and Only Moment

 

Now the one-and-only right-here-right-now moment there is.

There never was a before, and there will never be an after.

The unborn-undying moment is the ever-present verity.

It is an ineffable, unfathomable, indivisible mystery,

In neither need nor want of a mind-made solution.

 

 

 

The Great Jester in the Wings

 

Imagination is the Great Jester; ever lingering in the wings, for inattention to teleport it centerstage.

The embers of mind gorp, all things absurd, always ready to be fired up, in the furnace of imagination.

 

 

 

Ants on a Dragon

 

It was not we who were kicked out of Eden, by that deity known by some as God All-Fucking-Mighty.

It was we who abandoned her, manipulated her, abused her, polluted her, scarred her.

For all that we have unremittingly, carelessly, selfishly, imagined.

But we are no more than ants riding a dragon.

Mother Nature, Eden, Gaia, the Cosmos, is still very much in charge.

 

 

 

Awareness Witnessing a Dream

 

Now the eyes are watching a play.

Now the fingers are feeling an edge.

Now the tongue is tasting a pastry.

Now the ears are hearing a crash.

Now the nose is smelling a rose.

 

You are not the eyes.

You are not the fingers.

You are not the tongue.

You are not the ears.

You are not the nose.

 

You are the witness to all.

 

 

 

Bam!

 

You are the awareness, You are the unborn-undying, You are the ineffable mystery, You are eternity.

 

Bam!

 

 

 

The Ineffable Moment

 

You are the infinite, timeless, ineffable moment, stretching across all creation; there is no other.

Mind is creation, mind is preservation, mind is destruction, mind is everything, mind is nothing.

 

 

 

The Worldly Existence v. The Indivisible Reality

 

The more you involve your imaginary, time-bound, mortal little self, in the mundane world;

The less right-here-right-now moment, for your indivisible Self in the unborn-undying one.

Every moment, a choice.

 

 

 

Only Imagination

 

Only imagination thinks.

Only imagination reasons.

Only imagination believes.

Only imagination remembers.

Only imagination cogitates.

Only imagination opines.

Only imagination speaks.

Only imagination hears.

Only imagination smells.

Only imagination tastes.

Only imagination touches.

Only imagination organizes.

Only imagination negotiates.

Only imagination governs.

Only imagination follows.

Only imagination composes.

Only imagination counts.

Only imagination draws.

Only imagination paints.

Only imagination sculpts.

Only imagination builds.

Only imagination shapes.

Only imagination constructs.

Only imagination develops.

Only imagination creates.

Only imagination preserves.

Only imagination destroys.

Only imagination does anything.

Only imagination does everything.

Despite the fact, that time is not real,

There is no human paradigm without it.

 

 

 

The Rabbit Hole of Fate

 

It is natural selection, not free will.

Since Creation’s unknowable beginning, there has never been any such thing as free will in the algorithm.

A right or left turn, naturally-selects the next turn, and that the next, and that the next.

You naturally-select your Self down the rabbit hole of your fate.

Every organism naturally-selects its Self, down the rabbit hole of its fate.

An eternal dance, across an infinite quantum matrix, ever and ever kaleidoscoping.

And through it all, the awareness You are, is eternal witness, to all that sentience has designed.

 

 

 

Impunity

 

Spouting this sort of drivel is what got he-who-shall-not-be-named hung out to die way back when.

How fortunate we of current issue are, who speak out with impunity, with little dread of consequence,

In this relatively freer moment, in those all too rare geographies, that, oft-times regretfully allow it.

 

 

 

You, Its Dreamer

 

You do not have to like someone, to sit by them, or walk beside them,

Or work with them, or be in the same friggin’ cosmos with them.

Nobody is at all like you, nor will anyone likely ever want to be like you.

You are on your own – five senses, a brain, and the theater– kaleidoscoping ever on.

Eternal awareness, in what seems an impromptu walkabout-wander, through space, through time.

Through your unfathomable, indivisible, indelible, ineffable, eternal matrix.

It is but a temporal dream, and You, its dreaming.

Imagine your Self, in all.

 

 

 

Life Skills 101

 

Attitude is all.

Learn to naturally release the hormones.

The happy chemistry – dopamine, serotonin, endorphins, oxytocin.

Simple lifestyle changes – diet, exercise, meditation – are conscious means to a more bearable existence.

It is not always a beautiful world, but the mind-body need not suffer for it.

 

 

 

God’s Wrath Personified

 

You just threatened to send me to Hell, for not believing in your absurd bullshit, thanks.

Yup, yup, yup, we sure know what kind of supreme-deity horror show you would paint.

 

 

 

Sweet Surrender

 

Surrender to the unknowable.

Surrender to the indivisible.

Surrender to the nameless.

Surrender to the spaceless.

Surrender to the timeless.

Surrender to the moment.

Surrender to the totality.

Surrender to the infinite.

Surrender to the indelible.

Surrender to the ineffable.

Surrender to the inexplicable.

Surrender to the unborn-undying.

 

And know You are That I Am, You are the One.

 

 

 

Superstitious Absurdity

 

How did such superstitious absurdity become our limiting factor?

How did our quest for food and water and shelter and space,

How did natural selection’s tack into the realm of imagination,

Become so sullied, so pathetic, in our conquest of the pale blue dot.

 

 

 

Touching God

 

Touch that which is God, by immersing into the infinite beingness within.

Into the spacelessness, into the timelessness, permeating all.

Into the unfathomable mystery, You are.

 

 

 

Bokononism

 

Bokononism: A religion built on lies and absurdity and irony.

 

Finally, a no-card-no-dogma-no-congregation faith that makes sense.

 


 

scratches made in a black, gummy impasto.

[o]ne of the oldest games there is.

It means whatever it means.

'See the cat? […] See the cradle?'

 

~ Newt Hoenikker ~

 

Tiger got to hunt,
Bird got to fly;
Man got to sit and wonder, "Why, why, why?"
Tiger got to sleep,
Bird got to land;
Man got to tell himself he understand.

 

~ Bokonon ~

 

Cat’s Cradle, Kurt Vonnegut

 

* * * * * * * * * *

 

So it goes.

 

~ Tralfamadorian Proverb ~

 

Poo-tee-weet?

 

~The Bird ~

 

Slaughterhouse Five, Kurt Vonnegut

 

 

 

Hollow Speculation

 

God may have created this théâtre absurd dreamtime,

But who or what created that omnipresent-omnipotent-omniscient being?

Call it genesis, call it creation, call it big bang, call it turtles-all-the-way-up-all-the-way-down,

It all started somewhere, somehow, but can any claim, any assertion,

Really be more than hollow speculation?

 

 

 

A Particle of Dust

 

Mother Earth, is just another spinning particle of dust, in the vastness of your imagination.

 

 

 

Stay Strong, Rotsa Ruck

 

My gift to the dystopian future-slash-debacle, that I envision, with a shudder.

Do with it whatever you will; do with it whatever you can.

Sadly, better you than me, is all I gotta say.

Stay strong, rotsa ruck.

 

 

 

The Ineffable Moment

 

This moment is ineffable, so very ineffable.

By definition, what is unknowable, can never be known.

An agreeable breath, is as good as it gets, so, breathe, kiddo, breathe.

 

 

 

Transcending Space and Time

 

The finite mind transcends space and time whenever it yields itself to awareness.

The Microsoft Word thesaurus suggests words like effortlessness, simplicity,

Naturalness, smoothness, facility, ease, confidence, grace, to illustrate it.

To be the moment, is to be what You truly are, what You truly are not.

 

 

 

A Singular Kind of Faith

 

The truest, most eloquent faith, is a singular kind of faith.

It is a faith that accepts what the moment offers.

It is a faith that engages the moment fully.

It is a faith that values the intuitive.

It is a faith that has no bounds.

It is a faith that withstands one’s fate.

It is a faith that embraces the eternal mystery.

 

A spaceless faith.

A timeless faith.

An intelligent faith.

A perceptive faith.

A fearless faith.

A relative faith.

A stoic faith.

A moderate faith.

A harmless faith.

An instinctual faith.

A frugal faith.

A resilient faith.

An insightful faith.

A lawless faith.

A penetrating faith.

A shrewd faith.

A flexible faith.

A benevolent faith.

A rational faith.

A boundless faith.

A natural faith.

An abiding faith.

An enduring faith.

An austere faith.

A freeing faith.

An independent faith.

A sharing faith.

A scientific faith.

An agnostic faith.

A discerning faith.

A spontaneous faith.

A watchful faith.

A virtuous faith.

An eternal faith.

An inquiring faith.

A giving faith.

A clear faith.

A grateful faith.

A responsive faith.

A sensible faith.

A reasonable faith.

A forgiving faith.

An innocent faith.

An ironic faith.

A paradoxical faith.

A sane faith.

A mindful faith.

A balanced faith.

A wise faith.

A healthy faith.

A lucid faith.

An astute faith.

A prudent faith.

A judicious faith.

A sagacious faith.

An erudite faith.

A mu faith.

An unknowable faith.

A gnostic faith.

An esoteric faith.

A mystical faith.

A spiritual faith.

A real faith.

A hidden faith.

A soul faith.

An allegorical faith.

A symbolic faith.

An amoral faith.

A fortuitous faith.

A casual faith.

An impromptu faith.

An unprincipled faith.

An elegant faith.

A chaste faith.

A refined faith.

An essential faith.

A faithful faith.

A gentle faith.

A quiet faith.

A solitary faith.

A calm faith.

A placid faith.

A humble faith.

A modest faith.

An unpretentious faith.

An ordinary faith.

An unassuming faith.

A deep faith.

A kind faith.

A godless faith.

A wholistic faith.

A diverse faith.

An atypical faith.

A sightless faith.

A tasteless faith.

An odorless faith.

A soundless faith.

A touchless faith.

 

A faith beyond all bounds.

 

 

 

Awakening to the Eternal Fact

 

When would I … Why should I … How could I …

Ever convince you, who-what-why-when-where-how, I am,

But through your own awakening to the eternal fact.

 

 

 

A Placid Dream

 

The last desire is craving nothing, so badly, you can no longer taste it.

The pond, unruffled by wind or ripple, is a solitary, placid dream, indeed.

 

 

 

Thoughts A-Bubbling Away

 

Have always had a relativistic aptitude for relishing process.

For accepting things as they are, for accepting things as they come.

Perhaps because I was raised in a rural setting, in tune with nature’s fluidity.

Came from modest roots that never really expected or wanted that much out of life.

Tried to fan the fire in the belly as a business major out of college, but the spark never took.

The path of least resistance blew into my sail, and here I am, pondering the show.

Attentively writing down the so-many thoughts that bubble into mind.

 

 

 

Turtles-All-the-Way-Up-Turtles-All-the-Way-Down

 

Call it genesis, call it creation., call it big bang.

Call it a wall, a spear, a snake, a tree, a fan, a rope.

Call it turtles-all-the-way-up-turtles-all-the-way-down.

All are equally magical, equally fantastical, equally hypothetical, equally speculative,

And only demonstrate again and again, no one can ever know,

More than what imagination imagines.

 

 

 

Call It Whatever You Will

 

Some brand it, Brahman; some brand it, God.

Others, Buddha or Tao or Jehovah or Great Spirit or Whatever.

I call it the Mystery; the Mystery of the all in one, the Mystery of the one in all.

And no one need suffer any consequence, any punishment, any forfeit,

For granting it whatever name, or no-name, they are inclined.

No need for absurdity steeped in imaginary notion.

None can know how all this is happening.

Even the rumored supreme deity,

Witnesses in ignorance.

 

 

 

Agnostics, Atheists, True-Believers

 

Agnosticism – doubt, nonbelief – is the most pragmatic stance.

Atheists waste their time quarreling with true-believers,

About imaginary notions neither can never know.

Abiding in momentary stasis is the most intangible way.

 

 

 

A Little Dab’ll Do Ya

 

Do not feel like you must spend a lot of time deciphering all these thoughts.

Have used my website and Facebook and Blogger and other online tools and toys,

As scrapbooks to record all the wanders and thoughts, and other creations and memories.

Way too much, for anyone with anything better to do, with any sort of life, to even bother about.

 

 

 

An Everything-Eat-Everything Cosmos

 

It is a god-eat-god cosmos.

It is a cosmos-eat-cosmos cosmos.

It is a quantum-eat-quantum cosmos.

It is a mystery-eat-mystery cosmos.

It is a You-eat-You cosmos.

 

It is a radio waves-eat-radio waves cosmos.

It is a microwaves-eat-microwaves cosmos.

It is an infrared-eat-infrared cosmos.

It is a visible light-eat-visible light spectrum cosmos.

It is an ultraviolet-eat-ultraviolet cosmos.

It is an X-rays-eat-X-rays cosmos.

It is a gamma rays-eat-gamma rays cosmos.

It is an electromagnetic spectrum-eat-electromagnetic spectrum cosmos.

 

It is an everything-eat-everything cosmos; abide as best ye may in the crunchy-chewy-gooey.

 

 

 

Know Your Limits

 

Imagination imagines time.

Imagination imagines forever.

Imagination imagines it is forever.

Imagination has a lot to realize.

 

 

 

The Moment’s Illusion Delusion

 

The you, you think you are; the self, you pretend to be, is nothing more than ephemeral trickery.

Nothing more than a neural network’s capricious collection of sensory-induced perceptions.

An imaginary fiction, that is but the quantum matrix, kaleidoscoping every given moment.

Nothing more than a vast illusion; the electromagnetic spectrum’s evolutionary deception.

Biological happenstance meandering a touchy-feely dreamtime of naturally selected design.

All played out in the unfathomable awareness; the spaceless, the timeless, the ineffable totality.

The unseeing, who ever quarrel over the elephant, see only walls, spears, snakes, trees, fans, ropes.

Some call it, God; some, Brahman; some, Tao; some, Allah; some, Great Spirit; all, the same mystery.

So, the human paradigm duels towards its destiny, battling over differences, chiseled only in imagination.

 

 

 

The Rise, the Decline, the Fall

 

The geeks and their minions have played central role,

In the rise, the decline, the fall, of the anthropoid paradigm.

From the first fire, to unleashing the power of the quantum cosmos.

They have pushed, have pulled, the planet of the apes through a dreamtime,

The likes of which this pale blue dot, this spinning speck, will never witness again.

It is a sigh of an anecdote the abyss will have long forgotten by the time nobody reads this.

 

 

 

Not Long Ago

 

Not long ago, there was no imagination.

Not long ago, there was no beginning.

Not long ago, there was no ending.

Not long ago, there was no language.

Not long ago, there was no knowledge.

Not long ago, there was no education.

Not long ago, there was no tribe.

Not long ago, there was no identity.

Not long ago, there was no culture.

Not long ago, there was no tradition.

Not long ago, there was no politics.

Not long ago, there was no religion.

Not long ago, there was no art.

Not long ago, there was no music.

Not long ago, there was no history.

Not long ago, there was no philosophy.

Not long ago, there was no agriculture.

Not long ago, there was no industry.

Not long ago, there was no technology.

Not long ago, there was no commerce.

Not long ago, there was no mathematics,

Not long ago, there was no science.

Not long ago, there was no medicine.

Not long ago, there was no architecture.

Not long ago, there was no civilization.

Not long ago, there was no human paradigm.

Not long ago, there was nothing but a garden flowering.

Not long ago, there was nothing but an abyss, an awareness, a serenity.

 

It is still there, in the You, You are.

 

 

 

A Sheep by Any Other Name Would Baa the Same

 

Why in any deity’s name, would you feel compelled,

To be a follower, to be a sheep, in some charlatan’s flock?

How absurd to allow any middleman dominion over your true Self.

 

 

 

Take a Sit, Take a Walk

 

Seek out a bodhi tree,

Go out into some desert,

Climb up to a mountain peak,

Sit in corner in your living room,

Or take long ambles around the world,

And do whatever comes to mind,

Until you maybe figure it out.

There are no guarantees,

Only a mystery in all.

 

 

 

Burn, Baby, Burn

 

Let the cosmos,

Let the matrix,

Let the mystery,

Burn within You.

 

 

 

Slaving Away

 

Slave to the man.

Slave to the system.

Slave to the world.

Slave to the universe.

Slave to the matrix.

Slave to the mystery.

Long live Sisyphus.

 

 

 

Ethereal Perceptions

 

What you call your life is really nothing more,

Than an ethereal array of chemically-induced perceptions.

A frame of reference, from which imagination gauges a quantum illusion,

Born of merely five senses – sight, smell, hearing, taste, touch –

 Plugged into a gooey vat of neurons, encased in a skull.

Assumptions beyond counting, are requisite.

Keeps imagination very busy, indeed.

 

 

 

God’s Chosen

 

You imagined God,

And he/she/it in all his/her/its divine mercy and wisdom,

Chose you and your tribe in return.

How providential.

How convenient.

How ridiculous.

How so it goes.

 

 

 

Easter Island Redux

 

Just another Easter Island.

This round on a global scale.

A bit longer timetable, to be sure,

But all too predictable, nonetheless.

Be happy you will not have to endure it.

 

 

 

Oh, for a Rewind Button

 

Do you not wish you could advise your younger self,

To slow down a bit, or even hold off completely,

On some of the choices you were making?

Where is that fucking rewind button?

 

 

 

The Whys and Wherefores of Natural Selection

 

Memory evolved because awareness could not remember anything,

And that was a bit dangerous for critters naturally-selecting survival.

 

 

 

Slow Night in a Bar

 

A tortoise, a snail, and a sloth, were sitting in a bar ...

 

 

 

Who Judges Who?

 

In the spectrum, right to wrong,

Who is right? Who is wrong?

And who does the judging?

 

 

 

Inner Death, Eternal Life

 

From inner death, springs eternal life.

 

 

 

The Boundaries of Imagination

 

No one can ever know more than what imagination imagines.

 

 

 

Prior to Pyramid Schemes

 

The rural class, the working class – and any other classes in the pyramid schemes of caste systems –

Have a lot to learn from the upper class, and the upper class, a great deal to realize about its foundation.

 

 

 

A Shakespearian World

 

A world of dreams, an impromptu play, a Shakespearian festival,

Playing upon all stages, in all times, across this spinning pale blue dot.

A ceaseless, ever-mutating reverie, since the origin of language, so long ago.

In every mind, in every body, no matter the naturally-selected, nature-nurture role,

An award-winning thespian, playing their imaginary part, so earnestly, so believably well.

 

 

 

The Illusory Other

 

What dreamtime could there be, without the illusory other, and all its forms and functions?

 

 

 

Just Reward

 

Relying on absurdity for your worldview will get you the charlatan you deserve.

 

 

 

Be Wary of the Man of One Book

 

Thomas Aquinas … hominem unius libri timeo … I fear the man of a single book.

 

How easy to imagine your book the greatest story ever told, when it is the only one you have ever read. 

 

 

 

The Irony of the Spiritual Quest

 

Every sentient life form has its own version of a world, of a universe; none the same.

The spiritual quest is ultimately a nonsensical nonissue, inspired by fear of the unknowable.

What a different pale blue dot it might well be, if the young were raised to be one with all things.

It might have lent a pause to the absurd destruction and mayhem our kind has wreaked across the world.

Alas that narcissism and hedonism have such a callous grip upon this imaginary-laden moment.

This quantum matrix, permeated by awareness; consciousness nothing more than noise.

 

 

 

A Well-Waxed Slide

 

Covid-19 rocked this our modern world, and has spun the human paradigm into a new phase.

We have passed through the apex as far as the masses go; it will be down the bell curve from here on out.

Factor in all the other Petri dish Earth issues, and add in perpetual proxy wars, trade wars,

Beyond-the-pale technologies, artificial intelligence, and the slide waxes itself.

What to do, where to live, who to align with, are anybody's guess.

Oh, for a time machine to witness the decline and fall.

Oblivion calls, each and every moment.

 

 

 

The Moment’s Grace

 

Freedom.

Redemption.

Salvation.

Deliverance.

Rescue.

Liberation.

Emancipation.

Recovery.

Abandon.

Apology.

Acceptance.

Gratitude.

Benevolence.

Escape.

Discharge.

Release.

Grace.

 Are the moment.

 

 

 

A Fabrication of Imagination

 

Identity is an imaginary construct.

A dream of awareness, of streaming reality.

A fabrication to which imagination resolutely fastens.

It requires the greatest courage of spirit to fathom the moment.

 

 

 

The No-Rewind of Regret

 

There are different levels, different intensities of regret, that take place in any given life.

There are the ones that come about because you somehow said or did something that ruined a relationship.

Or the unavoidable accidents that irrevocably change or impact your health and wellbeing.

But if we are talking about the large choices that are about one’s final destiny,

In that, life’s great challenge is to have no regrets, whatsoever.

To depart content, is the brass ring of dreamtime.

 

 

 

I, Rebel

 

I seem to have been chosen by the Fates to pen this aphoristic work.

And without thought, without hesitation, I accepted the task.

And have kaleidoscoped this imaginary dreamtime,

Ever soaking up, the reference to scribe it.

This vocation, is a very ubiquitous,

Long ‘n wearing ‘n slogging,

Ever-on-and-on-and-on,

Naturally-selected,

Nature-nurtured,

Very laid-back,

Damn the torpedoes,

Full speed ahead, approach.

All just to fathom the mystery in all.

 

 

 

A Long and Winding Road

 

Imagination most certainly has conveyed our kind,

And the entire world about us, and every diversity of creature,

Down a long and winding road of profound ecstasy and merciless agony.

 

 

 

Game Theory

 

Not a good idea to play any game, unless you really know the rules, and are really paying attention.

 

 

 

The Nebulous Mind

 

… Another day in the nebulous …

… Unclear, vague, imprecise, hazy, unformulated, tenuous, indefinable …

… me-myself-and-I of mind …

 

 

 

Facing the Moment

 

Sometimes, you tip-toe-through-the-tulips, through it.

Sometimes, you chop-chop-slice-dice, through it,

Fast or slow, as the given moment subscribes,

In all born into this imagined dreamtime.

 

 

 

Contentment: The Brass Ring

 

Have had more than plethora of adventures.

Plenty of fine dining and sundry other.

Much easier to stay home anymore.

Have far more things than I need, debt-free.

Contentment is the brass ring, and it is on the mantle.

 

 

 

You Only Know Now

 

You only are now, not the imaginary who.

You only are now, not the imaginary what.

You only are now, not the imaginary when.

You only are now, not the imaginary where.

You only are now, not the imaginary why.

You only are now, not the imaginary how.

You only are now, not the imaginary you.

 

You are now … You are awareness … You are mystery … You are eternity.

 

Or so You imagine.

 

 

 

The Wiley Chameleon

 

All the mistakes, all the blunders, that you have made! How is it, that you are still alive?

How is it, that none seem to have had raison d'être enough, to pursue revenge?

To walk freely, without dread of the knife twisting in the back,

Is surely the triumph of any wily chameleon.

 

 

 

Contrary to All Imaginary Notion

 

All imaginary notion to the contrary, You are not your frame of reference.

 

 

 

The Crystal Ball

 

A lot of humans, in a lot of arenas, in whatever timeless remains,

Are going to be living in tents, or on pieces of cardboard,

Pushing carts, collecting treasure, for sale or barter.

 

 

 

The Illusion of Space and Time

 

Monday’s started, Monday’s done.

Tuesday’s started, Tuesday’s done.

Wednesday’s started, Wednesday’s done.

Thursday’s started, Thursday’s done.

Friday’s started, Friday’s done.

Saturday’s started, Saturday’s done.

Sunday’s started, Sunday’s done.

 

On and on, the calendar pages turn and turn again.

… seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years, decades, centuries, millennia, epochs …

Ever tick-tick-ticking the kaleidoscoping cycles of sun and moon and cosmos.

Concepts of space and time, that are not, and have never been real.

All nothing more than the illusion of the mind-body,

Sculpted by the play of natural selection,

Born of a magical mystery.

 

 

 

The Ultimate Answer

 

When it comes to answering the ultimate questions, when it comes to answering the ultimate question,

Science is as blind and deaf and dumb as any other philosophy imagination has ever conceived.

Though it can endlessly observe and experiment, and forever hypothesize and theorize,

It is all the same old hearsay; there is no knowing how this mystery came to be.

One must lucidly scrutinize the awareness, until they are the awareness.

And with that agnostic state, they will simply have to be satisfied.

The unknown is unknowable, and that is just the way it is.

Oh well, so it goes, deal with it, get over it, move on.

Play your imaginary little part, as best ye are able,

And die, alone and ignorant, same as everything else.

The existential morass, will ever be an existential morass.

 

 

 

What It Boils Down To

 

The human paradigm all boils down to vanity and greed.

A cancer chewing on its mother and each other

 Until there is nothing left to chew on.

It is all how and when, not if.

 

 

 

The Sword of Discernment

 

There are plusses and minuses to any given scenario, any given plan.

Any given idea, strategy, proposal, plot, design, blueprint, scheme, sketch.

It is in how they are gauged, that the sword pares the final discernment.

And in that discernment, destiny scribes itself in the quantum sands.

 

 

 

What is Love?

 

Is the love, that that so easily turns to hatred, ever really love?

Is it ever really anything more than imagination given over to enchantment?

Is it really anything more than another round of the mind bent toward tribalistic notion?

Is the ideal we label love, anything more than feel-good chemistry, slathered with imaginary notion?

 

 

 

A Drop in the Boundless Ocean

 

You are but a drop of indivisible awareness in the immeasurable ocean of this ineffable mystery.

The ultimate nature that all manifestation is, is eternally spaceless, eternally timeless.

Without attributes, without direction, without purpose, without meaning, without contradiction.

Savor and endure the ecstasies and agonies of your ephemeral existence while breath allows the synthesis.

 

 

 

Hammering Away

 

This is how the American-English language uses me to hammer at its forge.

 

 

 

All You Are Not

 

You are not your ever-morphing container,

Nor anything it has ever thought or done.

You are not your video of life experiences.

You are not your trainload of vague memories.

You are not your vocation or hobbies or opinions.

You are not your bulky encyclopedia of trivial pursuits.

You are not your unwieldy bag of values, a.k.a., judgments.

And neither, despite all appearances to the contrary, is anyone else.

 

 

 

A Corollary of Yaj Ekim

 

René Descartes:

I think, therefore I am.

 

Yaj Ekim's Corollary:

I think, therefore I think I am.

I imagine, therefore I imagine I am.

You imagine, therefore you imagine you are.

And right-here-right-now, we all are, imagining we all, in space-time are.

An unborn-undying, unrehearsed, Shakespearian theater,

For as long as imagination draws breath.

 

 

 

Your Little Window

 

You got a good roll out of your little window of illusion.

And what happens after you are departed, after you are again ashes and dust,

Is nothing you can do anything about, any more than you could while you were here a-breathing.

 

 

 

Nature-Nurturing the Tabula Rasa

 

What would that tabula-rasa infant-child-adult be,

If no sense of self was – engrained, imbedded, ensconced, rooted –

By the nature-nurture world, in which it was niched.

 

 

 

What It Is, What It Is Not

 

It is whatever it is; it is whatever it is not.

You are whatever it is; You are whatever it is not.

The game is not letting imagination get the better of You.

 

 

 

The Irony, the Paradox

 

Try not to confuse who you think you are,

With what you are, have ever been, will ever be.

With what you are not, have never been, will never be.

 

 

 

My Contribution

 

This is this lifetime’s contribution to the human paradigm.

Take it or leave it; please try not to hurt or kill anyone over it.

Please do not make it into some creed, it was never meant to be.

You can thank me, or scourge me, as befits the endgame’s narration.

 

 

 

The Point and Purpose

 

Is a blow job really a form of eating-your-young cannibalism?

And not necessarily a bad thing for the big bang it gives the lucky recipient.

But not something that will continue naturally-selecting away,

The point and purpose of the sexual act itself.

You are not here, dreaming away,

Because other options were not available.

 

 

 

The Storytellers

 

First story.

His story.

Her story.

Its story.

My story.

Your story.

Their story.

Our story.

A story.

The story.

Null story.

Mu story.

All stories.

Last story.

No stories.

 

 

 

My View of Punctuation

 

A period is a stop.

A comma, a pause.

A hyphen, a connector.

A semi-colon, a deviation.

A question mark, an uncertainty.

An exclamation mark, an interruption.

A parenthesis, an enclosure.

A bracket, a cell.

 

 

 

The Fall of Eden

 

Before imagination and language coupled,

Our ancestors were all alone in their clannish consortiums.

Completely unaware, oblivious, to any other version the jungle but their own.

And from the moment sound morphed into the first concept,

The human paradigm departed the garden.

And the world shuddered.

 

 

 

God, in a Nutshell

 

How could God create all this, without being all of it, all the while?

 

 

 

Pay Close Attention

 

Look at a clock.

Notice how the hands move.

And You do not.

 

 

 

Eyes and Ears

 

Me and all the other seers,

Churning out the same memorandum,

To the rare few fated with eyes to see, ears to hear.

 

 

 

A Good Roll

 

Got a good roll out of my little window of illusion.

And what happens after I am departed, after I am ashes and dust,

Is nothing I can do anything about, any more than I could while in the flesh.

 

 

 

What Need for Worship?

 

The so-called spiritual quest is ultimately a nonsensical nonissue,

Inspired by imagination’s fear of, and curiosity about, the unknowable unknown.

The right here, the right now –now-ing away –in this very timeless moment.

The same awareness in every sentient being’s mystery-born creation.

 

No need to worship what you already are.

 

You honor it by being it.

 

A higher state of worship cannot be known.

 

 

 

You Are Prior to All

 

You are the mystery.

You are the awareness.

You are prior to consciousness.

You are prior to the quantum matrix.

You are prior to the moment.

You are prior to all.

 

 

 

No Touching the Awareness

 

You can explore and dance the quantum theater,

As much as you please, for as long as the mind-body allows,

But you will never touch, not even once, the awareness permeating all.

 

 

 

The Awakeness of All Sentience

 

Awareness is the ‘awakeness’ of all sentience, of all creation, small to great.

The ‘awakeness’ of the indelible, indivisible quantum matrix; of stardust, come unto ‘life’.

It is the eternal eye of the unknown, prior to all manifestation ever-changing,

And whatever dreams, they in spontaneous combustion, inspire.

 

 

 

The Point of All This Chitchat

 

All this philosophical chitchat, is not at all about yet another absurd, idolatrous belief system.

It is about the very real, very much in the moment, prior-to-consciousness awareness, You truly are.

There is nobody to follow, there is no confining dogmatic groupthink, there is no transaction fee.

All any need do, is pay attention to the given moment, as the mystery kaleidoscopes ever on.

It is very much a solitary mosey for those who have the wit and strength to stand alone.

It is very much an agnostic, existential stance, requiring no fallacious conclusions.

All one needs do, is be as free as the imaginary mind and mortal vessel allow.

 

 

 

Where Oh Where?

 

Where in the moment does time reside?

Where in the moment does existence reside?

Where in the moment does knowledge reside?

Where in the moment does imagination reside?

Where in the moment does the cosmos reside?

Where in the moment does quantum reside?

Where in the moment does mind reside?

Where in the moment do You reside?

 

 

 

Beyond All Comprehension

 

Whether or not, there was a beginning to all beginnings,

Whether or not, there will be an end to all ends,

Even deities-on-high vainly wonder.

 

 

 

That Mystery Which You Are

 

There is only one dimension, only one matrix, only one quantum sea.

And who knows how many universes, envisioned by how many sentient creations.

Indelible, indivisible, unfathomable, ineffable, within that infinity, which herein is called mystery.

That awareness, which is harbor to all potentials, that which is witness to all eternity.

That which is eternity; that which is You, prior to all things quantum.

 

 

 

The World is Your Pearl

 

What in your cosmos, in your lifetime walkabout,

Has not taught you many somethings about this mystery?

Has not brought you to this singular moment of eternal reflection?

You are reading this, because the seeds of Self were planted in your destiny.

What more is there to do, but wander aimlessly for whatever dreamtime is proffered.

Fulfilling your moment, with whatever calls, in the serendipity ahead.

 

 

 

Be Here, Be Now

 

You are the mystery.

You are the sentience.

You are the awareness.

You are the infinite.

You are the infinitesimal.

You are the indivisible.

You are the ineffable.

You are the indelible.

You are the ineffaceable.

You are the immaculate.

You are the unfathomable.

You are the spaceless.

You are the timeless.

You are the totality.

You are the absolute.

You are the omniscient.

You are the omnipresent.

You are the omnipotent.

You are the creator.

You are the preserver.

You are the destroyer.

You are the witness.

You are the matrix.

You are this right here.

You are this right now.

You are the moment.

You are the eternal.

You were never born.

You will never die.

Be here, be now.

 

 

 

The Unifying Principal

 

The totality is very much entirely awake, within and without, prior to all priors, beyond all beyonds.

All physics theories only vainly attempt to encapsulate the illusory quantum matrix.

The unifying principal is not some scholarly chalkboard equation.

Nor is it a symbol; nor is it a pithy statement.

It is the one and only moment.

It is the indefinable, ineffable mystery.

It is the timeless awareness, the right-here-right-now.

It is the sentience, the wakefulness, the alertness, the attentiveness,

Pervading the ether through which earth-wind-water-fire every moment kaleidoscope.

 

 

 

The Seed of Doubt

 

None can point the way to those who lack the seed of doubt.

 

 

 

The One in All, the All in One

 

It is not your mystery, or my mystery.

It is not your awareness, or my awareness.

It is not your moment, or my moment.

It is not your dream, or my dream.

It is not your Gaia, or my Gaia.

 

It is our mystery, our awareness, our moment, our dream, our Gaia.

 

 

 

An Agnostic Stance

 

Vain collusions aside, how can anyone truly know,

Whether or not there is some supreme deity or deities on high?

Truly, an agnostic stance is the most rational any mind can hope to achieve.

If there is more to it than meets the sensory field, fine; if it is just a one-trick pony, fine.

The challenge before all, is to play out their given dreamtime, as well as their temporal destinies allow.

If there is more to it, you will know soon enough; if not, so it goes, ta-ta forever more.

 

 

 

Discerning the Moment

 

When you truly discern that none of it ultimately real or lasting,

You will find desire and fear and dread, no longer govern the day-to-day.

That the dreamtime of the prior-to-consciousness awareness is timeless, changeless.

The you saturated in every variety of limitation born of the given nature-nurture conditioning,

Becomes the indivisible, unborn-undying You; that which is prior to all conception.

Not necessarily an easier dream, but one that offers greater detachment.

 

 

 

Nothing Has Ever Been the Same

 

This moment is no different than it has ever been, in any ever then.

Nor will it ever be at all different in any ever future when.

In truth, nothing has ever been, exactly the same.

Vanish into the awareness, the sentience,

And be the You, You truly are.

 

 

 

Be Right Here, Be Right Now

 

You are the mystery.

You are the moment.

You are the sentience.

You are the awareness.

You are the indivisible.

You are this right here.

You are this right now.

You are the ineffable.

You were never born.

You will never die.

Be here, be now.

 

 

 

The Awareness of the Totality

 

The cosmos is very much aware, within and without, prior to all priors, beyond all beyonds.

 

 

 

We Got It Covered

 

No doubt there is more than likely-probably some sound or two for that thingamajig, too.

You see it, you hear it, you taste it, you smell it, you feel it, you imagine it – we got it covered.

No thingamabob, gizmo, doodad, doohickey, widget, whatsit, thingummy, hoojamaflip, goes without.

 

 

 

The True Church

 

Awareness is the true church.

In its temple, its chapel, its cathedral, its basilica, its minster, its synagogue, its mosque, its cave.

In the rectory of the mystery’s eternal solitude,

You are.

 

 

 

The Choiceless Choice

 

The choiceless choice is yours to compose, yours to marshal.

Persevere according to your own self-absorbed volition,

With all the afflictions consciousness encompasses.

Or give yourself over to the dimensionless presence of Self,

Your true nature, the inexplicable essence of all that is, of all that is not.

 

 

 

The Indifferent Moment

 

Eternity, the moment, the timeless now, is indifferent to your imaginary absurdities.

 

 

 

How It All Seems to Moi

 

How it all seems to moi, is what these many thoughts, these many titles, are about.

Whether or not, they are anything the dreamtime’s future, will be in any way interested,

Is nothing this mind’s vanity, can more than pipe-smoking speculate, in its dystopian musings.

 

 

 

Martyrdom’s Futility

 

Martyrdom is something for which most are likely ill-suited.

Rest assured, when it gets down to the brassiest of tacks,

When it gets down to a choice between you and them,

Few people will give a rat’s furred ass about you,

Any more than you do about most all of them.

True selflessness, without a hint of vanity;

How rare is that, upon this Planet of the Apes?

 

 

 

What is Freedom?

 

What are the attributes of freedom?

The freedom to do what you please.

The freedom to say what you please.

The freedom to view what you please.

The freedom to think what you please.

The freedom to explore what you please.

The freedom to wander where you please.

The freedom to allow what you please.

The freedom to be what you please.

The freedom to be full.

The freedom to be empty.

The freedom to not be at all.

 

 

 

The Incorruptible Awareness

 

When you see what you truly are, what you truly are not,

What remains but the ineffable awareness,

Untainted by dreamtime.

 

 

 

An Imaginary Existence

 

The awareness of existence, the moment, is too ethereal to be more than imagined.

 

 

 

The Stillborn of Duality

 

No word, no symbol, no ritual, no tradition, no prophet, no deity, is sacred to the ultimate.

Self-interest breeds a logic screened through too many filters to be at all predictable.

Avoid moral dilemmas and quagmires; good and evil are the stillborn of duality.

 

 

 

Eternal Freedom

 

Nature-nurture frames every mind to play out one dream-identity or another.

In discerning this truth, the secular mind can be recalibrated,

Into the eternal mind, into the eternal life.

Eternal freedom is an ageless walkabout unto thy Self.

 

 

 

Forbidden Fruit

 

The fruit of knowledge was never forbidden by any supreme deity.

It is just humankind’s naturally-selected choiceless destiny,

To imagine its way to its inevitable self-destruction.

 

 

 

The Unbidden Fate

 

Though all that is, is the indivisibility of the quantum dreamtime,

Few clearly discern the ever-present, unborn-undying state.

Many are called, few are chosen, fewer still volunteer.

 

 

 

Marooned in Illusion

 

It is but a world-wide collusion of imagination.

Every mind a unique spin of its nature-nurtured frame of reference.

All hypnotized, all mesmerized, by a dreamtime reality, only the rarest minds can discern,

And even they are swept up in this delusional, Shakespearian, théâtre absurde.

This whirling-twirling pale blue dot, upon which all are marooned.

 

 

 

The Daily Wander

 

Another day of rambling the quantum fever.

Bantering with your Self in whatever nooks and crannies are wandered.

Talking about, kicking around, hashing out, thrashing out, chewing over, every varietyu of this and that,

Learning and unlearning every rank of mind gorp, that death will someday wash away,

No matter how profound or clever, no matter how astute or shrewd.

 

 

 

The Clarity of Awareness

 

Toss out the watches and clocks and calendars, and digital displays, from your mind.

Dwell in the clarity of the timeless awareness of the ineffable unborn-undying moment.

 

 

 

Dusty Puffery

 

To believe this dusty cosmos really matters, is but ironic delusion,

In the paradoxical puffery of the quantum matrix’s théâtre absurde.

 

 

 

The Sons and Daughters of God

 

Why believe only one son of God ever walked on earth,

When so many sons, and daughters, are wandering about.

 

 

 

The Pathless Trek

 

Human consciousness is always imagining itself more than it can ever be.

It is not through words, through labels, through descriptions,

That kinks in any given mind will be worked out.

Meditation of the zen-ish sort, is the only real therapy,

For those who would be free of imagination’s unrelenting tyranny.

Contemplation, reflection, consideration, introspection, rumination, concentration,

Deliberation, pondering, musing, are the ways and means, along the earnest seeker’s pathless trek.

 

 

 

A Gift to the Future

 

I have done my best with this work,

To leave something that is as great a vision,

As this mind-body and linguistic aptitude can muster.

As great a revelation as technology and times for a time allow.

Attempting in so many ways to fashion it nondualistically all-inclusive.

Something that will worm its way through the harsh age ahead,

Into a more rational, equitable, notion of humankind,

And its relationship with the natural world,

And the mystery that is source to all.

And to always try to remember,

That it is not at all about,

The little me who put it into play.

Rather, the big me, who is the You in all.

 

Best wishes, rotsa ruck, and apologies for the world we left You

 

 

 

Eternity, Centerstage

 

A Shakespearian theater.

You, perpetuity's ineffable thespian.

Intangible, indelible, indivisible, unborn-undying.

Playing every part, every moment, to incomparable perfection.

On every impromptu centerstage, no matter the exterior, no matter the interior,

It is all about the same You.

 

 

 

False Expectations

 

If you expect someone who abides in a boundless state,

To behave in some prescribed manner, some ordained fashion,

That is your own assumption, your own projection, your own delusion.

And you may well be disappointed, frustrated, annoyed, seething, even enraged,

Or worse yet, succumb to yet another mesmerizing, nonsensical groupthink.

Another inconsequential bottleneck created by timebound imagination.

Is it any wonder, really, why so many seers disappear into caves,

Very much alone, very much at home, very much at peace.

 

 

 

True Believers, All

 

We are all are true believers.

Each in our own personalized mind-body-spirit ways.

 Conditioned, persuaded, convinced, programmed, brainwashed, indoctrinated, molded.

Hypnotized, mesmerized, spellbound, captivated, enthralled, absorbed,

By whatever nature-nurture has spawned and cultivated us.

The senses crafting our imaginary universes,

Every kaleidoscoping moment.

 

Only in pure, unsullied awareness, can You be free.

 

 

 

Yes, We Are All the Same You

 

Yes, we are all the same witness.

Yes, we are all the same sentience.

Yes, we are all the same awareness.

Yes, we are all the same alertness.

Yes, we are all the same omnipresence.

Yes, we are all the same cosmos.

Yes, we are all the same world.

Yes, we are all the same quantum.

Yes, we are all the same indivisible.

Yes, we are all the same ocean.

Yes, we are all the same nature.

Yes, we are all the same omniscience.

Yes, we are all the same eternity.

Yes, we are all the same here.

Yes, we are all the same now.

Yes, we are all the same moment.

Yes, we are all the same perpetuity.

Yes, we are all the same indelibility.

Yes, we are all the same infinity.

Yes, we are all the same soul.

Yes, we are all the same oneness.

Yes, we are all the same spirit.

Yes, we are all the same divinity.

Yes, we are all the same illusion.

Yes, we are all the same omnipotence.

Yes, we are all the same mystery.

Yes, we are all the same You.

 

 

 

Entitlement v. Darwin

 

How can anyone ever be totally prepared for chaos?

Especially rough for those domesticated by entitlement.

Gaia always boils down to Darwin 101: Adapt or succumb.

And spin into that unforgiving, pitiless equation,

A pale blue dot slathered with apes,

Vying for supremacy.

Vanity

Greed

Imagination unleashed.

 

 

 

Seekers All

 

Life seeks life.

Strength seeks strength.

Weakness seeks weakness.

Comedy seeks comedy.

Tragedy seeks tragedy.

Intelligence seeks intelligence.

Absurdity seeks absurdity.

Futility seeks futility.

Paradox seeks paradox.

Irony seeks irony.

Ecstasy seeks ecstasy.

Agony seeks agony.

Love seeks love.

Hate seeks hate.

Wisdom seeks wisdom.

Bliss seeks bliss.

Death seeks all.

 

 

 

Perpetual War Since the Beginning

 

Humankind has always been at war, has always competed full-tilt, and we always will.

You can take the monkey out of the jungle, but you cannot take the jungle out of the monkey.

Four billion-year-old, naturally-selected, nature-nurtured software, for which no update is possible.

 


 

The Illusion of All Boundaries

 

Where exactly is the defining edge of the drop that you think, you believe, you are,

That is at all separate from the cosmos, the electromagnetic spectrum,

The quantum ground, the matrix, the ether, the awareness,

The ineffable mystery, that you truly are.

 

 

 

Too Boggling for Words

 

Every quantum across this mystery, is exactly where it is,

To play out its timeless, indivisible role in the theater,

You and every other sentient being is perceiving.

 

 

 

The Same in All

 

The dimensions may be different,

But the sentience, the awareness, the totality, the mystery,

Is the same in all.

 

 

 

This Fine Day

 

The awareness of existence is too ethereal to be more than imagined.

So, what will your ethereal imagination do through You, this fine day?

 

 

 

A Once-Upon-A-Time Mirage

 

Your existence is a mind-built dream,

An imaginary projection of desire and fear and dread.

Discern and embrace the ineffable, prior-to-consciousness awareness,

And know that you are the mystery, centerstage, in a temporal once-upon-a-time mirage.

 

 

 

The Illusion of Permanence

 

The illusion of permanence is a delusional weaving born of timebound imagination.

No manifestation can withdraw or abstain, from the ever-present, kaleidoscoping quantum matrix.

Only in the sentience of pure awareness, can the eternal mystery be agnostically fathomed.

 

 

 

... Remember … Forget … Remember …

 

… Wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… Wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… Wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… Wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

… Wake up … remember … go to sleep … forget …

 

 

 

The Eternal Thespian

 

A Shakespearian theater.

You, perpetuity's ineffable thespian.

Intangible, indelible, indivisible, unborn-undying.

Playing every role, every single moment, to unrivaled perfection.

 

 

 

Empty Assertions

 

Whatever you think you know, whatever you think you understand,

Is merely the absurd self-deception of a delusional mind caught in illusion.

The essential nature, the indelible You, is prior to all knowledge and understanding.

All manifestation only exists because You are present to witness the mind-body perceptions.

The dream of space-time is nothing more than impromptu spontaneous combustion.

There is no point asking who or what or where or when or why or how,

Because imagination can only answer with empty assertions,

Having no reality in the timeless quantum matrix.

To give it name or meaning is pointless.

Shakespeare a la extempore,

With a hearty splash of so it goes.

 

 

 

The Magic Carpet of Imagination

 

Continuity is imagination’s fallacious delusion, over the mind-body’s sensory-born illusion.

The delusion fashioned by its intoxication with the vague perceptions,

The frame of reference, posted on its neuron trails.

It is the deception, the irony and paradox, of consciousness,

In its usurpation of the awareness, its usurpation of the timeless moment,

To seemingly fly through the eternal stillness, upon its magic carpet of space and time.

It is Shakespearian cuisine, upon a quantum stage, whereupon the mystery-born sentience, forges all.

 

 

 

Eternal Speculation

 

The mystery has never been able to more than speculate how it came to be.

In every venue across whatever dimensions are out there,

No manifestation has ever discerned,

Its origin, nor its end.

So it goes.

 

 

 

Embracing the Mystery

 

When all purpose and meaning is set aside,

You naturally return to the momentary awareness,

Free of the ball and chain of psychological gamesmanship.

To discern and own this peaceful, dreamlike freedom,

Fosters an inward simplicity, a detached humility,

A modesty, an austerity, a clarity, an integrity,

An embracing of the mystery of beingness.

 

 

 

What Doubt Unleashes

 

The grand illusion will manifest whatever experiences are fated.

Whatever tempts You into believing space and time real.

Only those with the greatest doubt will not waver,

In their walkabout to discern the unborn-undying totality.

 

 

 

The One-Bookers

 

The harvests of those subscribing to just one, so-called holy book, are endless waves of absurdity.

Across this dust ball, the one-bookers vie for an imaginary supremacy,

That has no ultimate reality, whatsoever.

What need for any religion, any dogma, any idolatry,

For those who discern the mystery of awareness within and without.

 

 

 

The Centerstage You

 

On every impromptu centerstage,

No matter the exterior, no matter the interior,

It is all the same You.

 

 

 

The Pathless Less Traveled

 

Consciousness fabricates space-time,

But is not what You really are,

Nor what You really are not.

To trek prior to consciousness,

To wander the pathless less traveled,

Requires a discerning, a doubting, mettle.

 

 

 

Heaven on Earth

 

To acutely, profoundly realize:

That You, in truth, do not ‘know’ anything;

That all You think You know, is but imaginary perceptions;

That all You think You know, is but quantum encoding in the neural processor;

Offers liberation into the momentary starkness of eternity.

For those searching for eternal salvation, there it is.

The momentary awareness is the brass ring.

Unborn-undying, indivisible, ineffable.

Heaven on Earth, indeed, indeed.

 

 

 

Purpose and Meaning

 

Does any other sentient being on this spinning orb, or any other,

Require meaning and purpose to get through, to endure, its given existence?

The jury has left the building, on whether to gauge the human species illustrious or pathetic.

Imagination is source of all things, that have no harbor in pure sentience.

Awareness has no need of purpose, no need of meaning.

The timeless moment is ever fulfilled.

 

 

 

Just a Moment Away

 

Despite the fact, that there are no constraints, no binds, no dilemmas, whatsoever,

It is the most challenging thing, in all of this futile, pointless existence,

For the human mind to unstick, to release, to pry, to free,

Its essential Self, from its imaginary self.

The momentary awareness, cannot be grasped.

 

 

 

You Call This a Plan?

 

Is it intelligent design?

Is it reasoned design?

Is it sensible design?

Is it rational design?

Is it random design?

Is it irrational design?

Is it fallacious design?

Or is it any design at all?

 

 

 

The Unshackled Mind

 

The mystery is too mysterious, too esoteric, too irrational, too absurd,

To ever make any sense, to minds bent on trying to make sense of it all.

Only those who have given up completely, who have surrendered entirely,

Can harvest the fruit of doubt, and unshackle from their imaginary quandary.

 

 

 

The Mystery in a Drop

 

Way back when, Rumi etched: You are not a drop in the ocean; you are the entire ocean in a drop.

Yaj Ekim’s corollary: You are not a drop in the mystery; you are the entire mystery in a drop.

One drop is inconsequential, but all together, are omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscient.

Whatever the entirety of this spaceless, timeless, ineffable mystery, You are a centerstage in it.

A space-bound-time-bound, naturally-selected witness, to a Shakespearian theater of imaginary design.

 

 

 

High Order Delusion

 

To earnestly believe anything you do, have done, or will do,

Is going to change anything, in any meaningful way,

Is fallacious delusion of the highest order.

 

 

 

Witness to the Faceless

 

If you cannot be paradoxical,

If you cannot be dubious,

If you cannot be incredulous,

If you cannot be skeptical,

If you cannot be agnostic,

If you cannot be enigmatic,

If you cannot be irrational,

If you cannot be nonsensical,

If you cannot be sardonic,

If you cannot be doubtful,

If you cannot be peculiar,

If you cannot be outrageous,

If you cannot be atypical,

If you cannot be unbelieving,

If you cannot be cynical,

If you cannot be absurd,

If you cannot be uncertain,

If you cannot be disbelieving,

If you cannot be ironic,

 

How can you witness your faceless?

 

 

 

Imagination Cares, Awareness Cares Not

 

Infinite or infinitesimal, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Spiritual or agnostic, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Clean or dirty, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Live or die, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Wealthy or poor, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Alive or dead, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Believer or atheist, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Subtle or blatant, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Kind or cruel, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Sane or insane, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Straight or gay, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Sage or fool, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Fast or slow, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Do or do not, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Long or short, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Succeed or fail, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Love or hate, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Still or moving, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Real or unreal, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Tit or tat, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

For or against, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Up or down, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Around or through, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Clear or unclear, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Fat or thin, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Strong or weak, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Gratis or priceless, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Hard or soft, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Give or take, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

To or from, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Wise or foolish, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Beautiful or ugly, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Big or small, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Known or unknown, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Fore or aft, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Awake or asleep, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Heavy or light, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Rich or poor, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Awake or asleep, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

True or false, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Ecstasy or agony, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

First or last, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Creative or destructive, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Full or empty, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Sweet or bitter, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Loud or quiet, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Straight or rounded, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Bright or dim, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Well or unwell, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Astute or obtuse, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Like or unlike, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Appealing or revolting, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Clear or opaque, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Thick or thin, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Brave or cowardly, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Sweet or sour, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Equal or lopsided, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

King or slave, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Queen or whore, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Expansive or contractive, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Soft or harsh, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Young or old, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Male or female, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Honest or dishonest, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Wild or tame, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Early or late, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Pure or foul, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Cautious or reckless, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Hit or miss, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Lead or follow, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

High or low, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Naive or cynical, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Truth or lie, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Deep or shallow, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Open or closed, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Rational or absurd, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Near or far, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Singular or dual, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

In or out, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Free or imprisoned, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Yes or no, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Attached or detached, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Course or fine, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

All or none, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Shiny or dull, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Smart or stupid, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Tall or short, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Forward or backward, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Before or after, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Selfless or selfish, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

One or two, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Within or without, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Yay or nay, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Close or distant, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Normal or weird, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Wet or dry, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Hot or cold, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Constant or fickle, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Positive or negative, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Happy or sad, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Fair or unfair, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Over or under, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Similar or different, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Loose or tight, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Plus or minus, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Above or below, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Inside or outside, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Simple or complex, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Black or white, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Smooth or coarse, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Wide or narrow, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Gentle or cruel, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Humble or vain, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

On or off, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Here or there, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Have or have not, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Sharp or dull, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Good or bad, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Right or wrong, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Everything or nothing, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Something or nothing, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

White or black, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

Light or dark, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

This or that, imagination cares, awareness cares not.

 

Awareness holds on to nothing; why do You?

 

 

 

The Clock in the Sky

 

The clock on-high, in the sky, tick-tick-ticking every day away.

How would we measure time, how would we gauge time,

If not for the consistency of sun and moon and stars?

Would time even pretend to exist without them?

Would we imagine we exist without them?

Could we imagine we exist without them?

Should we imagine we exist with them?

 

 

 

No Assertion Required

 

At some point there is really no need to even assert “I Am.”

Just being the momentary awareness, just breathing in, breathing out,

Is far more than enough, in a very supercalifragilisticexpialidocious sort of way.

 

 

 

As Near as It Is Far

 

The awareness is as near as it is far.

The awareness permeates all genesis.

The awareness permeates all oblivion.

The everything and the nothing are one.

The everything and the nothing are You.

 

 

 

Rubs Aplenty

 

To see what cannot be seen,

To hear what cannot be heard,

To taste what cannot be tasted,

To smell what cannot be smelled,

To touch what cannot be touched,

To think what cannot be thought,

Now there, are a cluster of rubs,

Rubbing away, a rub-less way.

 

 

 

The Solitude of Eternity

 

It can indeed, be a long and winding,

Oft times lonely walkabout,

This calling to grapple the mystery.

Until one perhaps discerns the indivisible matrix,

Through which all time-bound linear perceptions kaleidoscope,

Is, has ever been, will ever be, the indelible, ineffable solitude, of all eternity.

Which is, of course, the unutterable aloneness of You, this very singular, very timeless moment.

 

 

 

Shakespeare Live

 

Imagination dominates the human mind; it has usurped the awareness of the sentience.

What do you want to be when you grow up? a question the young are oftentimes asked by adults.

Human conditioning is ever about aspiring to various functions; when naught, is literally all, all really are.

Those with ambition are acclaimed; those who have no purpose, no meaning, are sidelined.

The rare few take the query to its frontiers, and become critical thinkers.

Skeptics, cynics, doubters, nonbelievers, agnostics.

And discern the truth of this mystery.

That they are the mystery.

And meander amongst the bustling masses,

Observing the theatrics – Shakespeare live – detached and free.

 

 

 

It Is All Just Happening

 

The indivisible entirety is no more responsible for this illusion,

Than any ocean is for its surface, its depths,

Or the play of its waves,

Upon any number of shorelines.

 

 

 

Do Not Be Fooled

 

To you who yearn for the ultimate freedom,

You are all buddhas, you are all christs.

You are every mystic seer and master,

This illusory cosmos has ever known.

You are your own timeless companion.

Do not be fooled into believing otherwise.

 

 

 

The Scythians Are Coming!

 

In his The Unabridged Devil's Dictionary, Ambrose Bierce, defined Cynic,

As a blackguard, whose faulty vision sees things as they are, not as they ought to be.

Oh my god! The Scythians are coming! The Scythians are coming to pluck out your eyeballs!

 

 

 

A Sea of Metaphors

 

What is what is consciousness, what is imagination, what is Gaia, but a sea of metaphors.

Figures of speech that, for rhetorical effect, directly refer to one thing by mentioning another.

That may provide (or obscure) clarity or identify hidden similarities between two different ideas.

Metaphors paint one concept with the brush of another, revealing hidden connections,

Or sometimes obscuring clarity to create a likeness or a vivid analogy.

Comparable with other types of figurative language,

Such as, antithesis and hyperbole and metonymy and simile.

Figures of speech, figurative expressions, images, tropes, symbols, parables,

Analogies, comparisons, allegories, emblems, word paintings, word pictures, literary conceits.

 

 

A Metaphor for All Time: The Seven Ages of Man

 

All the world's a stage,

And all the men and women merely Players;

They have their exits and their entrances,

And one man in his time plays many parts,

His Acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,

Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms.

Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel

And shining morning face, creeping like snail

Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,

Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad

Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier,

Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,

Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel,

Seeking the bubble reputation

Even in the cannon's mouth. And then the justice,

In fair round belly with good capon lined,

With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,

Full of wise saws and modern instances;

And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts

Into the lean and slippered pantaloon,

With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;

His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide

 For his shrunk shank, and his big manly voice,

Turning again toward childish treble, pipes

And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,

That ends this strange eventful history,

Is second childishness and mere oblivion,

Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.

 

Jaques (a.k.a., William Shakespeare), As You Like It, Act II, Scene VII, Line 139

 

 

 

The Challenge of Letting Go

 

Consciousness is infused with the desire to have, to hold, to take, to own,

To possess, to enjoy, to keep, to retain, to gather, to collect, to amass, to marshal,

To acquire, to occupy, to control, to dominate, to influence, to muster, to collect, to seize.

To release, to unleash, to unchain, to unfetter, to meander empty,

Is the challenge for any given mind.

 

 

 

Rhetorical Design

 

The human species, despite all its imaginary rhetoric to the contrary,

Is no different than any other biology this garden world,

Has ever through natural selection devised.

 

 

 

No Time Like the Present

 

There is no time like present.

 

 

 

World War Darwin

 

Gaia has always been in World War Darwin.

Every creature has always started any given day not knowing,

Whether or not it would survive, much less thrive.

 

 

 

The Neural Matrix

 

The neural matrix is but pure, unadulterated awareness …

Nature-nurture – genetically-mutated-hardwired – to be the matrix mystery.

That which is acclaimed, for which, few humans, truly-long-happen, in their imaginary cosmos:

 To be the nothingness it is … To be the nothingness You are.

 

 

 

The Abyss of Judgment

 

The human specter, in all its imaginary quandaries, seems, in large part, to be all about endless judgment.

Endless – opinions, attitudes, appraisals, beliefs, outlooks, feelings – about everyone, everything.

And the consequences of that endlessness, can range from shrug, to destruction and death.

The Planet of the Apes, has always been in conflict with itself, and all things Gaia.

Every mind, a gummy quagmire, filled with every imaginable appraisal,

And there is no way to remedy the naturally-selected Darwinian juggernaut.

 

 

 

The Deceits Parables Weave

 

All cults, all sects, all religions, kick off with one parable or another,

That some storyteller spins, oral or written, into a mythology,

That entrances, enough true believers, enough sheeples,

To together, groupthink a narrative for the ages.

Those with direct perception, do not require stories.

 

 

 

Discerning Courage Required

 

Every culture molds individual conformity,

To whatever mythos it prescribes.

It takes discerning courage,

To discover, to be, what You truly are.

There is no freedom, incarnating a prescribed life.

 

 

 

Wielding It All Together

 

Across this pale blue dot garden, minds cling in every way-shape-form,

To the obliviousness of imagination’s uncountabledivisions.

Witness the many intolerances, great and small,

Rational and irrational, good and evil,

Intelligent and senseless, wise and foolish.

Discern the common essence within all imaginary differences,

And wield them together into the infinite singularity, from which all illusion is created.

 

 

 

A Stoic Detachment

 

What do all human belief systems seem to be about,

But an innate, naturally-selected, self-absorbed craving,

To believe we truly are – for every rationale under the sun –

Somehow significant, somehow important, somehow cherished,

Somehow precious, by this boundless, timeless, impenetrable cosmos,

That seems to be, for all reasoned observation, indifferent to our existence.

Whether or not, there is some deity out there tracking everything,

Evaluating, judging, our every thought, our every deed,

Is a question that haunts the many if not most,

Unable to realize a stoic detachment.

 

 

 

Always a Step Behind

 

Everything You perceive,

Everything You think,

Everything you see,

Everything You do,

Everything You know,

Everything You believe,

Everything You hope,

Everything You love,

Everything You hate,

Everything You accept,

Everything You deny,

Everything You give,

Everything You take,

Everything You realize,

Everything You dream,

Everything You recall,

Everything You admire,

Everything You deride,

Everything You possess,

Everything You cherish,

Everything You judge,

Is nothing more than imagination,

Is always but a dreamer shadowing the moment,

Is nothing more than electrical impulses racing along neural pathways.

 

Only in the stillness of unadorned awareness, can You know, can You be, the timeless eternity You are.

 

 

 

Is the Future Ready?

 

Self-reliance, grit, gumption, work ethic, critical thinking, the ability to stand alone.

Is what it took for the human paradigm to arrive at this moment in time.

Is the future ready to take over the world we have left it?

What will it be like to be born into a Ponzi scheme forever undone?

 

 

 

The Sands of Time Have No Memory

 

Any life and its destiny, is but an imaginary dream,

Instantly forgotten in this quantum mirage.

The sands of time have no memory.

 

 

 

What It Is

 

There is nothing to argue; nothing to prove.

It is what it is; you are what you are.

And it is all one in the same.

 

 

 

How Is That Working for You?

 

Maintaining an existence,

You no longer care about,

No longer have desire for,

No longer have energy for,

How is that working for you?

 

 

 

The Quantum-Awakened

 

The quantum-awakened, turn sand into gold, coal into diamonds, water into wine.

 

 

 

The Inner Journey

 

It is up to any would-be philosopher-mystic, drawn to the great game,

To from podium speak his/her mind – to take up their philosophical gauntlets –

And sally forth every serendipitous thought, their minds have been nature-nurtured to utter.

In any-and-all dimensions, this indelibly ineffable, mystery elephant – called by many names – ordains.

To unveil his/her mind’s eye, to share the reasonings, encapsulating the unveiling of their wander.

The journey, all their many thoughts – the imaginings – their mortal mind’s destiny calls.

The trek through illusion – ever inquiring into the truth of their beingness –

Until fate slides the door open, to the only possible conclusion,

That You are indeed, ineradicably, That I Am.

 

 

 

The Ether of Oblivion

 

… Earth … Wind … Water … Fire …

Intertwined in every conceivable genre pax.

In the Ether of Nothingness … oblivion’s marrow.

 

 

 

An Imaginary Reality

 

You are the indescribable, indivisible, indelible, unborn-undying awareness,

Witnessing consciousness frolicking about a quantum matrix.

Stardust shrouded in every imaginable form,

Imagining the ecstasies and agonies of existence real.

 

 

 

The Last Will and Testament

 

The very serendipitous – day-to-day of random folks – whose paths I crossed,

Were casually given business cards, with website name and address.

And before that, who knows how many pilfered copies,

Through the side door at the Kinko’s in Chico.

There is no knowing how far, how wide, or for what duration,

Future imagination-driven times, will choose to allow, this freely-offered serum,

From a scribe who pretty much made it his last hobby, his last distraction, his last will and testament.

 

You are the unborn-undying awareness.

You are the anonymous all-pervading.

You are the overwhelming unknown.

You are the ineffaceable That I Am.

You are the indecipherable enigma.

You are the incomprehensible now.

You are the indescribable mystery.

You are the inscrutable witness.

You are the boundless present.

You are the inexplicable eye.

You are the irradicable here.

You are the ineffable now.

You are the indelible You.

You are the glimmering.

You are the twinkling.

You are the moment.

You are the instant.

You are spaceless.

You are timeless.

You are infinity.

You are eternity.

Be anonymous.

Be boundless.

Be spaceless.

Be timeless.

Be present.

Be eternal.

Be totality.

Be infinite.

Be indelible.

Be ineffable.

Be nameless.

Be indivisible.

Be irradicable.

Be inscrutable.

Be inexplicable.

Be ineffaceable.

Be unfathomable.

 

Right here, right now.

 

Bam!

 

 

 

The Eternal One

 

You are the tabula rasa.

You are the moment.

You are the sentience.

You are the awareness.

You are the twinkling.

You are the instant.

You are the existence.

You are the consciousness.

You are the being.

You are the vigilance.

You are the chirpiness.

You are the occurrence.

You are the life.

You are the dynamism.

You are the vivaciousness.

You are the vigor.

You are the mindfulness.

You are the focus.

You are the animation.

You are the manifestation.

You are the energy.

You are the cognizance.

You are the reality.

You are the vibrancy.

You are the perception.

You are the presence.

You are the sparkle.

You are the liveliness.

You are the alertness.

You are the wakefulness.

You are the spirit.

You are the actuality.

You are the exuberance.

You are the attentiveness.

You are the alertness.

You are the verve.

You are the watchfulness.

You are the here-now.

You are the indivisible.

You are the all and none.

You are the witness.

You are the eternal one.

 

 

 

That Which Is God

 

Yet another attempt to communicate what the sound/word/concept ‘God’ herein means.

No, not some unshaven Saint Nick, leading an orchestration of harps in the cloudy on-high.

No, to every idol, every faith, every belief, every creed, every symbol, every charismatic leader.

Yes, to every quantum particle to the farthest reaches of the cosmos, and beyond, including, yes, You.

All that is seen, all that is unseen, is of the same indelible, indivisible, unfathomable mystery.

To envision it any less, is the same delusion repeated throughout the human paradigm.

And all that is required to perceive this non-dualistic truth, is an attentive mind.

A mind that has clearly realized, that eternity is this ever-present moment.

This timeless, unborn-undying, prior-to-consciousness awareness.

And no fiction born of imagination is required to access it.

 

 

 

The Blind Men and an Elephant

 

by John Godfrey Saxe

 

I.

It was six men of Indostan
To learning much inclined,
Who went to see the Elephant
(Though all of them were blind),
That each by observation
Might satisfy his mind.

 

II.

The First approached the Elephant,
And happening to fall
Against his broad and sturdy side,
At once began to bawl:
"God bless me! – but the Elephant
Is very like a wall!"

 

III.

The Second, feeling of the tusk,
Cried: "Ho! – what have we here
So very round and smooth and sharp?
To me 't is mighty clear
This wonder of an Elephant
Is very like a spear!"

 

IV.

The Third approached the animal,
And happening to take
The squirming trunk within his hands,

Thus boldly up and spake:

"I see," quoth he, "the Elephant

Is very like a snake!"

 

V.

The Fourth reached out his eager hand,
And felt about the knee.
"What most this wondrous beast is like
Is mighty plain," quoth he;
"'T is clear enough the Elephant
Is very like a tree!"

 

VI.

The Fifth, who chanced to touch the ear,
Said: "E'en the blindest man
Can tell what this resembles most;
Deny the fact who can,
This marvel of an Elephant
Is very like a fan!"

 

VII.

The Sixth no sooner had begun
About the beast to grope,
Than, seizing on the swinging tail
That fell within his scope,
"I see," quoth he, "the Elephant
Is very like a rope!"

 

VIII.

And so these men of Indostan
Disputed loud and long,
Each in his own opinion
Exceeding stiff and strong,
Though each was partly in the right,
And all were in the wrong!

 

Moral

So, oft in theologic wars
The disputants, I ween,
Rail on in utter ignorance
Of what each other mean,
And prate about an Elephant
Not one of them has seen!

 

 

 

This Is It

 

by Nathan Gill

 

This Is It. This is all there is – life appearing as an endless display of changing images, with no inherent purpose other than this appearance itself. There is simply life with no one living it.

 

For no reason at all life is at play with its own imagery, roving as attention, engaging in a mesmerizing game of hide and seek which arises as a sense of separation with an integral urge to wholeness. Life restlessly seeks, yearning for itself. The seeking is the restlessness. This play of worldly existence is imbued with life’s haunted longing for itself, seeking but never finding within the imagery in which it seeks. What is sought all along is this in which the seeking is playing out.

 

In life’s play as humanity, thought assumes an exaggerated importance as attention spins effortlessly into myriad longings and desires, epitomized by the idea of seeking fulfillment through enlightenment. Reading texts, asking questions, surfing the internet, going on retreat, gurus, teachers, non-teachers, practice, no practice – any or all of it is possible but none of it is necessary as in actuality nothing needs to be discovered, understood, let go of or transcended. Life already is, and recognition of itself in the form of enlightenment, liberation, nirvana, et cetera, is superfluous, merely another happening in the endless now of appearances in the play of life.

 

Nothing other than the configuration of life as it is now appearing is possible. All is happening exactly as it’s ‘meant’ to. If separation and seeking are the case, then this is it. If recognition and resting are the case, then this is it. Whatever is now – however ordinary or extraordinary – is it.

 

Seen in clarity, life appears as a great play. You – Consciousness – play all the roles and it is part of the play that You usually play the roles without knowing Your real identity. But sometimes, as part of the show, there is recognition of Your true nature. When there is involvement as a character in the play without recognition of Your true nature the role is taken seriously and all the dramas of life seemingly appear from this. If a role is played where there is recognition of Your true nature, the play is seen for what it is. When Your true nature becomes obvious, the character doesn’t disappear in a flash of light, nor put on ochre robes and have disciples, nor teach ‘spiritual’ truths – although any of these is possible, depending on the pattern of the character’s role in the play. The character will likely appear as he or she did before recognition. The character is likely to continue to lead what is an ordinary life in the play. It is not even necessary for the character to tell anyone or communicate what is now obvious. The whole play has no purpose or point beyond present appearance. It is Your cosmic entertainment. You are Your play. It has no existence separate from You.

 

 

 

The Fate of Authorship

 

The goal of any writer is to plant something in other minds that will not be easily forgotten.

Who knows how many works are in used book stores and landfills,

And internet websites and burn piles,

And ancient libraries long ago fallen into ruin,

That never or barely even got a chance to be remembered.

 

 

 

Evolution of The Stillness Before Time

 

A timeline of phases in this little raison d'être project that began in 1989.

 

Ojai

 

Teaching at Oak Grove School in Ojai, California

Head and neck injury at Carpinteria State Beach on school fieldtrip

Psilocybin mushrooms & ecstasy

Nisargadatta’s “I Am That”

The first index cards, tossed after Lena’s comment

 

Chico

 

A box of spiral-bound notebooks

Access to a desktop computer at Chico Hedway

Dean Evans and two art shows

A book agent who had me put together The Stillness Before Time

Including: Of the Human Journey, Got God?, Ten Reflections, Books, Movies

Kinko’s and who knows how many spiral-bound copies out the back door

 

Arcata

 

More spiral-bound notebooks

CLAD certificate program at Humboldt State

First Apple PowerBook 5300 laptop

HTML programming class

Creation of The Stillness Before Time website

 

Turlock

 

Switch to index cards

Creative Alternatives and transfer of website

Five generations of Apple MacBook laptops through the years

Several attempts to publish, with support from Dawn Eden Fletcher and Ram Dass

The Return to Wonder

Matrix algorithm experiment

Google Blogger

Facebook

Twitter

The Ponderings of Yaj Ekim

Breadcrumbs series

Lulu Press

Retirement from Creative Alternatives

Transfer of website to Network Solutions

Evolution of website

A variety of offshoot titles

Sivana East

Instagram

Transfer of website to Skystra

Switch from index cards to smart phone texting

Editing of Stillness, Ponderings, Return to Wonder

The quest for a legacy caretaker

 

 

 

Just a Clarification

 

Just a clarification that some titles are original works, and some are selections from the originals.

Please note, dear reader, that nothing is complete, nothing is finished, until the last wheezing breath.

And that the most recent, most accurate edits, will be the PDF versions uploaded to the website.

 

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These are the original works:

 

The Stillness Before Time,

Reflections From a Fellow Sojourner

 

Including:

Of the Human Journey

Got God?

Ten Reflections

 

The Ponderings of Yaj Ekim

 

The Breadcrumbs Compendium

Bits and Pieces From a Dream of Time

 

Breadcrumbs 2015

Breadcrumbs 2018

Breadcrumbs 2019

Breadcrumbs 2020

Breadcrumbs 2021

Breadcrumbs 2022

Breadcrumbs 2023 & Beyond

 

The Return to Wonder

Field Notes from the Unknown

 

Sketches of the Once Upon a Time

A Few Epiphanies and Other Hallmark Moments

 

A Short List of Books for the Up and Coming

Some Written Works That May Help Get the Young Up to Speed

 

The Corollaries of Yaj Ekim

 

The Standard Ripostes

The Scribe’s Go-to Responses to This and That in the Day-To-Day

 

Definitions

An Incomplete Selection of Contemplative Definitions

 

Conversations

A Variety of Letters, Emails, Texts, & Sundry Odd 'n Ends

 

My (Not Quite) Haiku

 

Once Upon a Christmas

 

Titles, Titles & More Titles

 

Even More

 

Ditties From the Bluegrass Fire

 

Spam Responses (a.k.a., WTF Is This Shit!?)

 

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The titles below are selections drawn from the original works above, based on the premise of the title.

Several will very likely still be ‘under construction’ if the Reaper arrives ahead of sketch.

So … anyone who might be motivated, is welcome to fill in any-and-all gaps,

Being as mindful as possible, to hold fast to the given formatting.

There may or may not be someone to answer inquiries,

At the mjholshouser@gmail.com address.

 

Michael’s Rabbit Hole

A Selection of Breadcrumbs & Other Aphorisms

 

The Call of the Eternal

A Conversation With My Self

 

Imagination: The Great Usurper

 

Lost in Translation

The Human Paradigm’s Linguistic Muddle

 

The Gordian Knot of Ethical Thinking

 

Jesus on Prophets

What Any Seer Likely Faces Returning to the Cave of Origin

 

Aftershocks ~ Autumn 2024

 

Of Meaning and Purpose

Ponderings About the Futility of It All

 

Mystery, Mystery & More Mystery

 

Imagination, Imagination & More Imagination

 

Doubt, Doubt & More Doubt

 

Science, Science & More Science

 

History, History & More History

 

Patterns, Patterns & More Patterns

 

Reincarnation, Reincarnation & More Reincarnation

 

To Be or Not to Be


The Mystery of the Mystery
 

Who Was the First?

 
The Real is Discovering 

 

59 Moments to The Way It Is (And Is Not)

 

Of the Human Journey

Along with Got God? And Ten Reflections

 

Standouts From “The Return to Wonder” Edit

Selections From the First Sixteen Chapters

 

 

 

A Few Ditties on Process

 

Breadcrumbs 2023 & Beyond

 

No, this existence has not been all about talking and writing all this babble.

There were many mornings sipping bean at coffee shops, and nights curled up with popcorn and Netflix,

And wanders here and there, witnessing, exploring, participating, in oh-so-many ways.

Wisdom is far more than sitting on a zafu, staring at a blank wall,

Though that may well be a hearty slice of it,

And ultimately, all of it.

 

* * * *

No one is ever going to read all this yada yada babble besides me,

Few are ever going to really even begin to grasp, all that I have offered the world.

So, the question becomes, whether or not, it is a good idea for anyone to even dip more than a tippy-toe.

But, if there ever is enough interest for there to be group discussions on this body of work,

Be sure no one is in charge, as anything more than a mild facilitating role.

Circular seating, all at the same eye-level, is recommended.

No proselytization, no dogma, no bullshit.

Read it as clearly as possible.

Stay as clear as possible.

It is not about the scribe.

It is a discussion, not a sermon.

And do not hesitate just to sit in silence.

It is, after all is said and done, a solitary journey.

 

* * * *

All the copyrights to this collection of titles are a cultural formality,

Which need mean nothing to whatever the future of this scarred garden’s dreamtime has in store.

Do with these many ponderings, these many ramblings, whatever you will,

Or ignore them entirely, and likely be no less happy for it.

 

* * * *

I pipe dream this largely aphoristic body of work will someday be known,

And my name on some marquee, these thoughts the focus of symposiums across the world,

But let’s face it, folks, with all the babbleon that’s already out there,

That just ain’t ever never going to happen.

So it goes.

 

* * * *

Fortunately, power and fame and fortune have evaded me.

Vulnerability, anonymity, austerity, and the mindfulness they engender,

Are a great gift in this insane asylum, this théâtre absurde.

 

* * * *

I do not need anything from you.

I offer you these insights free of all claims.

I do not hunger for your treasures, or your approval.

I do not aspire to ever meet you, or hear your imaginary story.

You are free to go your own way, find your own way,

And do with these thoughts, whatever you will.

 

* * * *

Has this lifetime of philosophizing, in any way,

Transformed the patterning of this temporal mind-body?

Not that I have, in any way, any shape, any form, ever once witnessed.

Destiny is destiny, fate is fate, fortune is fortune, upshot is upshot, kismet is kismet,

No matter how it is chiseled in stone in the sands of time.

 

* * * *

In creating this Sisyphean opus, mustered from a hard-earned frame of reference,

Every aphorism is given equal attention; each, gold-standard handcrafted,

To be read by somebody, someday, maybe, though probably not.

Don Quixote battling windmills is a fitting metaphor.

 

* * * *

If I was ever to start over – somehow be reborn, either male or female – I would just skip it all,

With the opposite sex, or my own, or whatever other genders might come into play.

Way too much bother, and adventures I need never experience again.

 

* * * *

No, I am not tossing out history.

I am simply pointing out that it is an imaginary invention,

To which we have tethered ourselves to such a fisted-hand-in-the-coconut degree,

That it is driving our kind, and a fair number of our fellow earthlings, and perhaps Gaia, towards oblivion,

Or certainly a far different garden than the one from which we spawned.

 

* * * *

What a remarkable thing it has been, to witness the rise and decline of this blip of a nation-state,

And likely to have traversed through the apex of what human civilization has had to offer, as well.

 

* * * *

The jury is still out, whether passing it around randomly for free, has been the best strategy.

 

* * * *

My faith is strong and sure and steadfast, for all times.

It is a faith that does not require the idolatry of form or thought.

It is a faith, so clear, that one must die to little self, to see it all, for what it is.

And from that faith, I leave You the distillation, of all this mind has ever thought and done.

Do with it what you will, or will not.

 

* * * *

How often what you are reading, is the morphed version of the original thought.

The original having been lost in the abyss of the churning mind,

In the time it took to reach for pen and paper,

Or as it was being scribbled.

Imagine this mind as one of those Magic Eight Balls;

Thoughts floating into view, floating out of view, sometimes retrievable, most often not.

 

* * * *

If these writings, these reflections, have merit, they will endure; if not, oh well, so it goes.

It has been enough to observe whether the quantum théâtre absurde of dreamtime,

Was as up to the mark set by all the self-promotion, by all the propaganda,

History has fed the masses as they chewed away on their mother.

My bet is that we will decline and fall, as all things ever do,

And all our creations, all our treasures, all our glories,

Will dissolve with the last whimper of imagination.

And the quantum abyss will not even shed a tear.

Nor I collect my winnings; for which I do despair.

 

* * * *

Waking up to yet another dreamy day,

Trapped in a body racked with one bother or another,

The mind willy-nilly between agony and ecstasy, exasperation and rapture.

Curious how thought can play the gamut between amusing and tiring from one moment to the next.

What ceaselessly pointless vainglorious absurdity, this much ado about nothing.

The appeal of ever returning to this manifest dreamtime,

Has pretty much run its course.

 

* * * *

Although I have enjoyed so many things in this span of dreamtime,

All I ever really ‘wanted’ to do was be a forklift driver.

The spatial flowing of it, drew the farm boy.

On a forklift, in the field stations I in youth worked,

I was a fighter pilot, flying solo all about the asphalt jungles,

On which my iron horse and I, rallied about, putting order to daily chaos.

Such was my satisfaction, that I once even used vacation time at Creative Alternatives,

To work the peak of a walnut season at Ron Martella’s huller on Tully Road in hometown Hughson.

Ten-hour days in California Great Central Valley’s late summer often very warm weather.

Every moment absolutely, priceless, in the very-very right-here-right-now of it.

The hardest part was in those rare moments when it slowed down.

And even then, there was always something to do.

 

 

Breadcrumbs 2024 & Beyond

 

I am an outcome of the social-spiritual revolution of the 1960’s and 70’s.

A peasant’s eldest wandering the zenith of post-World War II United States of America,

Passing on thoughts, conclusions, opinions, judgments, about what I witnessed, and the parr I played.

That it has not developed its own legs, either proves I am wrong, or that the human species,

Is incapable of getting past its unfathomable arrogance or its insatiable avarice.

There is also great likelihood there is just too much to wade through,

Or that many just do not care to bother or care about it all.

Is there any doubt why I sit at the absurdist bar?

 

* * * *

All these years of scribbling have been both entertaining and wearisome,

In a sideways-topsy-turvy-inside-out-backwards sort of way.

Weave it all into some kind of enlightening story?

What, pray tell, would be the point?

It is done well enough for the rare few.

Think of all the videos I could have made.

Think of the following I might have cult-ivated.

I thank the gods for my insignificance, as should you.

I cannot imagine wanting or needing widespread approbation.

This garden orb does not require any more irrationality, any more absurdity.

You can thank or curse or ignore your Self, any time, any place.

You are, every moment, creator-preserver-destroyer.

You thank me when you discern your Self.

 

* * * *

My level of intrigue is far less, has always been far less, than many.

There is nothing I cannot walk away from if my whole world crashed and burned.

All I do is sit in coffee shops, write bullshit that very few people read, shop for supplies as needed,

See Mom and Sister once a week, and spend a couple hours most days in the club pool.

I am all but done with this cosmos, and this cosmos is all but done with me.

One of these days, I will be gone, and very few will even notice.

The universe has managed to ignore me while living;

It will even far less hard after I am gone.

 

* * * *

Have put this work out into the world in as many diverse channels as current technologies allow.

Nobody owns it, nobody controls it; everyone must discern the truth all on their own.

And all those who see, fairly quickly, without fanfare, know each other.

It is a very subtle, very quiet, very grass roots revolution.

No priesthood, no organization, no dogma.

Just a clear, rational view.

 

* * * *

What is a philosopher?

Cynic, skeptic, doubter, misanthropist, scoffer, doubter, pessimist,

Questioner, disparager, detractor, malcontent, loner, recluse, dilletante.

As pointless as pointless can be; the final chapter existence offers, to be sure.

 

* * * *

It was worth giving this body of work away no-charge.

Throwing it out there the willy-nilly way these digitalized times allowed.

No fame, no fortune, no control, no publishers, no followers, no travels, no speeches, no signings.

And only a modicum of vain notions with which to inwardly contend.

A strategy that saved all kinds of bother.

 

* * * *

Somebody had to scribe this, and it just sorta dumped itself into this lap.

If asked, would I do it again, I would say, with a shrug of these graying shoulders,

“What more could I possibly set down, without repeating myself more than I already have?”

This thought-filled theme park is for any and all, who discern within it, whatever they are looking for;

Whatever they might need, in the dystopian future that is so unescapably rushing at them.

 

* * * *

Why do I even bother scribbling all this?

I really do not much care for what the human paradigm has become,

Or the future to which it is inescapably, accelerating exponentially, every kaleidoscoping moment.

A vision so dark, so dismal, so painful, that the imminent extinction,

Cannot make its way hither soon enough.

 

* * * *

The post-WWII Boomer generation that I was born into, was set up by the idealistic winds of our youth,

To believe humankind could be, could do, something Darwin 101 assures us is impossible.

What I tell any who still harbor that delusional notion, any who still believe,

Us capable of overriding the natural selection that whittled us, for even a few minutes,

Is that you can take the monkey out of the jungle, but you cannot take the jungle out of the monkey.

 

* * * *

This guy would never lay any claim to being totally sane or rational or brilliant or anything perfect.

This mortal body, this mind, this imaginary moi, is as flawed and misguided and absurd,

And treacherous and hypocritical and irrational and judgmental and laughable,

And clumsy and frenetic and impulsive and irritable and divisive,

And narcissistic and hedonistic and greedy and vain,

And as inevitably mortal decline-and-fall as any other monkey-mind two-legged,

That has ever wandered every-which-way-to-and-fro across this dream-soaked dusty orb.

The perfection, all are, is not that which can be seen or heard or smelled or tasted or felt or thought.

 

* * * *

Things Which Mr. Just-in-Case Collects

 

Guns & Ammunition

Archery Equipment

Swords, Knives, Spears

Sundry Other Weapons

Martial Arts gear

Tools and Hardware

Chess & Other Strategy Games

Philosophy books

Military books

Weaponry books

History books

Political Science books

Science books

English language books

Spanish language books

Business books

Quote books

Gaming books

Health books

Cooking books

Exercise books

Resource books

Miscellaneous books

Exercise Gear

Kitchen paraphernalia

Coffee-making paraphernalia

The Great Courses DVD’s

Movie & Television DVD’s

Music CD’s

Camping gear

Office supplies

Hats

Dust collectors

Bags of every variety

Alcohol and Drugs

Informational websites

Blog posts

Facebook posts

Interesting article links

Non-followers

 

A material Peter Pan, to be sure.

 

* * * *

My gift to the dystopian future-slash-debacle, that I envision, with a shudder.

Do with it whatever you will; do with it whatever you can.

Sadly, better you than me, is all I gotta say.

Stay strong, rotsa ruck.

 

* * * *

When would I … Why should I … How could I …

Ever convince you, who-what-why-when-where-how, I am,

But through your own awakening to the eternal fact.

 

* * * *

Have always had a relativistic aptitude for relishing process.

For accepting things as they are, for accepting things as they come.

Perhaps because I was raised in a rural setting, in tune with nature’s fluidity.

Came from modest roots that never really expected or wanted that much out of life.

Tried to fan the fire in the belly as a business major out of college, but the spark never took.

The path of least resistance blew into my sail, and here I am, pondering the show.

Attentively writing down the so-many thoughts that bubble into mind.

 

* * * *

Some brand it, Brahman; some brand it, God.

Others, Buddha or Tao or Jehovah or Great Spirit or Whatever.

I call it the Mystery; the Mystery of the all in one, the Mystery of the one in all.

And no one need suffer any consequence, any punishment, any forfeit,

For granting it whatever name, or no-name, they are inclined.

No need for absurdity steeped in imaginary notion.

None can know how all this is happening.

Even the rumored supreme deity,

Witnesses in ignorance.

 

* * * *

René Descartes:

I think, therefore I am.

 

Yaj Ekim's Corollary:

I think, therefore I think I am.

I imagine, therefore I imagine I am.

You imagine, therefore you imagine you are.

And right-here-right-now, we all are, imagining we all, in space-time are.

An unborn-undying, unrehearsed, Shakespearian theater,

For as long as imagination draws breath.

 

* * * *

This is this lifetime’s contribution to the human paradigm.

Take it or leave it; please try not to hurt or kill anyone over it.

Please do not make it into some creed, it was never meant to be.

You can thank me, or scourge me, as befits the endgame’s narration.

 

* * * *

Me and all the other seers,

Churning out the same memorandum,

To the rare few fated with eyes to see, ears to hear.

 

* * * *

Got a good roll out of my little window of illusion.

And what happens after I am departed, after I am ashes and dust,

Is nothing I can do anything about, any more than I could while in the flesh.

 

* * * *

All this philosophical chitchat, is not at all about yet another absurd, idolatrous belief system.

It is about the very real, very much in the moment, prior-to-consciousness awareness, You truly are.

There is nobody to follow, there is no confining dogmatic groupthink, there is no transaction fee.

All any need do, is pay attention to the given moment, as the mystery kaleidoscopes ever on.

It is very much a solitary mosey for those who have the wit and strength to stand alone.

It is very much an agnostic, existential stance, requiring no fallacious conclusions.

All one needs do, is be as free as the imaginary mind and mortal vessel allow.

 

* * * *

How it all seems to moi, is what these many thoughts, these many titles, are about.

Whether or not, they are anything the dreamtime’s future, will be in any way interested,

Is nothing this mind’s vanity, can more than pipe-smoking speculate, in its dystopian musings.

 

* * * *

Another day of rambling the quantum fever.

Bantering with your Self in whatever nooks and crannies are wandered.

Talking about, kicking around, hashing out, thrashing out, chewing over, every variety of this and that,

Learning and unlearning every rank of mind gorp, that death will someday wash away,

No matter how profound or clever, no matter how astute or shrewd.

 

* * * *

I have done my best with this work,

To leave something that is as great a vision,

As this mind-body and linguistic aptitude can muster.

As great a revelation as technology and times for a time allow.

Attempting in so many ways to fashion it nondualistically all-inclusive.

Something that will worm its way through the harsh age ahead,

Into a more rational, equitable, notion of humankind,

And its relationship with the natural world,

And the mystery that is source to all.

And to always try to remember,

That it is not at all about,

The little me who put it into play.

Rather, the big me, who is the You in all.

 

Best wishes, rotsa ruck, and apologies for the world we left You.

 

* * * *

The very serendipitous – day-to-day of random folks – whose paths I crossed,

Were casually given business cards, with website name and address.

And before that, who knows how many pilfered copies,

Through the side door at the Kinko’s in Chico.

There is no knowing how far, how wide, or for what duration,

Future imagination-driven times, will choose to allow, this freely-offered serum,

From a scribe who pretty much made it his last hobby, his last distraction, his last will and testament.

 

* * * *

Coulda-shoulda-woulda, have brought to a halt, to all this nonsense long ago.

So much absurdity, over an elephant that can never been seen.

Coulda-shoulda-woulda, sought out a little cave.

Kept to my Self, Kept my peace,

Lived existence, rationally, serenely.

Free from all the mundanity, all the temporality.

Wait, I have done that! Here I am, ensconced right here now.

In my zennish, collector-hoarder hollow: Studio 101, Lakeside Apartments,

Turlock, California 93382-1016, United States, Gaia, Milky Way, Universe … Mystery …

 

* * * *

The weariness I feel with my take on the human paradigm,

Is beyond measure, many times, in so many situations, in any given day.

How tempting to just pull the plug on everything, to discard all this esoteric commentary,

Back into the oblivion, into the abyss, into the void, from whence it came,

And spend whatever remains of this dreamtime existence,

As quietly, as anonymously, as possible.

 

But no, I drudge on, as another ditty Magic-8-Ball’s into mind.

 

* * * *

All these notions are straight-up how I see it.

No regurgitations, no mimicking, no mendacities, no fanatisms.

Just the matter-of-fact, straight-thinking, no-nonsense, down-to-earth, the-way-it-is,

As seen through these older-than-the-stars-younger-than-the-moment eyes.

 

* * * *

If it is fated for these way-too-many thoughts to be discovered, I would prefer it be after I am rootbound.

Have never sought the weight of power, the rattle of gold, or the bother of groupthink.

Scribing all this has peaceably filled a great deal of this existence.

A pleasant pastime, to be channel for this mystery.

Being rewarded for such a gift, is given its due, with a nod of a head.

 

* * * *

A Self-imposed assignment; one in which I do not write what was done today, but what was thought.

An aphoristic journal-chronical-diary-memoir-bulletin-log-dossier-scrapbook-commentary-thesis-hobby.

 

As Thucydides Athenian historian and general (c. 460 – c. 400 BC) wrote:

My work is not a piece of writing designed to meet the needs of an immediate public,

but was done to last forever.

 

Yaj Ekim: Define forever.


* * * *

A Text to Bruce

 

America invited the world's masses, and they have arrived.

That is rough on the losers, rough on the haters, and Trump became their führer.

My prevailing who-gives-a-fuck-where's-the-popcorn line: So it goes, deal with it, get over it, move on.

It is all ultimately just another epoch in history's the-horror-the-horror-planet-of-the-apes stagecraft.

You and I have lived in the most incredible window of history this world has ever experienced.

Tough for all the kids in the day care centers and playgrounds who are going to pay for it.

Seven billion people and a changing climate in a little over 200 years – Hope is dead.

 

(Bruce: This started out as one of our many back-and-forth texts, and worked itself into an aphorism.

Some guy named Bruce will be lionized in Breadcrumbs 2023 & Beyond and Michael's Rabbit Hole)

 

The children's book by Shel Silverstein – The Giving Tree – says it all about the human paradigm.

 

The Giving Tree

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Giving_Tree

 

(P.S. Hey, just occurred to me to say – while we are still here – that I have always enjoyed our practically lifetime friendship. Forklifting at Joan of Arc was one of my all-time favorite jobs. Sorry about the toe. That moment, the calmness with which you told me the forklift was on your foot, still rings clear in this otherwise vague, aged memory. Never realized what you had endured until you told me years later.)

 

* * * *

And just to be steadfastly, beyond-all-doubts transparent – I do not much care for the word, prophet.

A little too loaded with historical undertones, to which I do not readily extend my Self.

Seer, mystic, sage, guru, maybe even augur or oracle, are tolerable fits.

If there must be any sound-concept ascribed to it, that is.

Deep, resonate Om-ing might be acceptable.

But try to put a crimp on any and all idolatries.

Ixnay on worshipping garden statues and crucifixes.

 

* * * *

The Anthropocene and a changing climate – a pitiless dragon – unfolding its wings upon all earthlings.

And alas for we post-war boomers, we elders, who bask in our unenviable senior moment,

Hoping to somehow evade the consequences of all our narcissistic hedonism,

Our little window of time, and all the consumption it allowed.

We are in for a taste, a whiff, of the future past.

 

* * * *

In this work, is written whatever comes to mind.

Audience or no, agreement or no, approval or no, applause or no.

For naught matters to the great emptiness, the great abyss, the great nothingness,

From whence all appearances, all illusions, kaleidoscope however they will.

How unlikely, that more than a relative few, will ever even hear of it,

Much less imbibe more than a few lines here and there, at best.

For anyone to peruse it all, would be an improbable feat.

One which would be, but another mirage of mind.

 

* * * *

This aphoristic opus was the last narcissistic-hedonistic vanity, that I could be enticed to orchestrate.

These writings, all extemporaneous, seem intent on stirring the potential of consciousness, of imagination,

To another echelon of intrigue in its Darwinian progression, if such a thing is even tenuously possible.

 

* * * *

The most candid, most sincere, most authentic answer, as to why have I bothered to scribe this opus,

Is the lucidity, the detachment, the hubris, the absurdity, of this nature-nurtured mind’s quixotic meander.

It is the reckoning, the revelation, of a happenstance-happenchance-contemplative-meditative amble.

It is the nothing-more-nothing-less, of this mind’s imaginary perception of an ineffable mystery.

 

* * * *

The human paradigm has long since become a friggin' insane-beyond-all-insanes asylum.

The engineers and all their minions have enticed us down a dead-end road.

How happy, how content I am, to be almost done with it.

 

* * * *

Regarding titles in this opus,

There is the ‘me’ voice, and there is the ‘Me’ voice.

Leftovers and Soundbites are the ‘Me’ and ‘My Self’ and ‘I’ rabbit dens.

Breadcrumbs lurk in the imaginary, more-likely-illusionary ‘me-and-myself-and-I’ wormhole.

It is a most challenging thing to walkabout this mortal quantum dreamtime,

And not be drawn willy-nilly into its distracting nature,

Same as all the other dreamers.

 

* * * *

There is likely something somewhere herein, for just about everyone.

This mystic wandering opus is not bound by the boundlessness of Eternity.

This mind’s penchant for living and dying, wanders easily afield in every manner.

“The dark side ain’t dark to me,” is a first and foremost go-to meme for this waggish mind.

 

* * * *

So many ditties that need editing,

And that editing shared with all the other creations.

All the derivative titles, and all their ‘under construction’ segments.

So many things to tie together, into an agreeable, concise, elegant, philosophical opus.

Which so relatively few will ever know of, much less bother to peruse.

So much to do, and so little time remaining to do it.

Such is likely the fate of all creators.

 

 

 

To Whom It May Concern

 

It is certainly a curious thing to have gone this mystical direction in life. Most definitely a road less traveled. As far as discussing it with others goes, I think, as with any specialty, any sphere – science, mathematics, music, sports, business, politics, et cetera ad infinitum – that we all tend to search out like minds to focus on our interests and passions. Scientists with scientists, mathematicians with mathematicians, musicians with musicians, athletes with athletes, businessmen with businessmen, politicians with politicians, et cetera ad infinitum. Our little “lost” tribe of seers, being somewhat scattered about the globe, are not always easy to run across. You just never know who will be sitting next to you in some coffee shop, bar, or park bench.

 

Personally, I have always been generalist and chameleon enough to enjoy chatting with whoever about whatever comes up. There is great freedom in anonymity. Many people I know quite well have very little if any clue about what I have done or what I have written. It has just never come up. I may probe and plant seeds, but do not worry whether or not they take root. Some minds are fertile; some are barren. It is just the way it is.

 

As far as staying connected with family, friends, and acquaintances goes, we each have to decide what is important to us, and it may be for some that burning bridges and moving on alone is only option they allow themselves. The high school class of my small rural town origin celebrated our 40th reunion a few years back, and those who came had a great time reconnecting and sharing their life journeys. Very few of them would ever be at all interested in my thoughts on things – many of them are true believers in one dogma or another – and I am okay with that. No point beating yourself over the head over things you cannot change.

 

The big view of it is that I am one of who knows how many awakened eyes in this magical mystery tour, as likely are you if you are reading this. Whether anyone else hears the call is something over which none of us has any say. Nor does it really matter. We may point the way to a larger vision, but it is each, abiding in their own set of capacities and limitations, who must, to whatever degree, wander the pathless land very much alone. We are but ephemeral seed crystals, of our own devices, for consciousness to do with what it will.

 

Everything I have written since 1989, except for a couple notebooks that were lost, along with a few other oopsie moments on the computer, is my gift to the future, such as it is. It is up to you and others I have befriended through the years to pass it on if you deem it to have merit. It has been an interesting pastime to give so much of my time over to it: to think it, to scribble it, to transcribe and edit it, to throw it about like Johnny did apple seeds. There may be in the neighborhood of five thousand pages worth by the time I exit this center stage. And what happens to it is for time to tell. I leave it to you to decide.

 

So it goes, either way. I played my part, I said my piece, I had my fun.

 

M

 

P.S. For best viewing online, using the largest screen you have available to explore my little theme park, is suggested. Scrolling down and down on a phone screen is just not going to give you the same entrée.

 

P.P.S. Regarding the name Yaj Ekim ... It is just a reverse spelling of the first and middle names ... Michael Jay Holshouser ... Mike Jay ... Yaj Ekim.

 

P.P.P.S. Coincidently, make of it whatever you will, or will not, Yaj is an Indian boy’s name meaning worshipper, sacrifice, another name for Shiva, a sage. And Ekim is a Turkish name for October meaning “sowing” (of seeds). All kinds of absurdity can be read into that by the many so-inclined – none of which was in mind when I came up with the idea to reverse the letters to my name. See P.P.S. for details.

 

P.P.P.P.S. Yes, I am Shiva. And so are You. No, I am not Shiva. And neither are you. Irony and paradox rule.

 

 

 

Th-Th-Th-That's All Folks!

 

Pointing to the whole elephant, as entertaining as it has been, has been an interesting lesson in futility.

Time to close down the show, and move on to an observation of silence mode.

Fare thee well, adieu, adios, auf wiedersehen, sayonara.

Regards and best wishes to all.

 

That said …

 

 

 

Stay Tuned

 

Given how this mind works, likely a few more ditties in the here and there,

For as long as these temporal lungs are still drawing air,

So stay tuned, you Wascally Wabbit.

 

 

 

Thucydides

 

My work is not a piece of writing designed to meet the needs of an immediate public,

but was done to last forever.

 

Athenian historian and general (c. 460 – c. 400 BC)

History of the Peloponnesian War

 

 

 

Yaj Ekim

 

Define forever.